Waiting for the decision
-sorry for the lack of details i kind of just focusing on the main plot and their conversation. hope you still get what im trying to imply and what their characters emotion. enjoy!
Chapter 2
It's been a few days after maya talked to emily in the cemetery. After that incident emily keeps on seeing maya eyeing her from afar. Making sure emily is ok. Ready to jump and run if ever emily needs someone to catch her. But making sure that it's just for a couple of seconds and don't let Emily thinks that maya is spying her. They are at the school cafeteria having lunch with aria and noel, mike and hanna, spencer and andrew. Only emily doesn't have a partner. hanna notices that only emily is not laughing all the jokes and all the conversation that is happening at their table. Having to laugh at another mike's joke, hanna cleared her throat and tries to communicate with aria and spencer having a look that says look-at-emily-look-at-how-miserable-still-she-is. The girls understood, each talked to their guy to leave for now. They just need to talk alone. All of the boys nodded and left the table. While all of this are happening emily have no idea as she is just staring again into space. hanna then noticed from a couple of table away that maya is also looking at Emily, also detached from the conversation happening at their table. spencer is the first one to talk, "hey em, you ok? You look very distracted."
"youre not thinking about ali/courtney right, em?" aria said.
"Yeah, em! You have let it go already right?" hanna piped up.
emily just sighed and thought about what hanna said. Yes, she did let it go. But its being harder than she thought it would be. Sitting here with her best friends and all of with their boyfriends, she kinds of feel alone. Feeling that no one is looking after her, the way ali/courtney did. emily sighed again then look at her three best friends, "im just thinking, don't worry about me. Ok? Hey where are your guys?".
"They left at about five minutes ago. You didn't even notice? "Hanna said afraid of what's happening to her friend. Emily just shook her head then smile "sorry, just a little too distracted"
then aria spoke "you know what em, you need some fun!"
"Yes! Aria is right. Every day after that incident you've just been home school and swim practice then home again. You need some party!" spencer said.
"So this means we will have a sleepover at your house spence?" hanna's eyes are twinkling with excitement.
"Definitely! Today. Ok? Just grab some things then go to my house and let the party started!" spencer said while punching the air for hope of passing some excitement to emily.
emily smiled shyly and said thanks for all of the effort. Then the bell rang and they go with their separate classes. while emily is walking hanna hold her hand and told emily that maya is looking very concern at her while having their lunch, then walked away again. Feeling stupid emily smiled to herself. Happy that at least one person that she still really likes is concern at her. She saw maya earlier at the hall and can't help but stare at her because she's beautiful with the way her blouse hugged her petite body. Reaching her classroom and deciding that even if she wants maya back she needs to be sure to herself. No more confused thoughts of what she wants. She needs to be 100% sure. Seeing her phone has 2 messages she reads it. The messages are from isaac. Her heart races. Thinking what does isaac want from her. Probably apologize again for not believing in her. She reads it,
"Hi em, i just want to know how are you? Do you want to meet up?"
She reads the other txt, "Can you come to the church on saturday? Watch us play again. And I want to see and talk to you again. Hope you come."
Thinking about what isaac just texted her, she decides fast "ok, I will be there on Saturday. Thanks for inviting Me." there, she sends it. Hoping her decision is right. She just wants to know what will be her reaction if she saw isaac again. Maybe she can finally decide for herself what she really wants. Even though isaac hurt her badly, still he apologizes. Then emily stops thinking. She then said to herself "i have listened to maya, ill also listen to isaac then decide." she let out a long sigh, hoping this can be easy.
While the teacher drones on about some historic event emilys mind are somewhere else. of course its with ali again and everything that's happened last semester. She can understand why aria, spencer and hanna can easily go back to their life again. Yes they love ali but they are
just friends. With emily its different. emily loved ali or courtney. Steeling herself to focus to what the teacher is saying, "Everything that happened on our past has something to do with our future. it sometimes teach us a thing or two but remember the most important part is to always stand by our decision. And use our experience from the past no matter how painful it is. Use it to your advantage. Just like our heroes' did." is the teacher trying to talk to me alone? emily thought to herself. She then said to herself, "ok I will use my past. I will not be blinded by love again."
Hope you like where this story is going. The next chapter will still be about Maya but the next one is all about Isaac. Please review. I want to know what you guys think. Thank you for reading!