Omigosh, I am such an idiot. D:
I am so sorry everyone! I just… fell off of the face of the Earth and died. Mentally, anyway.

I just started high school and life's been hectic. But, I'm going to try and update more on all of my stories. I just have to decide which ones I should concentrate on and which ones to put off to the side for a little while.

I don't even know if any of you still want to read this story. :/ If you do, review and I'll keep going. Otherwise, I'm debating putting this story on hold maybe.

Man, how long has it been?

Last update; 04-01-10

Well… now it's 11-11-10. I think it's been a little too long of a poof, there.

I last posted eleven days before my birthday. 7 months and 10 days ago. xD

I am so sorry. There are no words to describe how sorry I am.

So I'm going to make this chapter as long as I possibly can! Until I get tired or until my hands die from not being used to typing! Even though no one probably cares anymore...

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Alright, well let's get started with the thank-you to my reviewers. :3

:o I almost have 100 reviews. Holy fudgemonkey…. When did this happen? xD You guys are amazing. And I suck. Enough said. xDD

Reviewers

1. ForeverTeamEdward13 - … I didn't update very soon… xD I'm sorry. I'm updating now though! :D No school today. B) You have to love random holidays, right? xD

2. Tempted Fate – D: I completely forgot about that! D: If you still want to, you can enter it. I'll let you make a character if you want. You don't have to write it if you don't want. Just because I feel guilty. ._. I'm sorry again! D:

3. Vision Of A Butterfly – Thanks! xD I feel horrible for not updating in seven whole months. ._. I fail at life, right? xD It's alright. I have bad grammar too.

But don't tell anyone. ;) It's a very well-known secret that I am an idiot. xD

4. TeamEdmundAndPeter – The role-play died. : ( Honestly. We haven't replied on there since I last updated, almost. : (

The only role-play left that's active is a Kingdom Hearts one. Would you be interested in that one maybe? If you even care anymore, that is. Thanks for reviewing anyway. I'm really sorry that I haven't updated!

5. HarryPotterRocks09 – xD Fluff! I'm sorry to you, too. : ( It's been so longgg! Anyway, there's always a possibility of that happening. ;) I think that Jake would make adorable babies. Just saying.

I think that's been a long enough intro that no one's going to read. Now onto the extremely long chapter that I have yet to write…

Enjoy!

I smiled happily up at Jake – his warm, strong arms around my waist tightly. He leaned down, brushing his lips against mine softly.

We were currently cuddled up on our new couch in our new home. I just loved to say that. I loved the very idea of it; of living with Jake and being able to be near him all the time. Of being able to wake up and have him there. Hopefully nothing would come along and ruin the perfect life we created just now.

I pushed the thoughts from my mind. It wouldn't happen anyway – I know that I sure as hell wouldn't allow it to. Never.

Jake cocked an eyebrow at me. "What are you thinking about?" He asked quietly, playing with a strand of my hair absentmindedly.

I just gave a small smile. "Nothing of interest," I mumbled, watching him. He was almost too perfect. He took my breath away – as cliché as that sounded.

"I'm sure that I'd probably find it interesting," he said, smirking slightly. His lips brushed along my jaw-line, making it hard for me to concentrate.

"Hm… but we've gone over this fact before, Jake," I said, grinning just the slightest, "You're biased."

Jake shrugged slightly, kissing my face lightly. "I'm fine with being biased," he argued back, amused.

"I bet," I mumbled, turning my face slightly to meet his. My arms wound around his neck as I pressed my lips to his gently.

Kissing Jacob was one of my favorite things to do. He was just so warm! It was as if we were puzzle pieces and we fit together perfectly – Jake called it soul mates. I had to bring myself to agree with him. It made sense, in a way.

Jacob smiled into the kiss, twining one of his hands through my hair. He kissed me as if I was something fragile that could be broken at any moment – he was always afraid that he would hurt me in some way. He worried about me obsessively so much that, even if I were ever in pain, I would definitely not let him know about it. He would probably have a heart attack if not for the fact that he was a werewolf.

A moment later I pulled back – reluctantly – for air. Smiling slightly, I leaned against Jake, resting my head in the crook of his neck. "I love you, Jake," I mumbled, curling myself into his side.

Jake smiled, resting his head on top of mine. "I know. I love you, too. Always," he said quietly.

I smiled, glad to hear it. I knew it was true, I knew he loved me. I just loved hearing him say it. I loved that I could hear that every night, as Jacob had become accustomed to doing. I wouldn't ever get tired of hearing it – I knew that for a fact.

We both fell silent, each content with just being close to the other. But a loud, shrill ringing broke the silence and caused me to jump in surprise.

Jacob snickered at me when I realized that it was only the phone ringing. And I – as mature as I am – stuck my tongue out at him.

He grinned, reaching over me to grab the phone from the table beside the couch. I watched his face as he answered, smiling slightly.

"Hello?" he asked, his cheerful voice taking place of the ringing. "…Oh, hey Emily," he said, listening to the person – who I was going to guess was Emily – talk on the other end of the line. His face turned quickly from cheerful to slightly alarmed. At that point I knew that something was wrong.

"What's wrong? Has something happened?" I whispered to Jake, worried now. What if someone got hurt? What if they were in trouble? What if there was another rogue vampire? A million 'what ifs' raced through my mind at once as I watched Jacob.

Jake just looked at me, frowning deeply. "Hey, Emily, calm down. Okay? I need you to tell me where they are," he said, watching me as he spoke. He wrapped his free arm around me, rubbing small circles on my back. A moment later Jake nodded, "Alright, okay, I'm leaving now. Is it alright If I drop Becca off at your house? I don't want her home alone right now… Alright, thanks." He mumbled, hanging up the phone.

I frowned, looking up at Jake. "Come on. We have to go. I'm going to drop you off at Emily's house, you'll be safe there. And I'll explain on the way," Jake added onto the end, knowing that I was just about to ask.

I nodded silently, quickly getting to my feet. He did the same and we hurried out to his Rabbit, quickly getting in – Jake driving, of course.

Jake quickly pulled out and started driving towards Emily's house. He didn't explain like he said he would.

"Jake! What the hell's going on?" I asked, watching him worriedly. A thousand thoughts were rushing through my head. What had him so freaked out? What happened?

"Bloodsuckers." Jake muttered reflexively. I narrowed my eyes slightly. I hated it when he called them that and he knew it.

"Jake…" I said reproachfully. "Can you please stop calling them that?"

Jake tightened his grip on the steering wheel, leaving small dents. "Don't you see? That's what they are, Becca! They're bloodsuckers. They're my natural born enemy. I can't just be all buddy-buddy with them. Who cares if they don't drink human blood? I think the lot of them should just be killed." He muttered, out of anger. He froze, realizing what he had said.

I crossed my arms over my chest and turned away, furious now. Tears welled in my eyes – I hated being angry at Jake. It almost hurt, but it didn't exactly stop the anger. If anything it may have made it worse.

Falling silent, the only noise was that of the car. Jake looked at me with a pained expression. "Becca… I'm… I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. Honestly. It just… slipped out," he mumbled, slowing stopping the car. He frowned.

I shrugged, pushing open the door. I stayed silent, getting out of the car.

Jake frowned, "Becca!" He got out quickly, walking to my side and enveloping me in his arms. "Please, please forgive me. I'm sorry." He said, holding onto me tightly.

I frowned, tears falling freely now. I buried my face in his chest, frowning. "I just… I love them too, Jake… I don't l-like it when you say stuff like that…" I mumbled, no longer angry. It was nearly impossible for me to stay angry at him. "And you probably have to go, so you'd better come back safely so I can yell at you for it, alright?" I asked, cracking a small smile through the tears.

Jake nodded, kissing me gently. "I promise," he said, hugging me tightly, "I love you," he mumbled. He gave me a final kiss before turning and starting to run towards the woods.

When he disappeared into the green foliage I turned towards Emily's house, walking towards the front door. I pushed it open and walked inside, glancing around. "Emily?" I asked, looking around.

Emily appeared then in the doorway to the kitchen. "In here," she mumbled, frowning. It was obvious that she had been crying and was extremely worried.

I frowned, giving Emily a comforting hug. "What happened?" I asked, leading her back into the kitchen and sitting in one of the chairs. She sat in one across for me and started.

"I… Sam heard n-noises coming from the woods. So he went to check it out. He came running back, telling me to call Jake because there were three or four vampires on our land – not the one's that you're friends with," she said, seeing my face. "I don't know how many others he was able to get a hold of… I just hope he's okay," she said, biting her lip nervously.

I frowned. It didn't sound good. Not at all. Frowning, I looked at Emily. "I'm going to call the Cullen's." I mumbled. "Maybe they know them and can get them to stop…" I pulled out my cell, flipping it open and dialing Edward's number.

He answered after a few moments. "Hello, Becca," he greeted, "I assume this isn't just a social call?"

I heard Bella's voice in the background, happy and carefree. Asking Edward to ask me to come visit more. If only she knew.

I frowned. "No, I'm afraid it's not. Edward, you don't happen to have any vampire friends in town, do you?" I asked, unsure of what to say.

Edward made a small 'hm' noise while he thought. The phone rustled slightly. "Not that I know of, why?"

I frowned, slightly panicked. "Sam found three or four vampires in the woods. Jake went to help him, but I don't know how much of the pack knows about it. I'm kind of w-worried. I just wanted to know if there was any way that you guys could help," I mumbled, frowning.

Edward shifted the phone, Bella falling silent in the background. "If you want, you can ask Carlisle. He has more friends than I do around here. He might be able to help you," he said.

"What's going on?" Bella asked, frowning.

"Nothing, love," came Edward's response. Suddenly, his voice was replaced by Carlisle's.

"Hello, Becca. Is there something wrong?" he asked. I didn't waste time on the pleasantries.

"Y-Yeah," I mumbled, explaining the situation to him once again.

"I'm not exactly sure who they might be… we might be able to come help, but that's only if it's alright with Sam," Carlisle said, his tone serious now.

I looked up at Emily then. "Emily, do you think that Sam would object to a little help?" I asked, frowning slightly.

Emily shook her head. "I don't know, but I wouldn't object to him getting a little bit of help. I'm sure they could probably use it," she said, her face worried-looking.

I nodded in agreement. I know for a fact that I didn't want Jake to be in harms way without any help. "Carlisle, Emily and I can convince Sam and Jake to allow it. If you can help, please do. I don't want to lose him," I added at the end, frowning. No, I couldn't lose Jake. Never. I couldn't live without him.

Carlisle's tone sounded understanding. "Yes, of course. We'll all help, I'm sure. After all, you all helped us with Victoria's army. We'll be happy to. We'll be there as quickly as possible," he said.

"Thank-you, Carlisle," I mumbled, relieved. I hung up the phone and looked up at Emily, frowning slightly. We sat in silence, watching out the window.

Hopefully it wouldn't be too late.

Jacob was my everything now. If he were gone… the world would stop spinning, all civilization would collapse, and, most of all, I would follow him quickly to wherever he went. It was like he was what was holding me down to the Earth. He was my gravity.

And I know for a fact that if I lost that, I would only stick around long enough to get revenge on whoever had taken that from me.

That wasn't very long at all. xDD Jeesh.

Anyway, yeah, I'm going to update tomorrow. :3 Promise. Maybe today if I'm not lazy. xD Which I am. So meh, who knows.

Oh, and my best friend left a review while I was typing this… check out her stories if you want! –pokes her stories- they're good. :p She's really an amazing writer.

6. Supporo – Nope, you're wrong. xD

Alright, done. xD

One last thing…

I'm posting one word that will relate to next chapter. First person to post the meaning of the word gets a shout-out next chapter! xD Supporo doesn't count. Because she knows what it means.

Word for the next chapter… Schadenfreude!

:3 That's foreshadowing right there. ;)

~BellaCullen2312