Disclaimer: Nope I do not own Inuyasha.

A/n: Hey there people, if it took a while for this chapter to get up it was because my Internet got fucked up and now we have to get it reinstalled, sucks huh? Anyways. I hope you all loved the last chapter as much as I did, no really though, I loved how that one turned out ya knows? Lol I would put up my viewers names but like I said I have no access to the internet at the moment so I am just going to sit here and type up the new chapters so I don't have to do it later smart huh? So how are your lives going so far? Mine has been great, I have a vary loving boyfriend who claimed me as his wife and a nephew on the way. I'm getting A's and B's in all my classes and for once I have everything I want going for me. I have great friends and I love all my teachers (for once) lol. Well enough about me, let's get on with the chapter shall we? Please R&R and I hope you like it. Ja!

Warning! Lemon content, you have been warned.

Another disclaimer. I don't own Evanescence or the song Missing.

(Flesh back)

"No Kagome, you are the woman that I want to spend my life with, if I didn't I would have never marked you, don't you see Kagome, I love you" Inuyasha said as he lifted her chin to look into her eyes.

"I love you to Inuyasha" Kagome whispered. Inuyasha then leaned down and claimed her lips in a heated kiss that washed away all of Kagome's worries and troubles. Inuyasha was finally hers and there was no one to stop them from being together. Not now, not ever.

Chapter 21- why do thay hate me?

Kagome opened her eyes to find herself in Inuyasha's arms, which was still having trouble sleeping. Kagome leaned over and placed her lips to Inuyasha's cheek and gently kissed it. Inuyasha's eyes soon cracked open and looked around to find him and Kagome still in the Goshinboku. He then turned to look at Kagome who was smiling that lovely smile that he first fell in love with the vary first time he laid eyes on her.

Kagome looked into her hanyou's sleepy looking eyes and smiled. "Good morning sleepy head" Kagome whispered out causing Inuyasha to smile and pull her closer to his body. "Morning my lovely mate." Inuyasha whispered in her ear causing her to blush.

Inuyasha smiled when he seen her red cheeks and leaned down and kissed her forehead before sitting up with Kagome still in his lap. "Come on Kagome, we have to head back t Keade's hut before the others get up." Inuyasha said as he grabbed Kagome's hand and jumped down the tree.

"Why do we have to get there before every one wakes up Inuyasha?" kagome asked as she and Inuyasha started towards the village.

"Because one, we have to burn Kikyo's body and throw her ashes away, then we have to find totosai to get him to make something to suppress your demonic side." Inuyasha said, as he looked strait forward.

"Oh" Was all Kagome said before looking backs down at the ground and let out a small sigh. 'He must be vary saddened by Kikyo's death, I can sense it somehow, he must hate me now. I hope I can make it up to him somehow, but how in the world am I going to do all that? I don't really even remember mating with him, so to me this whole side of him is still new to me. Oh well I'll figure it out soon' Kagome thought before she looked up to see the village come into view.

Inuyasha looked over to see kagome looking as if she was in deep thought. 'She must still be blaming herself about Kikyo's death' "Hey Kagome?" Inuyasha said in a low voice.

Kagome looked up at Inuyasha who was still facing strait ahead. "Yes Inuyasha?" Kagome said in her normal voice that causing Inuyasha to looked at her and raise an eyebrow before looked back down at the ground. "Don't trouble yourself to hard about Kikyo ok?" Inuyasha said in his normal irritated voice. Kagome nodded before she spoke up. "Ok Inuyasha"

The two walked until they stopped by Sango who was running up to them while dragging an unconscious monk behind her and Shippo on her left shoulder and Kirara on her right. "Hey Inuyasha are you ready to go yet to do the ceremony?" Sango asked as she glanced at Kagome before turning her full attention back to Inuyasha.

Inuyasha notice this and let out a loud snarl. "Sango, you will respect my mate as you do me, you should know by now what happened when people talk down or disrespect a demons mate don't you? After all you are a demon slayer Sango" Inuyasha snarled causing Sango to bow to Kagome.

"I'm sorry my lady please for give me," Sango said as she looked back up at Inuyasha. Inuyasha smiled and walked by her. "Thank you Sango, that is much better" Inuyasha said as he walked into Keade's hut.

(With Sango and Kagome)

Kagome looked up at Shippo and smiled, Shippo looked at Kagome and slowly hid behind Sango's hair causing Kagome to frown and look at Sango. "So how are you all doing?" Kagome asked with her head down.

"Um fine and you?" Sango asked with out looking Kagome in the eyes. Kagome notice this and slowly walked by Sango while whispering. "If you didn't want to talk to me all you had to do was tell me to go away, it's obvious that I don't belong here any more." Kagome said as she took off towards the well. "Tell Inuyasha I went home!" Kagome yelled as she disappeared behind the trees causing Sango to let out a small sigh and looked down at Shippo, who was slowly climbing from behind her hair. "Shippo do you think that we are a lil hard on her? I mean she is still our friend right?" Sango asked.

Shippo looked up at Sango then back towards the direction that Kagome took off in. "I don't know, but all I know is that, that is my real mother, but I'm scared to find out if I am wrong because of what happened with the fairy demoness, they both smelled alike to me, but the only difference is that this kagome is Inu-youkai, not a fairy youkai" Shippo said with a sigh.

(With Inuyasha)

Inuyasha sat against the wall and thought about the whole and Kikyo fight that happened last night. The truth was that he does still have feelings for Kikyo, only now its really to late to choose, he had already marked Kagome and if he had marked Kikyo, he could have died for betraying his mate. The whole thing was confusing to him and he really wanted to be with Kagome only problem is that he had almost been killed by the fairy demon Kagome so how does he know that he can trust his Kagome? The truth is that he couldn't, and the real issue is with the others, he could really care less of what they think of this situation now, but when he seen that Shippo would not go near her it hurt his feelings. Inuyasha let out a frustrated growl and stood up. I need to go talk to Kagome.

Inuyasha walked out of the hut to hear kagome yelling about her leaving to her time, he then looked at Sango who had her head down in shame. Now he was pissed. "Sango! What the hell did you do to make her leave?" Inuyasha yelled as his eyes flashed red while he walked up to her.

Sango seen his eyes turn from red back to gold and decided to back away. "I'm sorry, I don't know what happened she just walked away I swear Inuyasha!" Sango begged. Inuyasha then turned and walk towards the direction of the well. "If Kagome kills her self again, this time it will be your fault" Inuyasha growled out.

(With Kagome)

Kagome continued to run to the well when she got there she jumped down it and let out a small sigh as the blue glow surrounded her body. When Kagome landed at the bottom she climbed out as fast as she could and ran into the house and into her room. Kagome then walked over to her bed and collapsed onto it while letting out heart racking sobs. "Why do they all hate me?" Kagome asked her self out loud. She then sat up and walked over to her CD player. "I'm not one for sad and depressing music but it sounds really good right now. Kagome then turned on her CD player and sat back down onto her bed as the song started playing.

Please, please forgive me,
but I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

Kagome sat up as fast as she could when she heard her door being slammed open by none other then Inuyasha himself, He then walked over to kagome but stopped when he heard her singing. "Kagome?"


You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

(Lemon warning!)

Inuyasha walked up to Kagome and sat down next to her and gently wrapped his arms around her sobbing form, he then looked down at Kagome's eyes and pulled her into a passionate kiss, Kagome gasped but then gave into the kiss and deepened it,

Chorus:
Even though I'm the sacrifice,

You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Inuyasha slowly laid Kagome down on the bed and slowly pulled off her shirt while Kagome slowly undid the ties to Inuyasha's pants. Inuyasha broke the kiss and pulled off his pants and then started on his shirt while Kagome slowly undid her pants. When Inuyasha got done with his shirts he then gabbed kagome's pant legs and ripped them off of her causing Kagome to gasp in shock.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Inuyasha then slowly climbed onto the bed and on top of Kagome, he then slowly spreaded her legs and kissed her passionately. He then leaned down to her ear. "Kagome I need you"

Kagome looked up at him and then slowly nodded. "Please be careful I still don't know how it all feels," Kagome whispered out as she turned her face away from him.
Chorus:
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Inuyasha slowly entered Into Kagome and stopped, Kagome slowly nodded her head. "You can start now," Kagome whispered out softly. Inuyasha kissed her one more time. He then slowly started to move in and out of her causing Kagome to let out a small moan, he then started to pump his member a lil faster into her causing Kagome to moan louder and grasp onto his shoulders for dear life. Causing Inuyasha to smile when she moaned for him to go faster.
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Chorus

Inuyasha began to pump into her even harder causing himself to moan out in pleasure. Inuyasha then pulled out of Kagome as his eyes began to flash red, then to gold. He then quickly turned Kagome onto her stomach and pulled her onto all fours before he crashed his throbbing member into her core, causing Kagome to also lose control of her demonic side and let out a small growl.


And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Chorus
Inuyasha continued to pound in to Kagome for a few moments until he released his seed into Kagome, causing her to let out a loud moan and collapsed as she came to her own just as powerful as Inuyasha's

Inuyasha then slowly pulled Kagome into his arms and placed the covers over both of their naked and sweaty bodies. Kagome looked up at Inuyasha and smiled. Inuyasha looked down at her and whispered. 'You should get some rest Kagome ok?' Inuyasha said as he nuzzled his face into her silver hair causing Kagome to smile and nod. "Ok Inuyasha" Kagome said as she turned her back towards him.

"I love you Kagome" Inuyasha whispered into her ear causing Kagome to blush. "I love you to Inuyasha. Good night Inuyasha" Kagome said as she turned back around to face him. Inuyasha let out a small smile as he kissed her softly on her lips. "Good night my Kagome"

A/n: So how did you all like this chapter? I loved it, sorry for the surprise lemon, I just had to throw one in there, and I should place the warning up now huh? Lol well I hope you all review me ok? Until next time, JA!