wow i was surprised people actually read my story... i guess i will continue to write this story until it bores you guys to death then. BTW i am not really a great writer so i am sorry if my story isnt the best thing you have ever read... this is me trying to find a way to make time pass by faster so it can be February already and we can all watch some degrassi.

okay well enough nonsense talk umm i hope you enjoy the second chapter of my first fanfic ever! =D

Disclaimer: i do not own degrassi yea rub it in why dont you... if i did own degrassi however i would have Eclare and Fadam every single episode and degrassi at least 4 times a week! =D nice right? lol okay but yeah i dont own degrassi or the characters...

And now,

I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

And after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

I didn't know where I was at. I didn't even know if I was awake or if this was just another one of those reoccurring dreams I have been having for the past six weeks now. I tried to pinch myself but I couldn't feel my arms for some weird reason. And at that moment I realized that I was finally awake because the boy in the corner looked at me in shock and lost with words. I tried to speak but I think the cat ate my tongue…

"Hi my name is Eli and its all my fault you are laying here on this hospital bed helpless. I am so sorry." he whispered.

I tried to sit up and ask him what on earth he was talking about but I couldn't move, my body ached and it felt as if a hearse had just completely crushed my body. And that's when I was finally able to open my mouth to ask Eli exactly what had happened because it was driving me insane not being able to remember.

Eli told me everything. He said that he was on his way to the park to walk and clear his mind and since it was pouring outside he hadn't noticed me crossing the street. He explained to me how he tried to stop but it was to late and he panicked when he realized he had hit such a pretty girl. I blushed when he said this because at the moment I was feeling like the ugliest girl in the world, heck KC didn't want me why should anyone else want me let alone think I am pretty. I had to stop thinking about KC not only had he broken my heart already but he broke my entire body too.

As I laid there helpless Eli asked me why I had been walking in the rain in the first place. I hesitated at first, I didn't feel like explaining to a complete stranger how my heart had been completely yanked out and stepped on by a jerk named KC. And I think he realized that I didn't feel like explaining because he quickly apologized as he saw a tear running down my right cheek.

I don't know what got into me exactly but I found myself telling Eli the whole KC story and how I too was heading to the park for a walk to clear my head. I was about to start crying all over again when I felt his hand grab mine and he whispered in my ears.

" I don't like to see pretty girls like you crying over a jerk that didn't deserve you in the first place."

At that moment I really thought I was still dreaming and these were only thoughts messing with my broken heart and messed up mind. But no I was fully awake and this time I had pinched myself to make sure I was awake. I think Eli saw that I pinched myself because I heard him chuckle and then I saw this to melt for smirk on his face making my day so much brighter.

I was actually starting to wonder where my parents were at and why I hadn't seen them. that's when I remembered they weren't going to be home all weekend and that was the only reason why I had gone out in the rain. If my parents had been home I think I would've been able to talk to someone without having to go out in the rain and get hit by a car. Maybe I should have called Alli she would have helped me feel better. Now that I think about it I was clearly not thinking straight…

I know this will sound really weird but I sure as hell was glad Eli hit me with his car on my way to the park… I think that we are going to be good friends… he listens to me and he hasn't left my side since I came to the hospital. I still have feelings for KC but maybe with a friend like Eli my heart will be able to heal faster. For some reason I think my thoughts were being said out loud because at that moment all I heard from Eli was.

"I am glad we met although I would have preferred not to have hit you with my car, I am glad that faith has brought us together. I hope that we can be friends I have really enjoyed keeping you company these past few days."

Wow was the only thing that ran through my mind… faith was what led me and Eli to meet but I didn't quiet understand why I had to get hit by a car… I sure was glad we met though.

And that's when I realized that there had been someone standing at the door for a while now, someone I did not wish to see at this very moment. And that someone was the reason why I was laying in this bed in the first place…

I see your blue eyes

Everytime I close mine

You make it hard to see

Where I belong to

When I'm not around you

SO what did ya think? was it okay! umm please review or tell me whatcha think on twitter (penguinjenni)

okay well thnxs for reading you guys are awesome! =D

(oh and BTW this chapter was dedicated to my twitter besties who were trying not to distract me from writing lol you guys know who you are just wanted to say I love you guys!)

okay well peace out! ;D