Beat of My Own Drum

1 more chapter , and then an epilogue .

The Next Morning , CD Store

I was busy putting away some Cd's when I heard someone ask me if we carried the new connect 3 Cd here.I turned around to only be met with the face of Nate Jonas himself .

"Im sorry , we don't carry any. They all sold out." I laughed at his disguise , I wouldn't be surprised if the paparazzi spotted him.

"Well that's a bummer. I was hoping I could get one , but oh well." He said and then smiled.

" If you want I could give you wedding song suggestions ." I smiled at him trying to be professional.

"Dana already picked that out. 'Only Exception' by Paramore ." He smiled , I like that song , but definitely not going to be mine and Robby's if we ever get married. I was thinking more of the line of Gaga , but its to early to be thinking about wedding songs. Especially if I'm not even engaged .

"Interesting song , I would do Taylor Swift though. I am a HUGE fan of her." I smiled at him , it nice to be friends.

"Maybe we could hang out later , like with Shane , Mitchie , Jason , Tess , and Dana. You could even bring Robby." He asked me.

I pondered for a second , Robby would like this and I would like this. Tess and Mitchie haven't officially signed with him yet.

"I'm in I will just have to call Robby." I smiled.

"Cool I'll come back later , have fun at work." He smiled and then left.

Butterflies in the stomach aren't good , maybe I am coming down with something? Oh wait I know I am love sick . Stupid Nate.

At Bowling alley later that night

So Robby had to stay late , which is very common. So I am not that surprised , we were having fun bowling . It was much more fun than the dinner . It was boys vs girls. The boys are winning , but we aren't that far behind.

"Come on Caitlyn!" Tess said as I stood up .

"There is no way you will beat us." Shane said "Caitlyn will need to get a spare or strike to win." He smirked.

"How about this losers pays for dinner?" Tess said , she knew that even is we lost then she could cover it.

"Fine. Hope you can cover dinner." Nate said and I laughed.

"Oh it is so on now!" I smiled at him and he smiled back. I wish we were friends longer ago and i wish i hadn't acted like a bitch at camp.

"You got this Caitlyn!" Mitchie said , Dana also didn't come . Nate said she thought of it as a mini reunion.

I rolled the ball and I got all but 3 pins .

"Better get your wallets out." Nate smirked while saying.

I rolled the ball and it knocked down only 2 pins.

"NO!" I screamed and Nate put his arm around my shoulder.

"Better pay up. I'm feeling hungry tonight." He smirked and I was blushing because he had his arm around me.

"Well I only have 20 bucks left in my can split something." I stick my tongue out.

"We will see about that." He continued to do that sexy smirk if his . I think my knees are about to melt.

After With Caitlyn

I was walking into my apartment building , my apartment is on the 3rd floor. There is an elevator thank God.

When I got to my door I heard a weird sound. I pressed my ear to the door and it sounded like moaning , I didn't want to go in there. What other choice did I have? I hate when he does this . I am not clueless , just because I don't have a fucking degree doesn't mean I am stupid. The only reason I never open the door is because I am afraid I will see how pretty the girls he brings home are.

"You can do this." I reassure myself quietly , I quickly open the door and see Dana on top of him shirtless.

"Oh my God!"I screeched , not surprised he was cheating on me but that it was Dana.

I don't know her that well , but I do know that Nate deserves the truth.

"I should just go. I will talk to you later Robby." She said and I stopped her on her way out.

"To hell you are." I spat at her as soon as she was gone I glared at Robby "How many?"

He looked at me confused "How many what?" He asked.

"How many girls have you been screwing behind my back?" I looked at the ground in one minute my life went from bad to worse.

"Caity , what does it matter?" Not even answering me.

"HOW MANY GIRLS?" I screamed , the door was still open and our neighbors were listening I could tell.

"I don't know. But Caity it's not like you put much on the table." HE WAS INSULTING ME?

"Not much on the fucking table? HOW ABOUT THE FACT I DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY! HOW ABOUT WHEN-" I was cut off from his strong cold hand contacting my face.

I slept on the couch that night , I didn't want to see him. I didn't even want to sleep in the same room. I needed to tell Nate. I just couldn't because he seamed happy with Dana . Though she is a slut.

I heard the bedroom door shut and I rolled over so my back was facing Robby . I closed my eyes so it seemed I was sleeping , which I wasn't. I didn't want to see his face , or just him in general.

I feel him touched the bruise on my cheek lightly , I wanted no needed to tell him something. I felt as though I should , everything about him was the opposite of Nate. Nate was kind and Robby was ugh , Nate had brown curly hair Robby had straight blonde hair. I really don't want to continue my pathetic list but maybe i should get away from Robby for a while. First I need to get some business done first.

3 hours later

I stood in front of Nate and Dana's apartment . I just needed to say goodbye , maybe go and stay with Dad for a while . Its not like im moving , im just taking a 2 week break to stabilize myself. To keep a good perspective.

I knocked , I can do this I chanted in my head. It wasn't a goodbye , it was a 'see you later'

Nate opened the door , and let me in. I really don't want to continue my story. But reader i feel as though I should.

"What's wrong?" He asks me , I wanted to tell him , I really did .

"I am going on a trip to see my dad." I got teary eyed , I could't tell him about Dana yet .

Nate pulls me into a hug , he knows that this is the first time I will see my dad in a while. I feel as though there is something else I need to do.

"Nate." I whisper and he looks me in the eyes. I lean in and kiss him , he kisses back.

At first it is slow and passionate soon it becomes more heated and as though I needed his lips against mine, I run my fingers through his hair . This is the best make-out session ever. Then Nate touches my face and I flinch away from him .

"Did he do that to you?" Nate whispers and I don't know what to do.

"I should go , its going to be a long drive back home." I give him one last kiss and then leave.

Maybe my trip will be more than temporary.

The next day

I am half way to Virginia when I suddenly feel sick , not like I am going to have a break down.

I pull my car to the side of the road and puke . I am not surprised about this , then again from what I remember from yesterday morning I was in fact pregnant.

So I had this part planned from when I first began the story , also for those who I have been talking too about the ending , that still is happening.