So I really love writing this story. Probably because my best friend was insane like this, except she didn't even have a 'good' side to her. I mean, I guess she did in a way but she would come to school high and everything. I'd say we were the weirdest friends ever, like I'm not perfect in school but I'm a B average student and I would never do drugs and I drink every now and again. But she was full blown party girl 24/7. But whatever, no one can change what happens and I'll keep on trying to stop blaming myself for what happened.

So I hope you all enjoy the story so far, my goal for this chapter is to make it really long, haha I don't know why I want to. I'm going to my boyfriend's house soon though, but I'll finish it hopefully later… and this is really distracting from actually doing homework haha but whatever. Alright, please enjoy(:

I do not own Degrassi, I wish I owned Eli but I don't… lmfao. Anyways, I just own this story (: alright, read on (:

Clare woke up smiling Thursday morning, she was feeling good. Physically, she was crashing hard, that was the worst part about drugs. No hang over though, because Clare was smart enough to not drink. Emotionally though, she felt as though she could fly. What Clare learned about Eli last night was everything she wanted to know. And she really liked everything he told her. I mean, of course she couldn't tell if he was lying about all the good things, but that's what trust is called. Clare knew Eli for one day, and she already could tell that they would be very good friends.

Clare applied a light shade of blush and minimum brown eye shadow. She slipped on a pair of dark blue jeans, not too lose and not too tight, with a light blue 'Toronto' hoodie and white tennis shoes. Clare wanted to be at school to see this boy she couldn't stop thinking about.

What is wrong with me, I never want to see a boy this badly. (Aw, that's cute, Clare bear has a crush.)

Today, Clare's mom actually took the time to drive her to school. When Clare first arrived to school, she realized that she was looking for Eli without evening meaning to. It's not like she was in love with him, so it shouldn't matter if she was by him, right?

Now this part is where it gets worse. Clare walked into school and by Eli's locker, she saw him with another girl. For some reason, Clare didn't even want to know who the girl was, so she didn't look any further. It was strange, Clare was struck with the feeling of jealousy, and she and Eli only knew each other for one day!

Ugh, how could I possibly feel this way? I'm delusional. (Face it cupcake, you have a sweet little crush on tampon boy. And you may not want to admit it but at least one of us knows it.)

I will not like someone I barely know… (Actually, may I add that you know a lot about him. You know about his dead ex girlfriend and how annoying he finds his parents and all that great stuff. I believe the only thing you don't really know about him is what his favorite food and color are. Also, can we think back to Bobby? He was in your pants within the first week of knowing each other.)
Correction, he was in YOUR pants, not mine. (Whatever, you clean person…)
Good comeback, I'm glad I'm fighting with myself, I have officially gone crazy.

Clare was already at her locker and opened it when she was snapped out of her thoughts by someone tapping her on the shoulder. She turned around to see her best friend standing there. Clare sighed and then smiled.
"What's wrong?" Ali asked immediately.
"Oh nothing," Clare replied. How does she always know something is wrong?

"Ok missy, I have been your best friend for over a year, I think I know when you don't feel good. Now spill the beans." Ali put her hands on her hips waiting for Clare to reply.

"Oh my goodness Ali, ok nothing is wrong. But I have this weird feeling, I saw Eli talking to another girl and I don't know. I think I may have gotten slightly jealous, but I don't even realize why. I mean, there is no way I could have a crush on him right?"

"Correction, yes you can. He is a cute boy and from what it seems like, he's sweet. So having a crush on him would be understandable." Ali smiled, "So how did this crush even start? Unless it started randomly?"

"Oh no, I saw him yesterday at, uh, The Dot. We started talking, a lot and now I know a lot of major things about him. I even told him about KC."

"That sounds intense. KC was a douche and now you have a new boy to talk to," Ali giggled while saying this. (Let's get her a leash, or a muzzle. Oh my God is she annoying)

"And plus…" Ali added, "KC is old news. Sometimes to move on, you need to try something new."

"Yeah I guess…" Clare thought about this for a moment and started realizing Ali jus may be right about this. Clare needed to move on, she was to emotional from KC and Eli did seem like a really nice guy…

First to third hour came and went quickly. Clare was excited to see Eli, even if she didn't really understand if she liked him or what was going on with her. When she walked into the class she Eli was already there, head laid down on his desk. She took a seat behind him and read the board, 'Choose a writing partner.'

"Mm, Eli we should be writing partners," Clare said hoping he would just agree.

"Wait, what?" He looked like a confused child… Clare pointed to the board and she watched him as he read it. Finally he said, "Oh yeah, sounds good." After Eli had said that he laid his head down.

(Oh hell no!)

"Well if you didn't feel the need to be my partner, you can just say so…" Clare sighed, some people were just so irritating.

"No, oh no, Clare I do want to work with you. It's just I have a headache from last night and yeah." Eli sighed, "Rough night…"

Clare burst out laughing. Eli smirked, "What's so funny blue eyes"

"Uh partying 101; never drink on school nights," She said smiling.
"Oh but you can snort stuff?"

Clare sighed. Of course he has to go and bring that up. (It's who you are.) No, it's who YOU are; I have nothing to do with it. At least I would like to believe that, please and thank you.

Clare finally said, "Eli, we do not talk about that in school. I'm not Nicole ok?"

Eli shook his head, he was confused on why someone would want to live a double life, but it's not like his parents knew about him partying. But I mean, no one wants to tell their parents that.

"Well I'll just say, I don't know who's who sometimes and I don't know which one I'm getting those feelings for…"

Yay I'm dumb. I just really wanted to update today and I planned on this being longer but that never happened so the next chapter is going to be really interesting and fun and long (: Yay. If anyone watches Jersey Shore, please tell me if you do! New season starts, January 6th(: I'm so excited. Ok please read, review, you know the deal. Love you Alll!