Hi guys! this is the big chapter for emily and maya...sorry im not that good visualizing some romantic scenes but hoping you still find this interesting...enjoy!

Chapter 6 - There is Still

It's almost dark now but emily is roaming all around rosewood, driving around looking for a definite car. maya's car to be exact. emily got literally thrown out of the marin's home because she keeps on making sure that hanna is very sure of what and who she really is. After a while hanna got tired and playfully put emily to her car and ordered her to find her. After one last confirmation emily nodded and now here she is. Driving nowhere to find the girl she likes. she first go to maya's house after the conversation she had with hanna and check if she's there but seeing on their driveway and the whole house it looks like the st. germaines are gone for the night. Feeling anxious, she checked all the places the family could have dinner, even the mall. She searched every parking lot looking for a certain car. She even checked wawa, a local convinience store but still maya's car is cannot be found. After another hour of pointless driving she returned to the st. germaines and surprised to see a light on maya's room. Very quickly she parked her car got out and rings the doorbell. Arranging in her mind everything that she needs to say to maya, everything to get her back. Just be yourself, whispered hanna to her a while ago and she will be, no more pretending.

Maya looked out her window and saw a volvo parked in front of their house and thought why would emily be here? Nervous but curious at the same time she turns to get the door and let emily in. but stopped herself in the action of grasping the doorknob. Should I let her in? Should I really forgive her just like that? After all emily did to her? maya bit her lip and look at the peephole and saw emily very nervous waiting for her to answer the door. Damn, she looked gorgeous, how can I resist that girl? God, she missed emily too much. I still love her. She sometimes spends her time in the forest where they usually hide and flirt and relive every moment they spend there together. Feeling every thing is alright and her whole world is just emily and emily's world is also maya. Steeling herself she opened the door and caught emily herself in the middle of knocking the door.

"Are you going to bring my door down if I didn't let you in?" maya joked. Control yourself maya, she willed. if she didn't she may just hug emily right there and then and beg her to be with her again. She can't stand waiting anymore. She wants her back. Need her back. With those reddish hair that's perfectly laid down on her and those very kissable lips. Not to mention her very sexy outfit.

"Uh hi maya, and no. don't worry I will not bring down your door. Its just takes an eternity before you opened the door." emily chuckled, relieved that maya is joking. At least the atmosphere is light. "So can I come in? I want to talk. About us." emily pleaded with her eyes, trying to get some of good vibe from maya. But maya is kind of having a poker face, not having any emotion but there is something in her eyes but she couldn't put it in place.

"Oh that's a surprise. Come in then. My parents are out so we have the place to ourselves." plopping down on the sofa and inviting emily to sit next to her. Although with enough distance, she is still not confident with her self control now. She almost jump with joy just hearing that emily wants to talk about them. This is a good sign right?

Sitting down next to maya but making sure also they have enough space emily asked maya "where are your parents? ive been looking for you for the past two hours and when I first checked your house, it looks no one is here."

"I have locked my self in my room the whole day thinking about something and my parents are outside Philly having I don't know. Plus my car is in the shop." maya laughs and look directly at emily, wondering why is she looking for me. This conversation keeps getting better and better.

"Are you seeing someone?" emily asked seriously.

"What? No! im not seeing anyone." is she talking about sally? She is nothing to me. Come on emily your the one I want! maya is screaming it inside her head.

"Oh it's just that I saw you with another girl the other day. I just want to make sure." suppressing a grin. Yes! She really is still available.

"em, are you ok now? I mean have you ..." maya stopped herself. She doesn't know how to continue. She wants to know if she has already moved on from loving alison but it is somewhat a sensitive topic.

"hanna and the others are helping me, and im feeling better everyday."

"thats good."

They fell silent and felt someone touched maya's hand. It's emily. Having a very piercing glare. The contact makes their heart beat a million times faster.

"maya, when we talked at the cemetery you told me your still waiting for me. I talked to hanna earlier and I told her everything ive been feeling for the past few days. i have her blessing and now I am ready to talk about us."

Ok this is the last straw for maya. Emily is nothing but beautiful and cute these past few minutes she's been explaining herself. The way her eyes dart to her every now and then. The way her lips move, especially her hands that is not taken away from her own hands. The red head is still saying something but maya can't hold it any longer; she pressed her lips to emily's lips. At first emily was surprised but instanly melted to maya's kiss. How long have she last tasted the banana gum mouth of maya? What the hell is she thinking that there are other person in the world that she love other than the person she is kissing today? Of course Alison is an exception. As soon as it started emily breaks the kiss in a daze.

"What was that? im trying to explain something." emily said while smiling, looks like she is not the only one who needs to exercise every bit of self control from jumping to each other. How she missed that kiss.

"Well isn't that a good summary of what you are saying?" maya said while still savoring the taste of emily lips. Hoping that they are thinking the same because its gonna be so embarrassing if this is not what emily wants. its been too long since she experience that blissful sensation, and only with emily she experience it.

"does that mean ive been forgiven?"

"Not yet, I need to be sure of something." then maya leaned in again and captured the beautiful lips of Emily, looks like they are thinking along the same line. maya suppress a grin while still kissing emily.

The kiss started as rough but as soon as it started it became smooth even perfect. Their lips movement is meant to express how they miss each other, how they still love each other. Needing to breathe emily broke the kiss and started laughing as she looked at the expression of maya. it is a mixture of disappointment and still eager for more of emily's lips. maya's eyes is still half close and said "hey, what happened?"

"You look very cute. Come on breathe first." emily chuckled but brush again her lips to maya, leaving maya in a daze again.

"Am I forgiven?" emily asked again.

"What?" maya answered clearly still not in her own self and still savoring their last kiss.

"Well since you summarize what im supposed to say a while ago and interrupted me, should I start again from the start?" emily still asked maya while cant help smiling.

"Oh no! You're not yet forgiven. You left me hanging." finally maya is catching up with what they are talking about. As soon she said that she leans in again and kiss passionately again. as soon as the kiss started again their hands are flying everywhere. Trying to press their bodies to each other, trying to get it closer as if it's possible. Their bodies are perfect with each other, every curve and imperfection of one body is being complemented by the other making it perfectly fit.

Emily breaks again with the kiss and composed herself. She cant let go of this moment. They have to talk about this first before loosing theirselves. She can't remember when was the last time she ever felt happy like this. Bigger portion of her just wants to forget the talk and continue with what their doing. "Hey maya, we have to talk about this first. I want to know what you are thinking."

Maya sensed the urgency on emily's voice and controlled herself. Come on maya, concentrate, this is your chance to finally get back again with her, focus.

"Do you forgive me?"

"Yes"

relief exploded somewhere in the stomach of emily. Gratitude that maya have finally forgiven her. To show her that she truly is sorry she kisses and hugged maya wanting to pass to her the emotion she is feeling right now, but instantly pulled back to get back to talking.

"You know if you keep on doing that and breaking our kiss I have to rethink about forgiving you." maya joked.

"I know you cant resist the emily fields charm!" she leans in again and break it again fast enough for her not to loose control and not totally give in to her hormones.

"Come on emily! You keep postponing the moment." maya whined clearly disappointed of being snatched again the opportunity to kiss emily.

"Hear me out first. I want this all out first before we continue." emily explained while enjoying the sensation of torturing maya.

"Make it fast."

"Slow down, maya. Ok first off, im really sorry that I hurt you so much. Sorry that I keep on hanging up on you. Before I came I make sure to myself that im ready to come out and not let this be in secret again. I want us out to the world. maya, I want you back with me. And I want to say sorry too about jenna. It's our fault you lost her." emily stares directly at maya's eyes, letting her know that she is dead serious.

"Are you serious?"

"Yes, I want you. I need you. And I really am sorry."

Maya can't take this. These are the words she keeps on fantasizing every night. Hoping that emily will actually speak those words to her. And now, she heard it. She can't think what to say back. So she just hugged her and can't stop the tears from falling. This time maya breaks their contact and faces emily, wanting to let her know what she thinks. "em, I want to say something too. im really sorry that I pushed you too much. Wanting too much of you that is clearly you are not yet ready."

"Don't say sorry, I have caused you too much pain." emily answered back.

"It's not your fault. Lets not talk about it." maya hugged emily again. "im here now. I wont let anyone hurt you again." emily hugged her too and positioned her body where maya can hold her whole, her face on the neck of maya. Even though maya is the smaller one and emily is the jock, emily cant help but still feel safe and know that no one can hurt her now. She knows that the smaller girl will protect her no matter what.

"I want you back too. I still love you emily." she whispered. In return emily snuggled closer to maya's neck and whispered, "I love you too maya." they both look at each others eyes and sealed the conversation with a very passionate kiss. Every stroke of their tongue and lips expressed their emotion with each other.

"Will you be my mine again?" maya asked emily.

"Yes, with you and no one else. I promise."

Overwhelmed by their emotion they just pressed their bodies in a perfect position that only the two of them can achieve and kiss, letting know each other what they are feeling, how happy both of them that they are finally back together again. The best part for maya is that they don't need to hide anymore, emily makes sure of that and that is the biggest thing that makes maya happy. After long blissful and worry free minutes they each come up for air and just looked at each other. Forehead to forehead, both have tears on their eyes. Both can't explain the happiness they felt inside.

Maya spoke first, "what makes you come back to me?"

"Everything you said and did in the cemetery. it makes me realize what ive been missing and what an idiot am I for letting you go."

"How about isaac?"

"We're just friends now. I talked to him this morning."

"How can you assure me that your not going to look for another guy or that you really don't like him?" this is the question that maya is really afraid off. What if emily is not that sure yet? What if this is just another spur of the moment decision from her? Can she handle being hurt again? Not just hurt but like dumped on the dumpster feeling very worthless.

"how can I prove you that I really am serious and the only one I want is maya st. germaine?"

"Introduce me to your parents. As your girlfriend." challenged maya. She knows the fields know that they have a relationship in the past but emily didn't clearly introduce her as the girlfriend. She knows this will be the deciding factor of how serious emily is with her decision. maya is not breaking her stare with emily, hoping she can see the answer in her eyes, something that will make maya confident about her challenge. But as she looks at it, she can only see the sparkle and twinkle of her eyes. Now she is confused not just afraid. What the hell does that mean?

"Your on." emily answered confidently.

Wait maya thought of something this is the kind of thing that she doesn't want to do anymore to emily. To force her or to pressure her to do anything, anything that she is not entirely sure. "No emily im just joking. Don't do that. I believe you. Ok?"

"No, you're right maya. I know where you're coming from and that's one of the reason it took me a long time to talk to you about this. I want us to be together when im really ready. No more hesitation." emily answered maya very sincerely and kissed her to let her know what she really feels. That she really is ready for them.

"I don't want to force you again."

"You're not forcing me. I will do that even if you didn't challenge me."

"You're serious?"

"yes." besides in emily's mind, her parents is not the one maya should be concern about, its still Alison.

There... hope you like it...i still have a few ideas if you guys still want to continue this...but of course i will be also more than happy to get some ideas from you too...thank you for reading!