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Song: I'll Be There – Katerine
Title : Referring to song
Mikayla's POV
"H…Hi mom." I stutter.
"I'm going to wait in the other room." Mrs Torres says as she sees the look on my moms face. She closes the door this time as she heads out.
I stay seated on the bed with Mitchie. Mom walks over to us and grabs Mitchie by the arm. I can't help but yell. "What are you doing?!"
"You think I didn't see that kiss?" She asks. "I'm ending this before it ruins your carreer!"
"No, leave Mitchie alone!" I yell back as I release Mitchie from her grip and hold on to her. Suddenly, my manager bursts into the room.
"Kylie, give me some help here. We need to break these two apart, I just saw them kissing." My mother says coldly. Now I remember my manager's name!
"What?" Kylie gasps. She comes over to me and tries to seperate me and Mitchie, but we cling to eachother. We throw our arms around eachothers waist.
"I'm not letting go." Mitchie says sternly, trying to comfort me.
"We'll see about that!" my mom says. She takes a hold of Mitchies hair and pulls... Hard... Causing Mitchie to let go of me. As soon as she lets go of me, Kylie grabs me to make sure I won't follow Mitchie, who is screaming from the pain. My heart breaks as I hear her scream. Tears find their way to my eyes and start streaming down my face.
"Mitchie!" I yell as I watch my mom pull her out of the room. "Mom! Stop it!" I try to get away from Kylie. "Let go of me!"
"No, one day you'll see that we did this because we love you and we want to protect you." She answers. Protect me? By holding me down and taking away the love of my life? Tears start to fall harder from my eyes. She lets go of me once my mom is outside and I let myself fall on the bed. I pull the pillow over my head and I feel some weight on the bed. If she doesn't get out of here in the next 10 seconds, something awful is going to happen! Kylie puts her hand on my arm. "Mikayla..."
"Get out!" I yell as I throw the pillow away. "Just get out! You don't want to know what I think about you right now! You're fired!"
"Fired?" she asks shocked as she gets up. "You can't fire me."
"Oh no? You're MY manager. It's in the contract. If I don't like my manager, I'm allowed to fire her." I say as I sit up on the bed. I point to her and then to the door. "You should've read the small letters."
She grinds her teeth as she says nothing and walks to the door, slamming it shut with a loud bang. I fall back on the bed and cry again.
I hear the door open, but I'm too tired to look up. The pillow is still laying on the ground somewhere. My tears have dried a little bit, but new other tears are still coming. The door is closed again and I hear footsteps. Then some weight on the bed and an arm on my shoulder.
"Mitchie?" I ask hopefully, still not opening my eyes.
"Are you still crying over her?" Oh, Gosh, it's just my mom. I sigh. Oh, wait, mom? I sit up as fast as I can.
"What the hell are you doing here? Do you still have the nerve to come here?" I ask. My tears have disappeared and all my emotions are replaced with anger.
"Mikayla, when are you going to understand that we do what's best for you?" she asks. She tries to be gentle, but I can assure you, it's not working.
"What's best for me? You think that taking away the love of my life is what's best for me?" I ask, seriously shocked.
"The love of your life? Mikayla, listen to yourself. You're talking like you're in love with Mitchie." She laughs as she stands up.
"I am." I mumble as I stand up too. "I am in love with her and I don't care what everyone else thinks. If my fans can't accept me for who I am, then that's too bad. I know that true friends will be okay with this."
"There's nothing that you can say or do that's going to get me to let you see Mitchie again." She says as she rests her hands on her waist. I mirror her and shrug.
"I don't care, we will find a way to see eachother." I smile at the thought. I can see us climbing out our window and meeting somewhere in the woods where we were last night.
"Get that smile off your face, because there's no way you will see her again. You are not gay, do you hear me?" she says, taking a step towards me.
"You can't tell me to be someone I'm not. You can't decide who I love or not. You can't decide every little piece of my life! I hate you!" The anger totally took me over. "I hate you so much! Get out of my hotelroom and stay the hell away from me the next couple of days, because I swear to God that something's going to happen when I see you again."
Mom takes a step back at my words. I think she's actually scared. She turns around and walks out the door. I close the door behind her and lock it. That's when I spot an envelope on the bed. I smile as I see the letter. Fanmail again. I always love reading it. Tears find their way to my eyes again as I realise Mitchie isn't with me to read it. I open it anyways because I always respond to them as soon as I can. It's from the same girl that Mitchie and I earlier responded to. Wow, she's quick in replying.
"Dear Mikayla and Mitchie,
Thank you so much for trusting me on this. I promise I won't let you down. I
also promise I will correct my friends without actually telling them the
truth. I would definitely like to say congratulations to you two. You are
officially my favorite couple! Can you say adorable? I'm sorry about your
mother calling the press. That was not right of her. I wish you guys the best
of luck, you're going to need it.
By the way guys, did you know that people have written "fanfictions" of you
guys together? I'm just saying, yes there are people out there who are jerks
and might not like you, but you have a whole fanbase out there who does and
would like you anyways.
I also read a newspaper today that said Mitchie was pregnant. Is that
true? I don't know whether to say congratulations or I'm sorry, cuz I
don't know the whole situation, so I'll just say both. If you plan to keep
the baby, I promise to help in any way I can if you will let me. I kind of
wanted to laugh at the last line. That was actually true and now they're
getting it wrong. How ironic. Best of luck guys, and I hope your moms get to
be more understanding.
Love, Kitty"
I smile as I read the fanmail. I really like this girl. I grab a pen and begin to write a reply.
"Dear Kitty
Thank you so much for your support. No, I didn't know there were fanfictions written about us, but thanks to you I know that there are people who will support us when we come out to everyone. That's not going to be anytime soon, because there's a lot going on right now. I feel like I can really trust you so I'm just going to say this. Mitchie is not keeping the baby. She had no intention in getting pregnant, if you know what I mean. My mom isn't really understanding, but mrs. Torres is the best! I hope you have a wonderful day and I really hope to hear from you again!
A lot of love,
Mikayla."
I see a few tears have fallen on the letter, but I don't really care. I put it in an envelope and put it aside. Then I grab the pillow from the ground and fall back on the bed, only to hear the door opening again.
"Will you just please stay away?" I groan as I think it's just Kylie or my mom again. I get no reply and I feel weight on my bed. Again. A hand touches my arm. The touch is soft and I recognize it immediatly. "Mitchie!" I turn around and throw my arms around her neck, causing her to fall on top of me. She puts her legs on either side of mind and lays on top of me, her head resting on my chest. "How did you get here?"
"Getting here wasn't really a problem." I can feel her smile. I stroke her hair and sigh.
"I'm so sorry about my mom."
"Don't be sorry. You had nothing to do with that." She says as she sits up straight on my stomache. I push her so she's sitting a little lower.
"Déjà vu?" I laugh as I try to lighten the mood.
She chuckles before she leans down and gives me a peck on my lips.
"You may be trying to lighten the mood, but I'm here to deliver some bad news. And with bad news I really mean bad news." She sighs as I see some tears coming to her eyes.
"Mitch?" I ask gently and I cup her cheeck, wiping a few tears away with my thumb.
"It's bad news for you and I'm the one who's crying." She chuckles.
"Now look who's trying to lighten the mood." I say as I still have my hand on her cheeck. She leans into my touch and closes her eyes.
"I just don't like to give you bad news that's going to break your heart, even though you might not want to admit it." She whispers as she opens her eyes. Okay, she's freaking me out right now. I sit up straight, but hold on to her waist so she doesn't glide off my legs. I keep her in place on my legs, because I like contact with her. Call me a perv, I don't care, I like to feel her touch.
"Mitchie, tell me, you are frightening me." I whisper back and she looks me in the eye.
"There was a car accident... Your mom was driving... She um." She couldn't continue as she saw tears streaming down my face. She pulls me into a hug, but I have a feeling the bad news has yet to come.
"She's going to be alright, right?" I ask. I know I said I hated her before, but she's still my mom. I will always love her, even though I don't always want to admit it like Mitchie said.
"Mick..." Her voice is quiet and I think I don't want to hear what's coming next. "She didn't make it."
I look at her and I stand up. "I need to plan the funural." I say, not showing any emotion. No tears are coming to my eyes. "I have to call everyone and tell them. The funural will probobly be after my extra concert, because I don't want to let my fans down."
"Mick, you're not dealing." Mitchie says as she stands up too.
"Ofcourse I'm dealing. I'm dealing with the funural, I will take care of that." I simply shrug my shoulders. She knows the reality hasn't hit me yet.
"You're mother is gone." She says as she grabs me by my arms. "She's not coming back, Mikayla. She's gone forever."
She's making me see reality and that's when it hit me. Tears are streaming down my face like a waterfall and I fall to the ground. She catches me before I hit the ground and she sits down with me. I put my head on her shoulder and she strokes my hair as she knows it calms me down.
"Sing to me." I whisper, almost begging her. She smiles. I know she doesn't want to sing a lot and it means so much to me that she's willing to sing right now. Her voice always cheers me up. I close my eyes as her voice fills the room.
You and I must make a pack
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I'll be there
Oh, I'll be there to comfort you
I build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad i'm found you, yeah
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength, you know i keep holding on
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness is all I'm after
Just call my name
And i'll be there
I'll be there to protect you
With allot unselfish love I'll respect you
Just call my name
And I'll be there
I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
You know i'm so glad I found you, yeah
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength, you know I keep holding on
If you should ever find someone new
I know she'd better be good to you
'Cos if she doesn't
Then I'll be there
I'll be there
I'll be there
Her mom comes inside. "I have some other news..."
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