Chapter 1 - Alone

Caitlins POV

I woke up and looked at my alarm clock. It was 6 a.m. Luckily it was the last day of school. Over my school year the cruise ship my mom was working on sunk with her in it, my dad also worked there but got out so he was fired and now had a job at a hotel. Luckily my parents payed for me to go to Camp Rock at the begining of the year so I am going to atleast have a nice summer. I also need to talk to Mrs. Torres about getting a job in the kitchen this summer. "Caitlin wake up " my dad yelled up the stairs.

"Comming" I yelled from my room.I picked out my outfit for school.Got dressed and went downstairs.

"Hey kiddo" my dad said finishing his eggs.Then he got up and got his breifcase."Bye kiddo" he said as he kissed my forehead and left.

Now I had an hour and a half to wait for school to start. I have no friends at school . I always pretend I have friends here at Camp Rock. The sad thing is that I only get up this early so I can atleast see my dad. He always comes home at 5 for 10 minutes to make me dinner then leaves to go to a bar and doesnt come home till 11 or 12 on an early day.I looked at the clock it was now 6:15. I always feel alone.

About 15 minutes after that I went to my room and got out a brown shoe box. In it are pictures of me and my mom and dad. The at the bottom there is a razor, I feel so bad for starting to cut myfelf but I am desperate to feel better. I went to the bathroom and pressed the razor to my skin and felt releif in my mind all the bad memories oozing away with every drop of blood.

After a while I stopped and looked at the clock 6:55 . It seems every time i cut it lasts longer. My first time lasted about 5 minutes now 25 minutes . I only started a month ago too. After the bleeding stopped I rolled down my sleeve.

It was 7 and time for hot tunes to start.I turned on hottunes and Suzie something was there saying a report "Now Connect 3 has a new problem with band member Nate Jonas . Jonas in a big fight with the musical producer and started yelling how he could just quit and hte companies career would be over." I rolled my eyes. " He thinks he has a bad life , he has a pretty damn good life compared to mine " I muttered to no-one. I just feel so alone no-one ever listens.

Ok so as you can see Caitlin cuts herself you may hate the story for that but it makes it better just wait and see!!