*SAD FACE* IM so sorry about the wait.
Kelly was greasing up the speculum while Puck was trying to calm Kurt, and Kurt was desperately holding back a scream.
The nurse set aside the lubed up tool, and started on her gloved hand, thoroughly coating two fingers.
Kurt had his eyes screwed shut, his breathing under control, barely but still.
Puck's knees started to throb as he continued to rest all his weight on them.
The sound of Kelly's chair rolling closer sent Kurt's heart racing, "This might be cold." She gave no other warning, just dove in, the tips of her finger brushing against Kurt's abused hole.
His whole body seized, jerking back, a staggered cry ripped past Kurt's control.
Puck crawled closer, his front flat against the in bed. Puck held each of Kurt's hands, "It's ok, you're ok. You're safe." The words rolled off Puck's tongues.
"Kurt, you need to relax." Kelly spook as she rubbed circles over Kurt's damaged ring.
His legs violently shook in the stirrups, all his muscles quivering.
Puck wrapped an arm behind Kurt's shoulders, cradling him into his chest. Puck's temple rested against Kurt's, "I got you, man."
Kelly reached for her speculum, "I'm going to start now."
Kurt clawed his way closer to Puck.
The nurse snaked her way in between Kurt's thighs, the tip of the speculum just poked at Kurt.
Kurt jolted into Puck, his uninjured arm clinging around Puck's neck, dragging himself closer to the teen. His shoulder's twisted towards Puck.
The speculum wiggled closer, aligning itself with Kurt's wound.
His hips instinctively moved urgently trying to shake the tool off his tail.
Puck feel Kurt's hot cries down his neck. Puck's hand tightened over the boy's shoulder blade, his jaw setting.
Kelly put a surprisingly caring hand over Kurt's knee, "Honey, you can hold on to you boyfriend all you want. But you need to keep your hips still."
Kurt took a pain gulp of air, shifting his hips back in place. His hand migrated to Puck's Mohawk.
The tip actually entered Kurt.
He hissed, everything clenched, Kurt felt every detail of the speculum.
Puck breathed into Kurt's in so quiet ear, "It'll be really quick you won't even notice."
Kelly called from in between a teen's open leg, "You need to relax."
Again Kurt couldn't relax. How could he? When something was pressing so close to something so intimate?
"Relax." Puck hushed.
And Kurt did, just the tiniest. But that was soon taken away as Kelly pushed speculum in just little... bit ...deeper.
Her movement was slow, his reaction was fast.
Kurt's nails dung in to Puck' hair a face turning away as he began to hyperventilate.
Puck coddled Kurt closer, he could feel the heat radiating of Kurt. The fear.
Kurt's short, fast hard breath bombed along Puck's neck. He could feel everything in those puffs of air.
As Kelly pushed deeper again Kurt whimpered, his voice box cracking as he cried.
Both boys' knuckles turned stock white as held onto each other tighter.
"I'm going to open it now."
Their knuckles grew impossibly white.
Kelly squeezed the handle and the speculum snapped open.
Kurt threw himself back on the bed. His back arching as he screamed. The scream vibrated down the halls.
*
All the Gleeks were pacing in the waiting room, dressed in PJ's and bathrobes.
Tina flew up her arm, "OK one-once again Finn. What did you s-see?"
Finn sighed, rubbing at his face. "Naked dude. Kurt crying. And blood."
Santana sighed, "That tells us so much!" She whipped to face Will, "What did you see?"
"Kurt was crying and bleeding. A lot."
Rachael flopped down in a cold plastic chair, "He was raped? Right? Kurt was raped."
There it was said! Everyone knew it, and it know it was said. It was the elephant in the room, and now it was sitting on them.
Everyone's head snapped to attention as a scream flooded down the halls. It was so shrill that paint peeled off the walls. And every strand of hair stood on end. Skin prickled. Shivers ran.
"Kurt..." The name just left Mercedes, and fell upon all the Gleeks' ringing ears.
*
The blue eyed teen was shaking on his bed, with his head thrown back, choking on the end of his scream.
Puck hugged Kurt's head, his arm acting like a pillow. Their temples again flushed together. Puck snaked a hand in front of Kurt's mouth, "Bite!"
And Kurt sank his teeth in between Puck's thumb and forefinger, screaming into it.
"I'm putting the swap in." Kelly stated as she tried to ignore Kurt's horrifying cries.
Kurt's eyes bugled out their sockets as he felt something rotate in him. Eyes widened, beaming with promising tears.
Puck continued murmur in Kurt's. The words were swirling in his head. He was getting lost in them, unable to distinguish now from then.
Puck's shaky pants swept down Kurt's jaw line, "Shh -shhh-shh." They were getting quieter.
Kelly pushed in just a little deeper.
Kurt cringed under Puck, and Puck became cry himself.
The words were under his breath but their came out strong, "You're ok... you're ok... shhh Kurt, you're ok." They came out on pure muscle memory. Because in his mind, Puck wasn't any where near Kurt.
*extra sad face* Yes it is a short chapter but i will soon post the next chapter. Soon.