I apologise for it not really moving the story along. It was just to sort of explain Quinn's confusion.
Anyway... enjoy =)
I sipped on my cup of tea and realised that Jasper was staring at me.
I smiled at him awkwardly and he smiled back.
"So... vampire?" I said, trying to make conversation.
Jasper laughed slightly.
"Yeah none of us know how to react to the fact you know about that. Or that you figured it out quite quickly. You must have experienced a vampire before." Jasper laughed.
I forced a laugh back.
"How did you figure it out?" He asked, still staring at me.
"I just guessed I suppose. I knew straight away you weren't human." I told him.
"Have you met a vampire before?" Jasper asked me.
"Not that I know of." I said, hoping that was a good enough answer.
"No-one can figure you out Quinn. It's weird. There is something about you that we can't get our head around." Jasper said a frustrated look on his face.
"Is that a good thing?" I asked.
Jasper laughed again.
"Not for us." He said.
I just nodded.
"Maybe it was fate after you bumped into me on your first day." He smiled.
I smiled back.
"Yeah... maybe."
Jasper turned to look back at me before he left.
"I'd like to do this again. You know... just you and me hanging out." He said.
I smiled at him.
"Yeah me too." I replied.
Jasper smiled and nodded.
"See you later then." He said, before turning and leaving.
As I shut the door I smiled to myself.
Something about being with Jasper had cheered me up in more ways I could have imagined. I didn't feel the need to be miserable.
Maybe that was because he had that power, or maybe it was because I actually had just enjoyed the last few hours with him.
But what about Edward? He hadn't been in my thoughts at all while I was with Jasper. Did that mean something?
I shook my head of all the stupid thoughts and hummed to myself as my Dad came through the front door.
"Well someone has cheered up." He said.
I just smiled and nodded.
I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, scared to go asleep and relive the memories I had so desperately been trying to forget.
I was trying to think about Jasper but somehow I was thinking about Edward.
It was wrong of me to be thinking about either of them. I mean they are vampire for crying out loud.
Plus they could have had their pick of any of the girls at school why on earth would they want me?
I laughed to myself as my eyes started to feel heavy.
In the end I lost the fight.
I woke up the next morning as a little bit of light shone through the curtains right into my eyes.
I groaned and turned over before realising I had had such a peaceful night's sleep.
No nightmares whatsoever.
I smiled to myself.
God knows what had stopped me from having a nightmare, I don't know but it felt good.
Sunday was my Dad's day to sit in front of couch and just watch football.
I handed him another beer before going upstairs and reading a book.
It was nice just to be doing nothing, for my head to be clear of all thoughts of vampires.
Even the Cullens. But as I thought the name my stomach did a flip.
I looked out the window at the crap Forks weather and sighed.
There was something about the Cullens which made me drop all my senses.
Being around Edward made me feel like a silly girl as I cooed over him and his golden eyes. I couldn't deny the fact I had deep feelings for Edward, feelings I had never felt before.
The truth of the matter was I had never been in love before. Maybe this was in.
But how could I be in love with Edward but thinking about Jasper at the same time?
Surely that wasn't real love.
To be in love but to be thinking of someone else. Jasper had this calming effect on me.
Being with him made me forget about all the bad things that had happened to me.
I got up off my bed and slammed the book shut in frustration.
I was angry with myself, no-one else.
Jasper had the power to control emotions. Could he been controlling me to make me feel this way?
Not controlling me to be feeling like this about him but controlling me to feel calm.
I had felt calm all day without him.
I just looked out the window and sighed again.
I didn't how to feel right now and it certainly wasn't helping going round in circles and fighting with myself about it.
I got dressed into my pyjamas and got into bed.
I felt the blood being drained out of my body and I suddenly felt weak.
The little girl walked towards me again.
I tried to maintain focus to make out her fast but I was degrading fast.
She turned to look at the guy who had bitten me first.
"Are you stupid?" She scowled at him.
I couldn't make out his face as the other vampire let my arm drop to the floor.
"You know what is going to happen and you tried to do this." The girl said.
I breathed hard forcing myself to stay awake and listen.
"I was doing what she ordered me to do." He replied.
"Well you no longer listen to her. We have made sure she was taken care of." The girl said.
I didn't see the guy's face but all of a sudden he screamed loudly as the girl made he way back to me.
Staring me straight in the eye, she smirked.
"I'll be seeing you again soon, Quinn Fabray." She said, as my body gave up the fight.