The Search For Something More
Chapter 32 – Weeks Go By Like Days
Thank you all for the reviews last chapter. Like I said, it was one of the most difficult yet rewarding chapters I ever written. If you guys cried or were close to crying then I did my job, lol cuz that's what I wanted from that chapter, to go through all the range of emotions that Nathan and Haley were going through. I couldn't think of a more perfect way to introduce JLS. Writing the last chapter took a lot out of me, it sort of left me drained to write and plus Holiday stuff, work stuff and it was also my birthday, things were just so busy. I'm trying to get into the swing of writing again. Now last chapter took place 5 months after Jamie was born, this chapter will fill in the gaps of what happened in between and more. I wasn't planning on updating today but I figure this is my Christmas gift to everyone. Since it is Christmas too, I added a little something in here for the holiday season. I also recently updated Keep Bleeding. With this story wrapping up, I am going to devote all my attention to KB.
I hope you enjoy and please review! Merry Christmas !
James Lucas Scott – 3 weeks old
"Is the camera on?" Nathan asked outside his car.
"Yes." Lucas called out from the front door to Nathan's house.
"You sure?"
"Yes."
"I don't see the red light on."
"Because there isn't one."
"Damnit, I thought I told you to get a good camera."
"The camera's fine! Now would you get my nephew out of the car already!" Lucas called out.
Nathan turned around and opened the back passenger door. He took Haley's hand as she stepped outside.
"You got him?" Haley asked.
"Yeah I got him." Nathan replied as he removed the car seat from it's base.
"Ready?" Nathan asked as he lifted his baby boy out of the car. It's been three weeks since Jamie was born and he was now healthy enough to go home on his own now.
"Welcome home buddy." Nathan looked down as his sleeping son. Lucas was right next to him documenting the whole thing.
Stepping inside, Nathan lifted the car seat up high so his boy could see his surroundings, although his baby boy was still asleep.
Haley closed the door behind them and Nathan set the car seat on top of a nearby chair. As gently as he could, he started unbuckling the straps. Luckily for him, the time in the hospital helped him train for these sort of things. It was complicated at first but Nathan eventually got the hang out of it. Jamie grew and gained over 2 pounds since he was born but he was still tiny.
"Careful." Haley urged as Nathan took him from the car seat and lifted him in his arms. The motion finally woke their son. Jamie's blue eyes opened and his big eyes looked around, not used to his new surrounding.
"Hey baby, welcome home." Haley cooed. "I know this must look very confusing." Just then their son started crying and Nathan started rocking him back and forth.
"I think he needs to get changed." Nathan answered.
"Careful going up the stairs."
Nathan laughed, "Yes Hales." After three weeks, Nathan had gotten used to Haley's over protectiveness, shoot he felt the same way. Outside of the new parents and the nursing staff, no one got to really hold Jamie yet say for only a few minutes here and there.
Lucas ran up the stairs, making sure to capture every moment. Then he walked backwards into the nursery, making sure to record Jamie's first time entering his room. Settling him down on the changing table, Haley soon took over. Nathan didn't mind though. He only changed Jamie handful of times but he was always afraid that he'd break a limb or something. Jamie was still so small and fragile. The last thing Nathan wanted was to ever hurt his son.
Haley was preoccupied changing her son that she didn't take the time to notice all the changes to the room. She hadn't been back here since she had to give birth and Lucas and Nathan did a great job of getting it ready.
"Good job guys." Haley picked her son up and started rocking him band and forth and took in her surroundings. The place was bare before but now the crib had linens. The dresser was filled with clothes. There were a bunch of toys in the corner and the changing table was filled with diapers, wipes and everything else they needed.
"I mostly did everything." Lucas piped in.
"Don't listen to him." Nathan admonished and wrapped his arm around Haley. "Shouldn't you be filming?"
Haley giggled and noticed her son yawn. Jamie was content and happy to finally be changed. "Someone's tired." Haley commented as she walked towards the crib. Setting him down gently, little Jamie stirred for a moment, not liking the fact that someone wasn't holding him anymore. But he became comfortable in his new crib and fell fast asleep.
Lucas looked on from the other side of the room and recorded every minute. Even a blind man could see how happy Nathan and Haley were. His heart swelled at the sight before him, at the young couple so in love and in wonder of their new baby boy. Lucas still couldn't believe Jamie was alive. It was he who had to break the news to everyone and it was he, who choked on his words to tell his friends and family that Jamie didn't make it.
When he found out that he was alive, Lucas jumped for joy, as did everyone else. When the name was announced, Lucas found himself once again in tears but for a different kind. He was speechless and incredibly touched to know that Nathan and Haley named their son after him. Every time Lucas looked down on Jamie, he was filled with pride and Lucas hoped to be as good of an Uncle to Jamie as his own Uncle Keith was to him.
Turning his attention back to the young parents, Lucas suddenly felt like the outside looking in. While Lucas knew he was always welcomed at the Scott house and being best friends to Haley and now to Nathan. It amazed him how much Nathan relied on Lucas but it went both ways as well. Nathan and Haley were his best friends and he was touched and honored to be part of their small family. But Lucas knew it was time for him to go. This was a moment for the two of them to share together and privately and Lucas was happy to give it to them. Setting the small camcorder down. He walked over to Nathan and Haley. He glanced down and smiled at his sleeping nephew, "He gets cuter every day."
"It's cuz he gets his looks from me." Nathan added with a smirk.
"Funny cuz Jamie has blond hair, like his Uncle Lucas." Lucas smirked right back.
"Will you two ever stop?" Haley asked.
Nathan and Lucas looked at each other for a second then turned to Haley and shrugged. Haley could only laugh it off.
"Hey guys, I'm going to get going." Lucas announced.
"Already?" Haley asked.
"Yeah, besides you two are going to have a lot to do with this little one."
"Thanks Luke for all your help." Haley went to hug her best friend.
Lucas pulled back and turned to Nathan.
"Bye, dad."
"Say it again." Nathan smiled.
"What? Dad?"
"Yeah." Nathan nodded. "Sounds pretty good right."
"It's perfect little bro." The two pulled into a typical man hug.
Lucas turned on his heel to leave and stopped at the door way and took one last glance. Nathan had an arm wrapped around Haley's waist and the two were still ogling over their sleeping son. Lucas smiled, the widest smile he had since the last time he last saw the three of them together.
A week later. . . .
Still half asleep, Nathan turned to wrap his arms around Haley. When he felt nothing but cold sheets, his eyes went wide open and he sat up. He glanced at the clock and noticed it was 2:30 in the morning.
"Hales?" He called out softly as he rolled out of bed.
Two days after Jamie was brought home, Haley and Nathan gave in and just brought the crib over to their bed room, as well as their rocker. It was too much going back and forth between the baby's room and their room, especially when Jamie cried at night.
"Hey go back to sleep." Haley said softly as she put her now sleeping son back in his crib.
"I thought we agreed that tonight would be my shift." Nathan came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her. Haley instantly relaxed against his body.
"It's okay, I was already up."
"You know, it's okay to rest every once in a while." Nathan kissed her temple.
"Nathan, I'm fine."
"Hales, you barely got any sleep since Jamie was brought home. You need your rest."
"I can't sleep." Haley replied.
"Are you afraid something will happen if you do?" Nathan already knew the answer. He was careful in trying to bring it up because quite frankly, he was worried all the time too.
"Before my biggest fear was waking up and you wouldn't be here and now…"
"Now what?"
"Now I'm afraid, I'll wake up and find both of you gone."
"Hales, we aren't going any where .. Jamie can't even walk yet." Nathan tried to joke.
"I know I'm being silly but .. I can't help it. Before I couldn't wait to leave the hospital. Now it's just us, no nurses or doctors to help us out. What if something happens and we aren't around?"
"Hales, that's why we put the crib in our room." Nathan reminded her. "And Jamie is doing fine. You are doing a great job. Jamie and I are lucky to have you but you need your rest too babe."
Haley nodded, knowing Nathan was right.
"You were there when Jamie needed you the most.. when you held him and brought him back to us. He's here to stay Hales."
"You're wrong."
"Hales.."
"No, I meant when you said that I brought him back to life. We brought him back Nathan. You, me and the love we have for each other and for our son brought him back. When I married you and said that you make me brave, I never realized how true those words would be. You gave me the strength to get through those awful moments when we thought we lost Jamie."
Nathan kissed her and then shook his head. "Funny cuz I'm scared.. I'm scared all the time but when I look at you and Jamie, I just get this feeling that we're going to be okay."
"You're a wonderful husband Nathan Scott and an incredible father, you know that?"
"No, I don't but hearing you say it helps." He laughed. "Now come on, let's get you to bed."
James Lucas Scott – 2 months old
Haley stepped inside the house and dropped her bag and keys by the front steps. It was good to get out of the house and run some errands. It took some time but Haley was finally able to spend a few hours without her baby boy and not feel like the world was ending. She was about to call out Nathan's name when she spotted father and son on the couch, each of them half naked.
Haley smiled at the sight. Jamie was only in his diaper, lying flush against Nathan's bare chest. Nathan was still in his boxers from his boxers and his hair was just as disheveled as when she left him this morning.
"Busy morning huh?" Haley called out.
Nathan turned down the television and looked up at Haley.
"James and I are just doing some male bonding."
"Uh hu." Haley kneeled by the couch and gave both and son and husband a quick kiss. "You know we don't have to do kangaroo time anymore."
"I know but Jamie was fussy and he kept spitting up his milk every time I changed his outfit." Nathan held his son up so now he was sitting on his chest. "Besides, Jamie loves being with his dad."
Haley couldn't disagree. Jamie loved being in his dad's arms and it was Nathan who was usually able to put their baby boy to sleep. Haley knew first hand the warmth and security it felt to be wrapped around Nathan's strong arms. It seems her son knew this as well. Upon seeing his mama, Jamie instantly smiled and Haley reached out to grab him.
"Come on baby, let's find you a cute outfit to wear."
"I should probably get dressed too." Nathan stood up as well.
Haley eyed him up and down. Even though he wasn't playing basketball, Nathan still remained fit. He wasn't officially retired and he still played ball with Lucas when he could and exercised regularly. She wondered how he did it considering she was still trying to shed the her pregnancy pounds and it seemed half the time Nathan was sitting down on his lazy yet sexy, round, plush but.
"Actually, you look just fine." Haley winked at him and grinned before ascending the stairs with their son.
James Lucas Scott – 4 months old
Haley descended the stairs towards their finished basement slash home gym.
"49.. 50." Nathan grunted, his back against the bench press as he finished the last of his reps. Nathan took off his shirt and wiped the sweat from his brow with it.
"He's finally asleep." Haley held up the baby monitor in her hand and placed it on a nearby table, putting the volume on high in case Jamie started crying again. "Now, where were we?"
"You're up." Nathan pointed to the work bench.
"Nathan, I can't bench press all those weights."
"Of course not you goof, now come over here while I change the weights." Nathan started removing weights from the bar, surely Haley could bench press a couple of pounds. She already gets a work out from carry Jamie who was now a healthy and happy 14 pound baby.
"It's too heavy." Haley complained a minute later.
Nathan removed more weights.
"More." Haley urged.
"Babe, pretty soon, you're just going to be lifting the bar."
"Well the bar is pretty heavy."
Nathan sighed. He wondered why he agreed to help Haley with her exercise. He looked down at her and saw the cleavage from her tight sports shirt and her creamy legs that were on display thanks to her short shorts and he was reminded why.
"Come here to the mat, we'll do some sit ups."
Haley lied down and Nathan held her feet straight.
"Now you know the drill." Nathan ordered.
Haley nodded and took a deep breath. She placed her hands behind her head and started to lift herself up. Once she brought her face forward, Nathan's lips were right there waiting to kiss her for every sit up she accomplished.
"I like this work out." Haley commented.
"Me too." Nathan replied as he gave her another kiss.
"24…. (kiss) …. 25." Nathan kissed her one more time.
"Finally." Haley huffed as she lied down to catch her breath.
"Good job babe." Nathan gently rubbed the side of Haley's leg. The sight of Haley looking so flushed and the feel of her warm skin made Nathan lick his lips.
Pretty soon, his hand started roaming further.
"Hey, watch it, we're supposed to be working out." Haley warned, knowing where Nathan's mind was already heading.
"We are working out." Nathan smirked as he now placed both his hands on her thighs and spread her legs apart.
"Natha." Haley was about to admonish when she felt his hand brush up against crotch. The feel of his strong hands sent shivers down her body and pretty soon, she felt him slip a finger in her shorts.
Nathan licked his lips some more as he felt just how wet she was.
"Damn baby." Nathan said in wonder as his fingers started working their magic.
"Nathan.." Haley's breathing got heavy.
Nathan couldn't take it anymore and he yanked her shorts down and tossed it aside. He licked his lips and spread her legs wide. Without wasting another second, he leaned forward and started lapping up her juices.
"Nathan!" Haley moaned as she had her eyes closes and her mouth clenched. Nathan's magical hands never ceased to turn her on but her skillful tongue diving deep in her was driving her absolutely crazy. She was glad they were all the way downstairs and Jamie was sleeping in his crib upstairs so he wouldn't hear her cries. Nathan had a way of always making her vocal.
"Nathan!" She cried one final time as waves of pleasure coursed through her body. Nathan sat up and licked his lips, admiring the work he just performed. He was rock hard now and his length protruded prominently from his gym shorts. Nathan wasted no time in kicking off his shoes and pulling down his shorts and boxers in one swift motion.
Haley licked her lips at the sight of her sexy as hell husband. Their first few weeks of marriage found it difficult for them to be intimate with each other but once things settled down, they were able to fully enjoy the joys of married life.
Nathan lifted Haley's shirt and instantly kneaded her breasts. She grew at least a cup size since giving birth and Nathan loved all the new curves Haley had now developed. While Haley complained that she was still fat, Nathan thought the opposite. She had lost most of pregnancy pounds and thanks to Brooke's advice of applying lotion, Haley didn't have any visible stretch marks. She looked sexy as hell and she was all his.
Nathan started kissing a trail up from her belly button up towards her chest. He admired each breast with his tongue and sucked at each nipple. Haley squirmed underneath him, wanting more and needing more. Nathan's lips finally reached her mouth and Haley pulled him close to him. Nathan positioned himself at her entrance and without parting her lips, he entered her in one deep thrust.
"AHHH!" She tore his lips from him, the feeling of being connected as one, always overwhelming but incredibly pleasurable. Nathan wanted nothing more than to pound himself into her, as deep and as fast as he could but Jamie was asleep and these were the few times where they coukd take their time and enjoy the moment.
Haley didn't share Nathan's feelings as she pushed her hips towards him, wanting him to increase his pace. Nathan didn't give in though as he gave long, deep thrusts.
"I love you so much." Nathan muttered against her lips.
"Nathan.. please." She begged as her finger nails bore into his back.
Nathan let out a small growl and pretty soon, he was picking up the pace. Their bodies rocked in unison until it was all too much for Haley and she gave herself completely over to Nathan and let him have his way with her. He held a tight grip on her waist and moved in faster, quickly sending Haley over the edge.
"NATHAN!" She screamed his name and the feel of her muscles clenching around him finally had him going too.
"AHH!" Nathan grunted out as he shot everything he had in her.
Nathan collapsed on top of her but was careful to prop himself up on his elbows as to not completely crush her under his weight. Sweat poured from their bodies and they each took a minute to regain their breathes and their bearings.
"Is that what you call a work out?" Haley teased as she ran her hand through Nathan's slick hair.
"It is in my book. Besides, you know how much calories sex burns off." Nathan wiggled his eyebrows.
Haley laughed and kissed her husband. A moment later, she pushed him off her. "Go, you need a shower." She ordered.
"Only if you join me." Nathan held his hand out for her to take.
She took a look at the baby monitor and noticed that Jamie was still asleep.
"Let's go."
James Lucas Scott – 6 months old
Haley leaned back closer against Nathan and he just held her tighter. It was a little past 1 am Christmas Eve, now Christmas morning. They were both on the floor, with Nathan propped against the couch and the two just lied their amused at their baby boy who was currently enjoying the wrapping paper of the gifts he just received. Normally, they would be trying their best to put Jamie to sleep but tonight was a special night, the first night they spent Christmas together.
Haley had bought a ton of baby out fits for Jamie to wear and even Nathan had to admit that some of the outfits were just too cute for words. He imagined he grown a little soft over the past six months but one look at Jamie and he wondered how any one's hearts can remain cold. Even some of his former teammates who made the trip to Tree Hill to visit him were instantly taken by the young Scott.
"What're you thinking about?" Haley asked softly. Her husband had been awfully quiet as of late.
"You know how there are a handful of moments in your life that you know while it's happening you're going to remember for the rest of your life."
Haley tilted her head to look at him at him.
"I'm having one of those moments tonight. Right here with you and Jamie, by this fire and this tree and Jamie looking so happy just playing with the ribbons and wrapping paper instead of his actual gifts. I don't think I could feel any more happier than I am and then we have moments like these and I'm speechless."
"Just wait, you haven't even opened up my Christmas gift." Haley kissed his cheeks.
"While I'm sure I'll love it, I don't know if anything can top the gift that you gave me." Nathan nodded over to their son.
"This all feels so surreal." Haley smiled at Jamie was crawling on the floor and throwing the paper and ribbons around. "Last year, I was scared and pregnant. I didn't think I would end up here with you and our son and being a family. I'm happy you never gave up on us, no matter how hard I tried to push you away.
Nathan kissed the top of her forehead. "Can't say I didn't deserve it. I'm sorry for all the ways I hurt you."
"No more apologies." Haley squeezed his hands. "All the bad memories and the pain, it still brought us here.. to this place, to this night and to the most perfect Christmas I could've ever imagined."
Nathan smiled. "Merry Christmas." Nathan said softly.
"Merry Christmas." Haley replied back and the two shared a tender kiss.
Sensing his parents attention wasn't on him anymore, Jamie put the torn gift wrapping paper back down and crawled his way over to his parents. Nathan and Haley tore their lips from each other.
"Hey buddy." Haley lifted her son up.
"You enjoying your gifts." Nathan caressed his short blond hair.
Jamie just laughed and smiled and drool trickled down from the side of his mouth. Haley was right, Nathan thought. This was perfect. Absolutely perfect.
. . . . .
Nathan eyed the mistletoe in his hands and thought about all the clever placed he hung it around the house. He knew he didn't need an excuse to kiss his wife but the mistletoe did bring a holiday flare to it. It was still Christmas and he wondered where else he should put it, like above their bed or around his belt. Nathan smirked at the thought of having it placed there and his mind drifted off to a few days ago when Haley was helping him work out. It was he who was doing sit ups with Haley helping him keep his feet steady. Pretty soon it turned into her head between his legs and bobbing up and …. Nathan shook his head and put the mistletoe back down. There were people over his house and his pants were getting way to tight for his liking.
He needed something to deflate his hard on and looking into the living room and seeing Peyton and Brooke trying to dress his son in ribbons and bows did just that. Everyone was over their house this year for Christmas.
"What're you guys doing?" Nathan lifted his son up and removed the offensive decorations.
"We're just playing dress up." Brooke rolled his eyes.
"He's not a doll." Nathan replied. "Come on Jimmy Jam, I think someone needs to get changed." Nathan padded Jamie's diaper, sensing that it was wet.
"Boo, you're no fun." Peyton pouted but Nathan ignored her and made his way to Jamie's room to change him.
"Bring Lucas here, I'm sure we can dress him up." Peyton called over to Brooke.
"Actually, I wouldn't mind unwrapping that." Brooke eyed Lucas from across the room.
"Brooke!" Peyton laughed.
"Sorry but Lucas is looking really hot tonight." Brooke took her mind out of the gutter.
"Then why don't you do something about that." Peyton suggested.
"Maybe I will." Brooke agreed and got up and made her way over to Lucas.
"Hey Brooke." Lucas smiled.
"Hey Broody, would you look at that mistletoe." Brooke pointed up and before Lucas could look up, Brooke had already grabbed a hold of Lucas' face and brought his lips to hers.
"Merry Christmas." Brooke winked. Lucas looked up and saw no mistletoe and just smirked wider.
. . . . . .
"Brooke, these outfits are so cute." Haley held them up against Jamie.
"No problem. Some of these are from my new lines, Baby Brooke." Brooke smiled.
"Baby Brooke, that's scary." Nathan commented and Haley elbowed him.
"Next up, Lucas." Nathan announced and opened the small box for Jamie.
"Oh Luke, these are wonderful!" Haley smiled. They were some original early editions of classic kids books like Charlie Brown and Dr. Seuss.
"Books really?" Nathan replied bluntly.
"Dude, these are classics."
"Dude, I can get them on my iPad." Nathan replied back.
"Nathan, stop. It's the thought that counts." Haley admonished.
"Yeah, Luke, next time think harder." Nathan smirked and his smirk was quickly wiped away when Haley smacked him behind the head.
"These are all great gifts. Thank you so much everyone." Haley announced and then handed her son over to Nathan. "Play nice."
"As long as you're naughty later." Nathan winked.
"Count on in." Haley winked back and headed towards the kitchen. It was time for her and her mom to prepare their Lydia's famous chicken dupling soup. The dish was mostly prepared, they just needed to put everything together and heat it up. It tasted much better fresh.
"Was that really necessary?" Lucas said in disgust as he took Jamie from Nathan's arms.
"Your gifts were fine Luke and in 3-4 years when Jamie can read, I'm sure he'll find it as boring as I do."
"Idiot." Lucas rolled his eyes. "But I wasn't talking about the books."
"Luke, Haley and I have sex. How do you think we got Jamie?"
"I try to think it was divine intervention." Lucas shook his head. "Anyways, did Haley like the concert tickets you got her?"
"Yeah, although I think I might have to bring ear plugs if I have to sit through a Chris Keller concert." Nathan shook his head. He still didn't know what the big deal with that guy was. Either way, thanks to Alex, he was able to get box seats.
"What did Haley get you? She never told me."
"It was a box with a pair of red heals and a santa hat inside." Nathan replied.
Lucas looked at him confused.
"That's what I said until we went to bed and I found Haley lying in bed wearing that .. and only that." Nathan smirked.
"Oh that's just gross."
"It's called sex Luke, you should try it sometimes. It looks like you need it. Try Brooke, she looks like she might give it up. Give Jamie a cousin to play with instead of a book." Nathan laughed while Lucas continued to glare at him and reached out to punch him.
. . . . .
"Julian, thank you so much for the gifts." Haley held the phone close to her ear. "Is it still raining in LA?….. I know the weather has been crazy but it's only just been cold here in Tree Hill, they say there might be some snow showers tonight… And so when can we see the finished version of the documentary?… Cool let us know .. Okay I have to go. Merry Christmas again. Ok, thanks. Bye." Haley put her phone away.
"How is Julian?" Lydia asked.
"He's good. He's still busy on that documentary I was telling you about. The one he filmed last month when he was in town."
"I heard. Is he almost done?"
"Almost, he says he still has a few more people to interview."
"I'm sure it'll turn out great. So many people have asked me about your story, it's great that you're going to share it with the world."
"I just hope I don't look fat on camera."
"Honey please, with the way you're looking, I'm surprised Nathan hasn't dragged you upstairs.. again." Lydia quipped.
"Mom!" Haley admonished as she went back to preparing the soup.
Lydia just laughed as she picked up an over sized spoon. "Now this has always been a two person recipe." Lydia announced as she slowly stirred the batter.
"I miss your soup mom." Haley smiled as she continued to put some of the ingredients into the big pot.
"Your dad also loved the soup but lord I couldn't get that man into the kitchen to help me."
"I remember." Haley smiled. "I'm so glad you were able to spend Christmas with us mom."
"I just wish the rest of your siblings were here."
"I know stupid snow storm." Haley sighed. "Julian just told me how it's been non-stop rain in LA and snow everywhere else. Oh well, everyone should be here by tomorrow night. Even Deb's flight got delayed too."
"How is Deb?" Lydia asked.
"She's good. Her rehab is doing well, she hasn't lapsed in months and she absolutely adores Jamie. Having Nathan and Jamie back in her life has helped her out a lot."
"Have them in your life has helped too."
"I couldn't imagine my life with out them." Haley smiled.
"I'm so happy for you dear."
"Thank you mom and for the first time in a long time, I'm happy for me too."
Lydia sniffled and her hand shook as she stirred the batter.
"Mom?" Haley asked concerned.
"You know the trick is to stir the batter slowly." Lydia tried to regain her composure.
"Mom, your hands are shaking. Are you okay?"
"I'm fine dear. Just getting a little emotional that's all."
"You sure?"
"Yeah."
"Mom, you're not fooling anyone, especially me."
Lydia opened her mouth to speak but words failed her.
"It's back isn't it?" Haley asked softly.
Lydia nodded. "My cancer has returned."
To Be Continued . . . .
ps, I hate to say but most likely next chapter will be the last. There might be two more chapters left but I basically wrote everything I wanted to already. I had a blast writing this and I hope you enjoyed. Merry Christmas again and please review !