So umm i am sorry i havent updated in a while for anyone who cares and reads my story but not only have i been busy with thanksgiving and all but i have had the worst writers block in the history of writers block . ... i am sorry if this chapter suxs please let me know what you would like to see so that my story suxs less... oh btw i have some one-shots i will be uploading soon... okay enough babble talk i hope you enjoy reading this chapter

Disclaimer: I do not own degrassi! well maybe in my dreams, but then again in my dreams me and munro are best friends ahaha... but seriously i dont own degrassi. i wish =\

There might have been a time

When I would let you slip away

I wouldn't even try

But I think you could save my life

Did he think that by showing up to my hospital bed and apologizing everything was going to be alright… did he really believe that? I mean he was the one and only reason I was laying here, I mean technically Eli's car hit me but I wouldn't have been crossing the street if KC hadn't just ripped my heart out of my chest. Why in the world was he here anyways did his precious little Jenna not want him anymore… did she only like going after guys who were taken. I don't know what came into me but I felt such a passionate anger toward both KC and Jenna and I really did not want to see his face. Not here, not now, not EVER! I think Eli noticed how uncomfortable KC's presence made me and it wasn't just from the fast beeping noise coming from one of the machines I was plugged into. A nurse stormed into the room and made both boys step out of the room for they were causing me emotional distress. I didn't want Eli to leave my side, this was all KC's fault it was always KC's fault. Why cant he just disappear from the face of the earth, why cant he just leave alone, didn't he have enough fun already breaking me to pieces? I don't know what the nurse gave me but I immediately fell into one of those reoccurring dreams of mine.

Now this dream was not like any other dream I had been having, no in this dream I was drowning. And I wasn't drowning in a pool or at sea no I was drowning in my tears. I was drowning and no one was there to save me, I was dying and just like I had feared, I was going to die alone. You know how they tell you that when you are dying you see your life flash before your eyes? Well my life didn't flash before my eyes. No all I saw was a pair of hazel eyes looking at me and that was it, everything went blank, heck I didn't even see that bright light you are suppose into walk.

"Clare. Wake up please wake up." Eli whispered in my ear.

"What's going on, where am I? Am I dead?" I was beyond confused now.

Why was it that every time I would wake up from these horrible dreams I would always see those eyes that just made everything feel better. I really did think I had died and I was in heaven or something but then I felt his hand hold mine and I knew that it had only been a dream and it was all over since Eli was here to make things better. I then remembered how the nurse had kicked him and KC out so I asked him why they had let him come back into the room. I learned something new today, apparently I talk in my sleep. And in this horrible dream I was having the only word that was coming out of my mouth was Eli's name so the nurse thought I would calm down if he was with me.

Well if that wasn't embarrassing enough, Eli told me that I was crying while I was saying his name over and over. Wow in my dream I had died and the only thing that came out my mouth while I was asleep was his name, unbelievable. I had completely made things between me and Eli awkward thanks to the fact that I talk in my sleep. He probably thinks I am some kind of crazy possessive and obsessive kind of girl and that is why KC broke up with me. Oh that lost thought hurt like a stab to the heart, was I a crazy possessive obsessive girl?

I don't know if Eli is some kind of mind reader or something but he turned to look at me, held my hand and told me everything was going to be okay. I was going to released from the hospital soon and Eli would be taking me home since my parents were still away. Eli was being so great to me and I am not sure if it was because he was the one that hit me with his car and that is why I was in the hospital or if he really cared about me. I was in no position to fall for a guy right now considering one of them had just shattered my heart into a million pieces. But Eli well he was special and I wanted to get to know him better and hopefully he felt the same way about me.

It was now 4pm and Eli was signing the hospital release papers, I was actually surprised they let him sign them I wonder if he told them we were related or something. As we were heading out to the hospital I saw Eli's worried look on his face and immediately knew what he was thinking. He was going to be taking me home in the car that had hit me and landed me in the hospital. And I think he was right about worrying because when I saw that hearse I forgot how to breathe for a moment and I just froze in the middle of the parking lot starring at the car.

"Morty is really sorry he hit such a pretty girl, please forgive him. I know you are probably freaking out right now because the last time you saw this car was when you got hit, but please don't freak out I don't want you to have to go back into the hospital again."

Eli was pretty concerned about me, that I could tell. I was happy that at least someone cared about me. I know I have Alli as my best friend and she cares about me but where the hell was she now, she hadn't even come to visit me at the hospital. And well my parents were here at this moment so yeah I really did feel lonely and I was sure glad Eli was the one keeping me company. When we got to my house Eli offered to stay for a while in case I needed anything and well I was kind of nervous about that but I was sure glad that he cared. And even though this sounds really stupid I was glad KC broke up with me, I met another amazing person in exchange and for that I was happy…

Yeah, it's plain to see

(plain to see)

that baby you're beautiful

And there's nothing wrong with you

(nothing wrong with you)

It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)

but thanks for lovin' me

Cause you're doing it perfectly

(it perfectly)

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