Beat of My own Drum

Ok so this is all set in Caitlins POV no other person is thinking. Oh and those of you who dont understand the cutting well it will be explained , and if you are wondering how I know that feeling I dont my friend cut herself but shes over it!!


At school everyone was saying how much they will miss eachother eventhough the're gonna see eachother tomorrow. Then head cheerleader and clones came up to me. "Hi Caitlin so have any plans "

I was about to open my mouth to say something when I bumped into some one "Sorry " The guy said , oh goody it is my ex boyfriend Carlos."Hey Cait" he said .

I smiled and waved . Carlos is football quarterback and has been since freshnman year. Oh remember the head Cheerleadrer well her name is Stacy and my ex friend , funny to think I had friends at the begining of the year but when my mom died they just left me there to rot and whimper my saddness away.

After School 4 pm

I just got through a 20 minute cutting session and dried and cleaned my arms and wrists. I then heard a car horn honk. I saw Mrs. Torres and Mitchie , they were giving me a ride since I explqained my dad is a work aholic. I got my stuff and got in the van. " Hey Caitlin ready to be part of the Torres cooking staff"

I smiled and exclaimed happily " Yeah of course" I looked at my sleeves , luckily you can't see through them.

"So Caitlin any plans besides producing music and working on the agenda this summer" Mrs. Torres said curiously.

I simply replied "Well I'm gonna see what comes at me first." I said looking out the window. The trees passed by like they were actually going somewhere when it was me , I am moving . I realized then I wanna travel the world I dont wan to be like a tree and just stay in the same place till I die , watching others get some where . I was snapped out of my thoughts be Mrs. Torres saying "Oh look we're here"


Ok so she will continue cutting if you dont under stand but not that much more!!Thankfully , Nate will be in the next Chapter of course , but as you can guess Caitlin is the main character.