This is the scene where I die. I won't make it dramatic, but I don't deserve to go peacefully either.
For this death will hurt my family.
It will deprive people of the truth.
But I'm worthless, and I can't hold back my emotions anymore.
I know it's selfish, but honestly, they are better off without me.
A few words, though, they deserve that. Yes, a note. Just like predicted from victims of suicide.
Their last mark on the world, simple, slight, small, but sealed with the last tear. Preserved forever, in pain, in love.
My Family, Zack, Angela, Jack, Cam, Sweets, Max, Russ, Parker, Booth.
Thank you for your support through the years. Thank you for seeing through the walls, the bitter, and the coolness.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for teaching me what love is, and how to love.
Don't take this personally. I am just not capable of compartmentalizing, any longer.
All of your happiness at some point has relied on one of my lies.
And I'm temped to tell you, to prove to you, just how much I love all of you.
But that would destroy you. My lies, though few, are big.
I can't tell you.
I can't hide it.
I need you to know. I'm falling apart.
That's why I must leave- before your love fades, before you realize my truth and the truth of the universe.
Angela, there is nothing you can do to stop this, so please don't blame your self. I love you much more then you will ever know. I'm sorry I wasn't the best friend you deserve.
Zack, you are my inspiration, and you are truly the King of the Lab. You are irreplaceable. I love you. I'm sorry I couldn't save you.
Jack you are passionate and worthy of Angela. I can't think of anyone better for her. I love you. I'm sorry I didn't help you through everything the Grave Digger did to us.
Doctor Sweets thank you for guiding Booth and I through the hardships of our relationship. Yes, you were right, I love him. Doctor Sweets, Lance, I love you. I'm sorry I disrespected you, I'm sorry I doubted you. You saw through us, and I didn't you any credit.
Cam, you get your job back, official boss. You accepted my terms, and I am forever grateful. I love you. I'm sorry I was mean to you in the beginning.
Dad, I know that taking my own life will make everything you've done in vain. I'm sorry I didn't fight. I'm sorry I couldn't spend my last day with you, but then you would know, know what I was planning. I'm sorry, Daddy, sorry that I'm broken. I love you- despite our past so please know that in the least. The truth is, I never stopped being your little girl.
Russ, you are my brother, and you've always been there, in my metaphorical heart. I'll miss you, and your family. I'm sorry I pushed you away. I love you. One wish? I want a grave next to Mom. Polo.
Parker. You may be young, but you are wiser than I, at times. You the center of my family and the common denominator in my life. You keep my young. You keep my heart lighter. You are like an angel. I'm so proud of you, of all that you know, of your zest for life. I'm sorry I won't see you grow up. I'm sorry you won't see how truly proud I could have been of you. You are an amazing boy, Parks, and I love you. You'll understand someday.
Booth. I don't know what I can say. You already know each and every fold in my heart. You already know why I'm doing this, more then anyone else can, though I trust you won't tell. We've never said these words, and you've made it clear you don't want to, anymore. However I can't bring myself to leave you, with out telling you. I love you. I'm in love with you. Yes, it hurts. More then I ever thought it could. But I can survive this. No, that's not why I'm leaving. Just think of it as a vacation, Booth. Just this time, instead of joking that I'm not coming back, I'm actually not. Don't lose hope. You're a white knight, bound by chivalry. Stick by Hannah. She loves you, more openly then I ever can, or could. She doesn't need saving, just someone to hold on to. You can do that, can't you? Hold on.
Bones. Doctor Temperance Brennan. Joy. Bren. Doctor B. Sweetie. Tempe. Doctor Brennan.
