Sorry its been so long. So here is the 5th Chapter. Its quite short.
Rose's POV
It's been two weeks since we started the process and the Doctor believes it's nearly complete. I'm glad that's it might be over soon because the Doctor was right. The process is very painful. Sometimes I don't want to get out of bed. I try not to complain too much because I know it causes the Doctor pain to see me hurt. He pumps me with morphine for most of the time so I'm away with the fairies at the best of times. Sometimes I go to sleep worried that this is all a dream and that the Doctor never came back to tell me he loved me but then the pain starts and I know that if this was a dream the pain wouldn't be this bad.
I like the order in my life at the moment. I wake up after morphine induced sleep then make my way to the lab and get the first injection of the day. Couple painkillers then go have breakfast. I go back to bed because I feel tired while the Doctor floats around fixing the TARDIS and checking on me regularly. Sometimes he lands in a quiet place where I can just relax which is nice.
Though the TARDIS is so big it gets a bit boring after a while. Then in the afternoon I eat again and before I go to sleep for the night I get a double dose of injections because the Doctor says it works best at night. Doing the simplest movement like walking or shifting my position sometimes causes a sharp pain in my chest like cramp but much worse. Usually I'll double over biting my tongue wishing it to go away. Any exclamation and the Doctor will come running. I know it's not necessary to keep him away but I hate to see him when I'm in pain because I know it causes him pain.
I ring Mum every other day just to see how she is doing. I'm scared of how different I'll be when I see her again. Would she notice the difference? Who am I kidding, of course she'll notice, she's my mother. Jackie never misses anything when it comes to me. I'm her only daughter for Christ's sake.
Walking to my room with a cup of nice hot tea in my hand I wonder what the Doctor is up to; probably fixing some other part of this ancient ship of his. Stopping at the door way I look in at my room. It's the same since I first came here with the other Doctor. There is stuff everywhere, but I manage to keep the floor around my bed quite clean. I like the mess, it's me. Navigating my way to my bed the room spins. Doubling over I grab the end of the bed for some stability but the floor jumps up to meet me.
"Doctor." I whisper knowing that even with his hearing he won't be able to hear me. As the darkness consume me I wonder if the last thing that I'll ever see is my cup of tea seeping away into the carpet around me.
So enjoy that? Its a bit slow really isn't it. Well next chapter should be interesting and i will want your opinion.
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