Beat of My Own Drum

So like 4 more chapters after this one :) then I may do another one.

5 years later , February 28th 4:15 p.m.

The pain hurt , having to smile everyday hurt. Living with Rob hurt , seeing his face on TV hurt. My basic point is that everything hurt. If it isn't obvious I am Caitlyn Gellar. 5 years ago I had a chance to be with rocker Nate Jonas , and I just turned him down , he soon moved on trust me . It wasn't long until he started dating some girl named Dana ( I actually kinda like her , just not with Nate) . I read in a magazine interview that they were serious and that they may be engaged.

I left camp early that year because my dad had an actual wedding and of course I had to be there . I didn't want to go back so I just stayed home the rest of the summer working on my mixes.

Soon after I began cutting myself more , sure I stopped over the summer but hey I think that Nate just pushed me over the edge. I dated slightly , just not that much. I was very anti-social, until I met Robby.

"Caity I'm home." Robby said as soon as he walked into our apartment. We are college sweethearts , as stupid as it sounds .

I went to Juilliard and Robby did too. I got a scholarship which didn't really help because I dropped out during 2nd semester of my 3rd year.

"Hey how was work?" I asked him , he was a producer and I worked in a CD shop.

"It was good I have a dinner tonight with some new clients. I was wondering if you would go with me." He said more than asked.

Ever since college Robby has been all serious , which much to my dismay meant he isn't fun anymore.

"Sure but what would I wear?" I asked him knowing that I would have to dress to impress.

"How about that dress you wore to my brothers New Years party?" I thought about it for second and then went to change.

7:30 P.M.

I walked into a fancy restaurant with Robby. I knew this dinner was more of a reassurance that whatever client she would be would sign with Robby.

"Hello reservations for seven thirty under the name Black" Robby said.

"For 8 people?" The man asked Robby.

"That is correct. " Robby smiled and the man said the man said to follow him .

I was looking around while walking . A lot of people on romantic dates which made me smile , Robby is an amazing chef which means that he cooks for special occasions.

My heart almost stopped when I saw his two new clients were Tess Tyler and Mitchie Torres.

I know this probably doesn't make sense but hey at least it is continuing :)