Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe it was the drugs or maybe he actually liked me. No he couldn't like me. I was just me. Just the best friend he could laugh and joke around with and tell things to and come to me for advice and... Kiss me. He kissed me. Jared kissed me. I couldn't bring myself to get over that he just kissed me.
"Bella," He tapped my shoulder "Are you okay?"
"You... kissed me." I smiled, I couldn't control how happy I was.
"I guess I did." Jared stood up and took my hand pulling me up with him. I followed him around the back of the large half pipe. "I don't know how to say this. Especially whilst I'm drunk." He slurred slightly. "The thing is, I really, really like you. But, I don't know if making you my girlfriend is going to be worth it. Because of you moving and stuff..." He ran his fingers through the back of his hair and laughed awkwardly.
"Jared, I'm not moving far, I'll be able to drive here. I want to be worth it. But I know I'm not."
"You don't see yourself clearly at all Bella. You are possibly one of the most beautiful girls on this planet. In my eyes."
"Lies." I sighed and slumped to the floor. He sat next to me and turned to me again. This time I made a move and kissed him. The kiss got stronger and before I knew it I was on my back pulling Jared closer to me. "Bella," he mumbled "Be mine?"
"Of Course." I ran my hands down his back and then to his front. I unbuttoned his jeans and slipped them down slightly and he did the same with my shorts.
"Are you sure?" He breathed into my neck. I nodded and carried on kissing him. And it began. I had never experienced anything like it. I'd had sex before, but it was never quite as sweet. I couldn't control myself and let out a large moan. "Are you okay?" Jared whispered.
"Yes. It's... uhhhhmazing." I moaned. "Don't stop. Ever." I grabbed onto his shirt and wrapped my legs around him, pushing myself closer and closer to the edge.

"So, I was walking down the street then a big, fire-breathing dragon comes out of nowhere. Then these pandas come screeching down the road needing bamboo! And I'm like 'this is a job for Liam, and his queer sidekick Ben!" When we returned from... behind the half pipe Liam and Ben were standing up with a spliff in their hand. "I'm not queer!" Ben began to protest. "I've got Shannon." He then sat down and cuddled his girlfriend Shannon. "Ew, Ben you stink." She laughed but kissed him all the same.
"So, yeah anyway," Liam continued "I pulled out a gun and shot all the pandas. Then the dragon multiplies into ten! And BAM! End of story!" He jumped up as he shouted he was clearly off his head. Ben then stood up and decided to add to the story. "Yeah, but then one of the dragons walks over to the half pipe where Jared and Bella are having sex. And then Liam's dad comes along and joins in." Everyone fell about laughing. It was better to laugh with them, than for them to laugh at me.

"So was it good?" Katy laughed nudging me. We were all sitting on the floor in a circle. Ben, Liam and Jared had run off to the shops to get a newspaper. We needed something to burn to keep us warm. I nodded, blushing slightly. "I'm guessing you like him a lot then?" Shannon grinned. I nodded again.
"We knew it. We just didn't want to ask because we know you like to keep things secret." Katy added "Does this mean you're together now then?"
"It does." I laughed, we all laughed then Shannon lit a spliff and we passed is around. When the guys returned they had not just got a news paper but they had brought back some more alcohol and we began getting drunk again.

Me and Shannon had decided to go on the swings. Neither of us was actually able to swing but it was fun all the same. My phone began to vibrate in my pocket, I didn't bother to check the caller ID and answered. "HEEELLLOOOO!" I shouted, "Bella? Is that you?" Michelle's stunned voice sounded down the phone. "Oh, Michelle. Hello." I slurred.
"Bella, what time are you coming home? Remember, you have your meeting tomorrow and you're going to have to be up." I was shocked she was still at the home. She normally went home at eleven and handed us off into the care of Moody Judy.
"I don't know Michelle, I won't be out tooooooooooooooooo late. I promise." I giggled slightly.
"You're not drunk are you? Where are you? Who are you with?" She began to question.
"I'm not drunk. I'm out. I'm with Shannon. Good day Michelle, you beautiful beast." And with that, I hung up.