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On with thee chappy!!!!
Previously on Broken Moonlight (hahaha)
Bella 1 Tanya 0. I thought to myself as I strode out the cafeteria doors, listening to the high pitched shriek of Her Royal High-Arse.
Don't you just love lunch time?
I made my way to my next class, history, with some sort of air of confidence. I don't know what caused me to act so justified in the cafeteria, but I was just sick of all the snickers and stares people were sending me. I knew that saying things like that to Tanya would cause an uproar around the school and I would probably be laying in a coffin chained in silver in some abandoned house (AN I've been watching a lot of True Blood lately. It's good) if I didn't watch my back.
I walked into the history class and saw Miss Cramn setting up. Noticing me enter she straightened up quickly and mumbled a quick good afternoon before making up some excuse about needing to get the janitor to plug in the TV.
"Can anyone else smell bullshit around here?" I mumbled quietly to myself
"I can." A velvety voice joked from behind. A voice I knew all to well.
"That's only because you're covered in it." I snapped without turning around.
I felt a strong tug on my wrist and whipped around, taking my hand out of Edwards tanned grasp. "I thought I made it clear. Do not touch me!" I spat at him. The class was beginning to file in, and, of course, they were watching intently with eager eyes.
"Yeah you did. But you just called my girlfriend a skank and that doesn't do well for you." He replied with just as much venom.
I was shocked at how cold his voice was. Obviously seeing the surprise in my eyes, Edward turned his back and made his way to his seat without another glance at me.
I could see some kids still hanging around my desk so pushing them out of my way, I made myself over.
Just then Miss Cramn came back in the room, without the janitor, surprise surprise.
She called the class to attention and everyone sat down.
"Girls and boys today we have a new student joining us…could everyone please welcome…Jake? Jacob!" (AN this is a BxE story. But we need jakeypoo. Don't hate me.)
Everybody looked up to see a ridiculously tall, Native American boy. His long dark hair was tied back with a rubber band. His nearly black eyes scanned the class. Noticing me he flashed me an incredible smile and turned back to the teacher.
"Right well, you can take a seat…over…hm" Miss Cramn told him looking around for an empty seat. Deliberately scanning over the empty seat next to me. Jacob noticed her averting gaze and pointed to the chair next to me.
"There's a spot there, Miss" He pointed out. With reluctance Miss Cramn sent him over to the desk. I looked up as I heard him pull the chair out.
"Hey" He said calmly. Poor Jacob's gonna have to learn the hard way not to bother me.
Looking at him I nodded my head and turned back to my notepad.
"Do you not talk?"
I shrugged at him.
"Right…Hey cool photo!" He exclaimed diving into my pencil case to pick up a small photo of me and Sarah at the beach. It was taken by Charlie last year when the weather was actually good enough for a trip to the beach. Sarah had ice-cream all over her mouth and was trying to push mine in my face while I grinned hugely into the camera. Without thinking I snatched the photo off of him and shoved it in my pocket. I'd forgotten it was in my pencil case.
As furious as I was, I couldn't lash out at him like I would anyone else. He must've noticed the hostility in my eyes though, as he shrunk ever-so-slightly into his chair.
"Is she in this class?" He inquired, looking around at all the faces. Faces that were turned in our direction, watching.
I glared at them all one by one and they quickly turned around back to there partner to talk about god knows what.
"No." I answered shortly to his question. There was something about Jacob that was easing my anger that pulsed through body usually that gave me courage to talk.
"Oh, where is she? What's her name? You two seem like besties." He smiled innocently at me. I wanted to feel angry, I did. But Jacob was new. Of-course he wouldn't know about me or Sarah. Instead of anger I felt guilt, sadness, and pain. Recognising the tears that had sprung into my eyes I turned away from him to my book. I ignored him for the rest of class, until the final bell.
Gathering my books I looked to see Jacob looking at me curiously. It's better if he hears it from me, right? I thought to myself. Right.
Speaking up for the first time in an hour, I answered his questions.
"Her name was Sarah. She was my best friend. She's not in this class, or any class for that matter, because she died."
And with that I walked out of class before the tears could start again. I should've known though with my luck, I shouldn't have spoken so soon.
Running out to the parking lot, I saw a bench near an old oak tree.
Sitting down on it and leaning my back on the tree's trunk I traced patterns in the wood. I grabbed the photo out of my pocket and allowed myself to remember.
"Sarah! No!" I shrieked, laughing.
"What?! You love ice-cream!" She chuckled.
We were running through the sand at a beach in Seattle while Charlie was happy taking pictures of seagulls and the horizon with his new bulk camera.
Sarah quickly caught up with me but I was too quick for her. Turning around quickly I shoved the ice-cream cone she was holding outstretched to me in her mouth. Shrieking she jumped away from the cold touch wiping the back of her hand on her mouth.
"Score! Whoop! Whoop!" I danced my victory dance. Jumping away from her I fell backwards into the ocean and began splashing and swimming on my back. She laughed and jumped into the water beside me singing a Little Mermaid song.
"I wanna be where the people are!
I wanna see, wanna see them dancing.
Walking around on those…what do you call 'em? Oh! Feeeeeeeeeeet!"
She laughed and sang in her melodic voice. Sarah and I were in the school choir and both good singers. Next year we are going to get signed with a high producing record company and travel the world in our private jet, while fans scream, our names at concerts and designers give us free clothes and bags. Of course this was mainly Sarah's dream, but I couldn't help wishing for similar things.
I sat up and sang the next verse. How I knew it? I have no idea, but I don't care.
"Flippin' your fins you don't get too far!
Legs are required for jumping, dancing.
Strolling along down the …what's the word again? Streeeeeeeet!"
I burst into a round of giggles as Sarah did her best fish impersonation.
I heard Charlie calling us from his towel and jumped out of the cold water. I saw Sarah's ice-cream laying down in the sand and grabbed it quickly, hiding it behind my back. As Sarah was coming out of the water, complaining about sand in her red and black bikinis I walked up to her and pushed the ice-cream cone in her face once again.
"Suck! Take that, whore!" I laughed hysterically at her face. Even with sand coated ice-cream all over her face, she still managed to look gorgeous. But the shock in her eyes was priceless.
"That's it! You dog! You haven't experienced the wrath of Sarah Kate Wingate!" She mocked, fake betrayal and anger dripping from her voice.
Before she could do anything to me I ran off.
"You ain't gonna touch my precious, desirable face or body baby! Everyone knows I'm queen!" I shouted in a fake high pitch voice.
"Oh Belly-boo, I thought I told you to stop worshipping Tanya and her minions!" She joked. "I'm hurt you would even think I could be around her Rah!" I retorted, using her most hated nickname.
When Sarah's little sister was just learning to talk a couple years ago, she couldn't pronounce Sarah properly, so resorted to the name of Rah. For months all of us, including her parents, called her Rah and she hated it.
Sarah ran up to Charlie quickly and grabbed the ice-cream he was holding and ran back to me trying to push it in my face. Of course, because I'm so far more intelligent then her walnut brain she managed to get a small smudge on my cheek.
"Noooo!! My face! You monster! You like totally just ruined my foundation!" I joked. Grabbing the ice-cream off her and running to Charlie where he was happily taking action shots of our small dispute. Sarah still hadn't wiped of the ice-cream and was still fighting with me as I smiled into the lens. I looked at Sarah curiously. She was hardly struggling with me anymore. I noticed her throwing side glances at Charlie and finally understood what she was thinking. Charlie had just stood up from putting his big arse camera in it's carry bag when he was attacked.
"What on earth?!" He yelled, looking down at his ice-cream splattered chest while Sarah and I fell on the floor, dying of laughter.
"You girls are horrible!" He teased.
Before I could realise what was happening, I was lifted into the air by two strong and must I add hairy arms.
"Let me down! Char—Dad!!!" I shrieked, looking at Sarah for help. Before she could do anything Charlie pointed at her with a foolish grin on his face. "You're next." He warned her as she gulped and sprinted off to the water. Next thing I knew I was being thrown into the lap pool nearby…
I relived the memory at some points crying, sometimes smiling.
I looked down at the photo and put it carefully back in my pocket. Looking at my watch I saw there was only a few minutes left of school. I'd been out here for nearly an hour.
Getting up from my seat on the bench I grabbed my bag and walked out of school grounds. I was 5 minutes away from the school when I heard a car behind me. Whipping around I saw an old Toyota Corolla. Not recognising the car before I peeked curiously into the drivers window. There sat Jacob from my class before. He wound down the window and beckoned me closer. Cautiously I took a few steps forward towards him.
"Hi." He said. I just nodded once again.
Sighing he unbuckled his seatbelt and stepped out of the car. "Look I know you are not a mute. Why won't you speak?" Shocked by his outburst I gasped, then the coward I am, just shrugged.
"Right, well…I'm really sorry about your friend Sarah. I swear if I'd have known I wouldn't have done that. I'm sorry." He rushed his words. He was uncomfortable standing here talking to me. Just like everyone.
"Yeah. I have to get home. Bye" I mumbled before turning and walking down the road.
There was no response from Jacob and after a moment I heard his tires pulling away from the curb and turned around to see his bumper disappearing into the distance.
It was only after a few minutes when I heard heavy footsteps behind me and an angry, shrill voice shouting out cuss words. Recognising the voice I turned around to come face-to-face with Tanya.
It was only a matter of time. I thought to myself.
"What took you so long?" I smiled innocently at her.
"I'll kill you! Bitch, I'm gonna kill you! Then I'll get Daddy to sue your whole family, you-you-you…" She screamed at me, searching for the right word. "You emo!" She yelled.
"Gosh I'm insulted Tanya. Am I not big enough in your life for you to find a proper insult?" I mocked, heavy sarcasm in my voice.
"ARGH!" She screamed.
I tried to hide my wince from the loud shriek that deafened my ears.
"Look Tanya, you may kill me, but it's never gonna change the fact that you're a skanky whore who everyone hates. Besides you will most likely break a nail if you fight me, and we don't want that do we?" I heard someone chuckle quietly behind her and looked over her shoulder to see the one and only Edward Cullen trying to disguise his laughs with a cough. I glared at him before turning back to Tanya.
"You brought Cullen to do your dirty work?" I scoffed incredulously. This bitch doesn't get any more real does she?
"Why not? He cleaned off your other skank." She said sharply.
I was confused by her words. "What do you mean 'cleaned off'?" I asked suspiciously.
"Well it didn't take much for him to kill your 'friend' what's it gonna take for him to kill you?" She rattled off.
"What?" I murmured, staring at Edward. Noticing my questioning gaze he acted quickly and grabbed Tanya by the wrist. "C'mon baby, leave this for another time. We need to go back to mine and study…" He spoke quickly trying to get away from me.
"No. What does she mean you killed my friend?!" I spoke directly at Edward. He was trying to avoid my gaze but at least he wasn't running away just yet.
"Oh for Christ sakes, how dumb are you really Isabell?!" I ignored the fact she got my name wrong and tried to find the answer in her words.
"Really, it doesn't take a genius to figure this out. Don't you know Eddie was the one who crashed into your car? God, do you suffer from memory loss aswell?" Tanya said in her high pitched nasal voice. I pushed her out of the way, my anger and disbelief taking over my actions.
"What!? Tell me it's not true!" I shouted at Edward. He just started backing away slightly, not even bothering to acknowledge his girlfriend sitting on the floor rubbing her elbow.
"Well…I…She's right…" He mumbled reluctantly.
It seemed like the universe had stopped, time halting with it.
A red blur shifted into my eyesight and I could feel my face becoming red with anger.
Everything suddenly clicked into place then. Edward was the drunk driver. Edward killed Sarah. He is the reason my best friend is dead.
"You fucking JERK! How DARE YOU! YOU ARSEHOLE! Oh my god, oh my god. You KILLED HER!" I screamed at him.
He was unsuccessfully backing away from me now, but I was one step ahead of him. I lurched forward and gripped his shirt, pushing him against the brick wall as he tried to squirm under my grip.
I was surprised at my sudden strength but didn't loosen my grip on him.
"You're a crazy bitch! Let me go you psychopathic whore!" He screamed at me
"Fuck you! I hope you fucking die you son of a bitch! ARGH!" I screamed. The anger wasn't subsiding but I could feel the depression coursing through me at the same rate, nearly overpowering my rage. I released my grip on him and let him stumble to the ground.
"You bitch, don't even touch me again. You're mental!" He yelled at me from his half crouch, rubbing his head.
"Go to hell." I spoke with as much venom and hate I could muster and then ran. I punched the wall next to me before shrieking with my pure hate for Edward before taking off into a sprint.
I remembered I'd left my bag before but pushed myself to run faster anyway, letting out a shriek or a shout every few moments and letting my rage out on the forest floor as I pounded the ground with heavy feet.
I had no clue where I was going, but one thing I knew for sure was I wasn't going back anytime soon. I stopped my sprint, to catch my breath and leant on an old willow tree for support.
"Fuck Tanya. Fuck Jacob. Fuck Edward. Fuck them all. I hate them!" I yelled to no-one but the empty woods. Diving into my pocket I found the photo of me and Sarah and collapsed onto the forest floor. Hysterical sobs escaped my throat before I broke down and just sat there, crying. Crying for Sarah. Crying for my anger. Crying for my hurt. I sat there for hours just crying, and even after all that time, my tears still hadn't slowed, nor had they quietened. I lay down with the picture cradled to my chest, and fell into a deep and dreamless sleep.
For now.
And that's the end of a rather depressing chapter.
This is a long chapter (6 pages long in MicrosoftWord!) but it's my gift for you. Hopefully this will please you enough to forgive me.
This week my best best best best friend ever, Sarah louise alice wingate (snicker), who I only see around 5 times a year because of the depressing fact that she doesn't live in my town anymore ]': , is coming to stay with me for a bit. :[)
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