*Ducks under table* I'm sooo sorry, this is my first time posting anything on here, like in a year or so...WOW I'M BORING!
*cough* Well I hope you like Kyle's little poem for Stan the Man.
I already had a few cracks, so why did you break me all the way? You already knew I was not in a stable mind, but you still pushed me until I couldn't take it no more, did you think it was funny when I told you my darkest secret and cried in front of you? So while you whipped my tears from my stained cheeks, did you laugh on the inside? Telling how stupid this was. Did you even care that I told you I loved you at all? What was you thinking when you were with me? What did you ever feel towards me? Why did you choose me, out of every other girl who told you that they loved you? I was your fuckin friend for years, and then you play me like a violin and cut my strings with no hesitation. You never told me why you cheated on me with her.
Why did you stay with me for 10 months and lie. I knew I should have listened to the others than listing to you. They were telling me the truth when they said "He will break your heart", "He is just using you". Gosh I hate myself for falling in love with you. Everyday I have to see your face in this reached school of ours; I have to watch you moving to other girl's hearts. Maybe one day I will be brave enough and tell them about your "curse", just maybe. I help other people our age of getting the ones they want, and I help them as much as I can. But one little problem I just can't fix is myself. I have never been the "best" at anything in my life. So everyday I try and try over and over again, but each time I try I get broken in the process. Why does god hate me so? Why did I get everything token away at a young age? God dammit I was only 8, when it happened.
Everyday I was depressed about my life as I grew older. Then you came along being a good friend when I needed you. After all we start to love each other, or maybe it was just me falling in love. You held me close while I cried on your shoulder, you told me everything would be all right and my future would change with you in it. No one has ever paid attention to me like you did pretending or not. But I guess it was all for fun and games huh? Well now that you had your laugh and moving on. Where does this leave me? Where will I go for protection at night when I have my dreams? Where will I fit in this society with our friends surrounding you and having the time of their lives?
Sometimes I just wish I wasn't real, maybe I could just hide away like I used to. I will never fit in this world. I always wondered what place do I have in this world, but now I realize that there was never a place for me to begin with. So while you play house with all your little "friends" I will stay here watching from afar while you dig everyone's grave including yours.
Well let's just say this is my first poem for South Park.
I'm not very good at writing or anything I do in my life, But who cares...well I do...BUT I still enjoy it no matter what.
Thank you or your time. :3
~ Posion.S.