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Elena's pov:

Dear Diary,

There is so much that I want to say right now, my life is messed up! I mean I love the people and the things I have, but these days, nothing in my life is under my control anymore. I just figured out Katherine's true plan, and it went exactly the way she wanted it, and now she's all locked up in a tomb, all safe, and sound, where no vampire or human would dare enter. When Stephan and Damon actually locked her up, I thought it would have been great, I could just go back to living my normal life, and not have to worry about a physco bitch running around hurting everyone I love. Now I would rather be in that situation than this one. When I went to visit Katherine, everything made sense, it just clicked. I learned that I wasn't in danger because of Stephan, but because of myself! I'm the one that's getting everyone I loved killed, it's entirely my fault!

I'm a part of a curse that the originals and really old vampire named Klaus want to break. They need me, a vampire (Caroline), a werewolf (supposed to be Mason, but Damon killed him, so it's now Tyler), a witch (Bonnie), and the moonstone. And the worst part is that Damon and Stephan now want to un spell the curse, and they're willing to sacrifice everyone I love to do it! I won't let them do that! I can't! I have to find a way to get to Klaus or one of the originals, so that no one gets hurt! But right now, that isn't going so well. I wish I had someone to tell me what the right thing to do is! I wish I had mom, or dad, they would know. Wait no! They would probably side with Damon and Stephan because they would want to keep me safe. They would always try their best to keep me safe, yet not make me feel like what they were doing was stupid and could kill everyone I love! I wish they were still around. I wish Sam and Dean were still around. Dean would have probably said something like, "Elena why are you worrying, you know you that we can kick this guy's ass! We always can! No vampire is gonna to run into my little baby's town, and try to kill her! Not with us around!" Dean always made me feel a bit of hope, even in the worst of situations. So would Sam, he always had that calming aura to him.

I closed my diary. I wonder why I just suddenly started writing about them. If only Dean was still alive right now. Why is my cheek wet? I brought my finger up to my face, and wiped a single tear off. I started crying; thoughts of Dean always brought tears. If I'm still crying, I wonder how Sam's taking it. Not very well I guess. I looked outside my window, the sun was just setting. I need to go for a walk; I got up, slipped on my shoes and jacket and headed outside.

"I'm going out Jenna; I'll be back before 10!" I called, not waiting for an answer; I headed out and started walking to where my feet took me.

I gazed at the horizon; at the very edge, I could see a thick outline of dark blues and black's. Damon's eyes are those colors, for some reason whenever I look at the night sky or the ocean, my thought always drift towards Damon. I still remember that night when Damon killed my brother. Sure I was mad at him, but I know that I would end up forgiving him someday and that someday already came. I don't know when, but from the day when Damon took a shot for me, to the day he saved me from Elijah, my feeling turned back. I saw the true Damon, the Damon that I loved…my Damon. Whoa! Did I just say that? Did I just say my Damon! NO! NO! NO! Bad Elena! I scolded myself. You love Stephan! I tried to picture Stephan's face in my mind, but only Damon's came up. Speaking of Damon, I wonder why he's been acting so wired lately. It's like he's pushing me away, yet he's keeping me safe, and protecting me. Like that night, when they saved me from Elijah, I had that feeling like I was supposed to remember something, and it's in the back of my mind, but it's just so blurry. That night, and even now when I think about it, I feel something in my heart sink, then a while after, I feel empty, and…and…numb.

I hate feeling that way, that's why I try not to think about it. When I'm with Stephan, the feeling just goes away. Maybe because I love him, but for some unknown reason, I still feel as if there's something missing. When I'm with Damon, I feel everything, happy, full, and just amazing! It's like all my agony fades away. I just wish I could sit there in his arms forever; sometimes, I even wish, if I could go back in time to when it was just me and Damon in Atlanta. I miss those days, when it was just me and him as friends, when we didn't have to worry about a physco bitch ruining our lives, or an extremely old vampire trying to kill me and my loved ones. My thoughts were cut off when my foot caught in something, and I fell and landed on my ass.

Ouch! God I think I got a bruise there. Stupid root!

This is when I finally noticed my surrounding. I thought I was on the sidewalk, with street full of houses surrounding me. When in the world did I end up in the forest? I don't remember walking on this path. I looked up at the sky; it was dark now, the clouds covering the moon, until I could only see a thin light outline of it. There were thick dark green trees surrounding me, and dark, pitch black gaps between them. The road wasn't anywhere near sight. How far did I come? I wondered. God, Jeremy is going to be mad if I don't come back before 10! What time is it anyways? I took my cell phone out, the light glowed and cast shadows through the forest. It was 11:00 right now. Wow! For how long have I been walking? I sighed. I wasn't good with navigating, especially in the dark. What made it worse would be the fact there are vampires running around, and who knows, someone can be here watching me. I got up and brushed the dirt off my clothes, and started walking south. My mom always told me that whenever I get lost, just head south. I heard the scrunching of the leaves underneath my feet; I started talking softer footsteps, yet the scrunching got louder. I suddenly felt more aware and cautious. I stopped in my tracks.

Someone was following me. I tried to even put my breathing, so I can hear something other than my pounding heart, and my uneven breathing. I started walking, faster, and faster until I was in a jog. I started sprinting, and checked my behind me every so often. I could see the road now, just a few more minutes and I would be at home again. I looked back again, there was nothing there. Relief flowed through me, and I stopped to catch my breath. I noticed how dark it had gotten; I'd been running in pitch black darkness, and now I could see a dim street light in the distance. I was about to start running again when suddenly I heard my name.

"Elena….hehehe." God this was freaky, I saw this once in a horror movie, when the girl was alone at her house, and she heard someone calling her name, and when she turned around, someone was there in a clown mask hold a butcher knife in the air.

"Elena." It was manly voice now.

I turned to see where it was coming from; my eyes skimmed through the dark forest. That's when I caught it, a dark black figure standing there, looking at me with its bloody eyes.

Holy shit!

I ran to the other direction. I didn't dare look back. Shit I thought, I really am going to die today! I didn't even have time to right my will yet! I finally made it to the road. I turned back, there was no one there; I wonder why that think keeps on disappearing like tha-

"BEEP BEEP!"

I turned around to see bright yellow head lights about to hit me. I covered my face quickly ready for the impact.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!"

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Tun tun tuh!

I'm not very good at cliffhangers, so I tried my best!

I'll try my best to update by Friday or even Wednesday!

And the next chapter will have a few different pov's!

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