Kai's fingers trembled as he fumbled with his lighter clumsily flicking it till the bright flame shot up. He cupped his hand around it so that the cold air wouldn't blow it out as he dipped the tip of the cigarette into the heat inhaling once it was lit. His was paled and sweaty as his legs gave out under his weight making him slump onto the cold block wall skidding down until he crashed onto the cement with a groan. His body continued to tremble as he gave a dry sarcastic laugh straining to push himself up.

"that's twice this has happened in the last couple of days" he smirked to himself taking another drag of his cigarette exhale slowly leaning his head on the wall. His eyes started to flutter as he shook sweat beading his body he growled and threw the cigarette away from him after only a few drags. He had just went out for a walk to the convenience store to buy a fresh pack of lights when the overwhelming feeling hit him. He hadn't eaten in three days because of the stress, it felt like every time he put something in his stomach he'd just throw it back up so he just quit eating.

"well this is just great" he growled flipping open his phone going through his contacts looking for someone he could bum a ride off of. He paused on Darin's number and thought back to last nights declaration. Kai wondered how far he'd actually take that, it had all been a joke to mess with Darin but now he was beginning to wonder if he should wait and see what Darin would actually do.

"what are you doing in a place like this?" a familiar voice asked. Kai peeked up squinting one eye to see Darin looking down at him with curiosity

"smoking" Kai grunted. Darin smirked and the lit end of the barely touched cigarette caught his attention making him walk over and snatch it up off the ground putting the bud in his mouth and sucking in deep. He squatted in front of Kai and blew the smoke in his face with an almost amused purr

"you mean this?" Darin grinned. Kai snatched it away sucking the rest of the cigarette away before tossing it down and exhaling pushing himself up to stomp on the bud.

"what are you doing here?"

"I believe I asked you the very same question, but I just got back from visiting my parents" he replied nudging his thumb behind him "they weren't to happy to see me in all truth, I should have called ahead and made sure guests weren't over"

Kai figured there was more tot he story then just that but it was far to troublesome to just ask. He brushed himself off and wobbled his unsteady legs making him fall back into Darin's chest and brush off his shoulder as he fell to the pavement once more.

"what's wrong with you?" Darin asked, his words sounded cruel but Kai could detect the genuine sincerity of his concern as he bent down to look at him. "you look paler then usual"

"I'm fine" he says brushing his hair out of his face sitting up on his elbows "just haven't bothered eating for a while so my blood sugars low"

"well here eat this and get your ass home" Darin scoffed reaching into his pocket and puling out a packet of snack sized cookies tossing them at him. Kai glanced at them and smirked with amusement

"what are you five? Still carry around cookies?" Darin blushed but ignored the comment and strode off leaving Kai alone. He watched his room mate leave and opened the package of cookies taking one and placing it on the tip of his lips and nibbling it slowly before standing up and walking off his shoulders hunched up.

When he finally got home Darin was sitting on his bed with a plate of cake ignoring his usual greetings. Kai pretended like he didn't care but he felt a little guilty for teasing him when he saw on the counter wrapped in plastic a piece of the cake he had help prepare which read happy birthday in the icings design. He unwrapped it and rummaged in a drawer pulling out a fork and taking his first bite. It was soft and moist and went down easy much to his liking but no matter how much his stomach didn't mind it his taste buds couldn't stand the sweetness so after a few bites he rewrapped it and stuck it in the fridge.

"what did you do with the rest of the cake?" he asked walking to his bed sitting on the edge

"I ate it" cam the cool response

"by yourself? Kai couldn't hide the little laugh "you're going to get fat you know" he teased

"so?" Darin pouted turning his face away

"can I enter you in the county fair little piggy?" Darin shot him a look of insult before simmering down. Kai watched him cautiously in all his existence of knowing him, Darin never calms down once you've teased him. He stood up and crossed the short distance to Kai sitting in front of him directly between his knees watching his face. Kai's heart thumped in his chest as he suddenly felt self conscious around him.

"you still want your birthday present?" he smirked propping his elbow on one of Kai's knees and resting his chin on it

"nah just get off me" Kai said his head starting to buzz making him feel hot all over

"now, now it's rude to just not except someone's gift after they worked so hard to prepare it" Kai's eyes shot down to his lap as he felt a hand slip into his jeans to stroke him. He panicked and tried to move back away from him but only managed to fall back giving Darin the perfect opportunity. He whipped his pants off and threw them across the room and nearly pounced him as he pinned him to the bed. Kai's eyes were big and nervous as he looked around for a quick escape making Darin grin as he leaned in and bite onto his neck.

Darin grabbed both of Kai's hands and moved them above his head pinning them with just one to free up another so he could remove his belt and his ow pants. He then used the belt to lasso around his arms and keep Kai from moving around.

"alright you've had your fun get off me" he yelled annoyed and nervous all at once Darin didn't respond and tucked one hand under his shirt pulling it up to expose his chest but leaving it still on and inching it up so that it covered Kai's eyes shrouding his vision. Kai could hear him but he had no idea what he was doing until he felt something warm and wet move down his collarbone. It took him a minute to place that it was his tongue but it became clear when he felt a playful nip on one of his nipples making him arch his back up in surprise. His imagination soon took care of what he couldn't see as he pictured what he was doing next. Those velvet lips trailing down his chest now only a few inches above his waist. It was strange but not actually being able to see exactly what was going on made him more aroused then when he could see and predict. God he was good.

"get off me" Kai demanded though with his whispered uncomfortable nervousness it sounded more like he was begging to which Darin just chuckled. He felt slender fingers run up the side of his thighs and tuck into his boxers yanking them down in a quick movement. Kai tried to cover up his cry in shock but he knew that he had heard it and blushed as he tugged at his restraints trying to wriggle his way out.

"stay still you're the one who asked for this" Darin purred. He felt the warmth of his tongue once again on him as it licked down his length making Kai groan as his erection grew. His face grew hot as an oven when he felt lips cup around the tip and suck softly. Kai wasn't sure what he wanted anymore as more of him was taken into the other mans mouth a hot tongue twirling around it like it was a piece of juicy candy. His breathing quickly escalated as the feelings of pleasure increased as he felt Darin bobbing back and forth on him. His hips arched up closer to his mouth as Darin feasted away licking and sucking until the pleasure was just about to make Kai explode. He couldn't remain quiet any farther as the moans escaped one after the other followed by more tugs at the restrains confining him.

"oh shit Darin I'm about to-" Kai interrupted himself with a long low moan of sheer pleasure and Darin yanked the shirt down that kept him blind letting him see him being taken in by another mans mouth just as he reached his climax. He fell back panting his arms aching from where he had tugged so hard chaffing his hands as he felt Darin pull off giving him one last playful lick before crawling up his chest and pressing those same hot lips onto his own. The taste of himself still in Darin's welcoming mouth as their tongues twined around each other the air thick with the wanting of both parties. But both men were stubborn and as soon as Darin's temper had cooled his rationality had been returned as he untied Kai from his bonds and released him walking to his bed and laying on his side.

"happy birthday Kai" Darin said in a sing song voice with a twisted laugh afterwards. Kai rubbed his aching wrists and stormed off to the bathroom hopping into the shower turning on the cold water letting it run over his body hoping it would help. It didn't as the images rushed to his mind and he was instantly hard all over again.

"dammit" he swore, "he'll pay for that one, the little cock tease" Kai growled leaning his head on the cool wall the room spinning around him as he stumbled and slipped sliding down the slippery wall and crumpled in a pile at the bottom of the tub as the cold water showered him. He shivered and reached up to turn the water off at least but the energy drained from his as his outstretched arm fell limp back to his side his world going blank.