Title: Unspoken Words

By: TheHellChild

Summary: Kagome and Sesshomaru are together, but what happens when she feels she's in a one-sided relationship, and wants out of the relationship, but will he let the only one he loves leave him? Read to find out..

Chapter Four: " I Don't Care Anymore"

Another week or so had passed by, and still no word from Kagome . Sesshomaru grew more afraid that this was the end. It was if he didn't act fast. He hadn't slept for more than a week. He was losing it. Never in his life had he ever thought he'd be so worked up because of a girl, or a woman. When they'd ended it he would just forget them within a week, or maybe a day even less than that, but her no. He was losing sleep and unable to eat a thing. He even stopped working the thing he choice over her. Sesshomaru was a mess he hadn't shaved his face in almost a week and a half. He didn't take a shower as well in four days. His hair was a mess as well.

Sesshomaru was sitting at his desk in his study, but instead of working he was holding an empty bottle of whiskey in his right had. Get her back...before she leave you.. A voice inside his head told him.

"No!" he cried, like a child like way, as he throw the bottle in the fireplace.

Sesshomaru..follow your heart..before it's too late.. The voice told him.

"She doesn't love me.. I can't. I'm better off without her.. I don't need her!" he said as a tear ran down the side of his cheek. It was the first time in twenty years he'd cried and that was for the lose of his dear mother.

Sesshomaru, look at yourself. You're a mess. Get up, and clean yourself up and go to her. I'm sure she loves you. I know she does. Please Sesshomaru.. Your gonna let go the one woman you could only love and she only can love you. Sesshomaru, she is your soul mate do not give up. Not now.. Got to her.. Beg for her.. The voice told him.

"No.. I won't.." He said. As he got up, but dropped to the floor. He had passed out from all the alcohol he'd consumed. Which was more then one bottle. The next morning Sesshomaru woke up by someone calling his name. It was one of his workers, a old man who had worked for his father. "Mr. Sesshomaru? Mr. Sesshomaru!" The man called out. Looking up at him he saw the man it was Jaken. "Jaken.." he said trying to make out the words, but he felt so sick his head was spinning. He'd hadn't drank this much since his college years. "Lord Sesshomaru! Thank god your alive! I tried to call, but you didn't pick up. Then I came over and I saw empty bottles of beer and whiskey.. Mr. Sesshomaru...did you have a get together?" the man asked.

Getting up off the ground everything was spinning, but he restrain himself from getting sick. He then answered Jaken by saying "No, I didn't have a "get together" I did this." He said a cold uncaring voice.

"Mr. Sesshomaru.. You could have killed yourself with all that alcohol! What would Miss. Higurashi say about this?" Jaken asked, but soon found himself being held up against the wall by Sesshomaru. Even if Sesshomaru had one of the biggest hang over in a lifetime which he was lucky to be still alive from all the alcohol he had. He lost it when Jaken said Kagome's last name. "Miss. Kagome Higurashi, and I. Are no longer seeing one other! So, do not speak her name."

The man nodded his head he'd never since Sesshomaru so angry of just hearing a woman's name. He'd then knew that this woman broke Sesshomaru's heart it then angered him, but he also began to wonder why? He knew the woman loved Sesshomaru greatly. Had he drove her to leave him. Sesshomaru wasn't such a needy being, but right now he needed that woman. It seem that she held Sesshomaru together without him, or her knowing. Sesshomaru was growing a light colored bread for crying out loud. Normally he would shave and clean himself up everyday, but now the mighty Sesshomaru was brought to his knees by none less a woman.

"Mr. Sesshomaru, you must get your self together." Jaken said, as he tried to reach for him. Sesshomaru the glared at him and said. "Get your hands off me!" he snarled out. Jaken never had seen him so pissed.

"I don't care anymore.." he said not caring, because his one and only was gone.

"Mr. Sesshomaru..." Jaken trilled off. Seeing the hanged over Sesshomaru walking up to his room.

(Ok review sry if I'm making it short..)