A/N: hey guys...this was a hard chapter to write(no pun intended).Again there's no beta and I own nothing but the mistakes.

Chapter 2:So I guess you're my boyfriend

"Do you want something to eat,drink?" He asked when we got to Jason's.I didn't eat much at the restaurant but food was the last thing on my mind right now.I hadn't been here much even when our parents were alive we spent more time at Grans,this place looked completely different.A shelf where all the books used to be was replaced with Jason's DvD's .There used to be a rug on the livingroom floor,I remembered spilling juice on it when I was five. "Ok there Stackhouse?" Eric said pulling me to the present.

"I'm ok...Eric when I thanked you I didn't mean to cause all that drama I'm sorry." He sat next to me and I took off my painful shoes.

"You have nothing to apologize for Sook as much as I hate to admit it,my father is right.I need to accept some responsibility and I want truth is I have an Idea of what I want to do but I'm too scared to make a move." Eric admitting he was scared was like Gran not going to church on sunday it just didn't happen.

"You're the most confident person I know.I'm sure whatever you want to do you'll be great at it." He smiled at me and started kissing me again but slower this time and I started getting this strange tingle all over again.

"Eric?" "Hmm?" "Just because I'm with anyone doesn't mean I'm not in love..." He raised his eyebrow and I knew that I would have to explain what I just said.

"What are you saying here Sook?" What was I saying? God this isn't the time for me to say this but I can't keep it in. "Eric I lo... I love you." I said it now I could go crawl under a rock and die.

"I love you too." What! "I love you Sookie." I didn't think I just jumped on him and kissed him with what I hoped was passion.

"Eric I want to..I want you to be my first." I felt my face flush and he backed off.

"I don't think we should tonight Sook." I moved to get off of him but he held me in place. His thumb brushed my bottom lip. "We just went from admitting our mutual attraction to admitting our love,as much as I want to." He said looking me up and down,making me squirm. "I think we should wait." This was a different Eric than what I was used to,cautious and careful but I knew what I wanted and waiting wasn't it.

I climbed on his lap unbuttoning his shirt. "You keep this up Sookie and I won't be able to stop myself." He said with an intense stare,he was breathing heavily and rubbing my sides.

I looked him in the eye with as much confidence as I could muster "I don't want you to stop.I want you to make love to me." I wasn't scared Sookie,I was excited but nervous and hopefully Eric couldn't tell about the nervous part.I waited for an answer and I got it when he scooped me up and layed me down on his giant bed."I'll be right back." He left the room and I took that opportunity to look around,the walls were painted sea blue and the room almost empty except for the bed I was on.

I took my dress off and get under the covers.I waited nervously until he came back fully dressed I might add. "Why'd you leave?"

"To get these." He said holding a box of condoms.I gulped audible and Eric took off his shirt and pants clumsily and I started gigging,I couldn't help it.

"I'm trying to seduce you here Stackhouse and you're killing it." He said completely serious which only made me giggle more.

"I'm sorry but you're doing a terrible job." I laughed again until Eric started walking toward me in just his underwear with 'Mr. Happy' trying to escape.I wasn't until then that wasn't just gorgeous he was beautiful,that was the only word to describe someone like sat him. He sat down next to me and looked nervous.

"I've never had sex with someone I was in love with...I've never been in love it's new for me." "Eric we don't have to do anything if you don't want to." I said half-joking and laying my head on his shoulder.I lifted my head to look at him

"Lie back." He said it like a command with lust in his eyes.

I laid back as he 'commanded' and Eric laid next to me on his kissed me sweetly on the forehead then on the nose and finally on the kissed me on the lips. Eric took my bra off and dropped it on the floor and stared at my bare breats."You are so beautiful." He said bringing his palm to my left breast.I closed my eyes and moaned enjoying the feeling,when Eric stopped touching me and said "Sookie open your eyes,I want you to see everything."

I opened my eyes as Eric shifted so that he was on top of me I spread my legs and I felt his erection though his underwear and he brought his lips to my left breast as he palmed my right and then started to lower himself leaving trailes of wet kisses on my body.I felt his breath on my center through my panties."Watch me Sookie."

I proped myself up on my elbows,Eric had his thumbs hooked under my waistband and I lifted my hips so he could remove them and silently thanked Pam for talking me into regularly getting waxed,he took my left leg and hooked it on this shoulder.I watched mesmerized as he lowered himself on my wet core,I felt his tongue latch on to my clit and I instinctually closed my eyes gripping the sheets but then I remembered to keep watching.I was moaning and bucking my hips into his face and he put his hand on my stomach trying to keep me still.A second later I felt one of his long fingers from his free hand enter me.I felt the tiniest bit of pain but the pleasure help me ignore that he added a second and third finger into me and I felt myself being stretched.I also felt some kind of burning in my lower stomach.

Eric looked up at me with his fingers still pumping in and out."I love you Sookie." I sure as hell wasn't expecting him to say that in this moment.I also wasn't expecting the orgasm that ripped through my body,my eyes were shut and my mouth was open,making sounds I didn't think I could make.I felt my mind clear and I opened my eyes to see Eric had returned to his original spot next to me.

"Welcome back Stackhouse." He said giving me a wicked grin. I slapped his arm playfully,thankful that he was trying to make me feel comfortable. "We don't have to do anything else if you don't want to,I mean that was pretty fucking awesome." "Eric!" He laughed and I blushed.

"I mean it Sook." He did mean it and I seriously considered it for a second but then I looked at his straining underwear and knew something had to be done. He knew what I was thinking because he smiled and said. "Don't worry about that,what do you want?" "I want you in every way possible." I said feeling alittle embarrassed at my words.

"Okay." That was all he said getting up and taking his underwear off. He was bigger and thicker than I thought,I'm sure my face conveyed all the feeling I had.

He just smiled and said "Like what you see?" I rolled my eyes and smiled. He came back on the bed grabbing a condom,he looked at me while rolling it on himself.

I layed back again and tried to prepare myself for what was coming.(so to speak) Eric was hovering over me,holding his weight on his elbows,positioning himself at my entrance and slowly pushed in,while watching me.I put my legs around his waist and hands on his shoulders.I didn't feel any pain just stretching and then all of a sudden I felt ripping and I started to tear up from the brushed my tears away with his thumb and stopped moving. "I know it hurts-" he started. "Don't stop Eric I'm okay." He started to move again painfully slow and I mean painful.

I was moaning and panting. Eric kissed me and whispered words of encouragement in my ear and I started moving my hips started moving and my moans were becoming less from the pain and more from how good he felt inside of me.I started moaning his name over and over and he reached down between us to rub me closer to my release. After that my body was on autopilot,my hips were atleast,matching Eric thrust for thrust.I felt my walls clench around Eric and I shouted his name and came.

Eric was watching my face the entire time as he kept moving slowly this time.I opened my eyes and he was smiling at me,I smiled back and we kissed. He started to pick up the pace and I felt him swell inside of me and he came shouting my name with his head buried in my neck. We were both shaking and breathing heavy.

Eric pulled out of me and I felt empty. He threw away the condom and got back in bed pulling me close. "Do you know how amazing that was?" Our foreheads touched "This is the beginning Sookie,I'll love you forever." I felt tears and said "I love you." That was all I could say,I was so overcome with emotions I've never felt. We kissed lazily until we fell asleep in each others arms.I felt completely safe.

I woke up with Eric's arm over my waist and his right leg in between,he woke up soon after and smiled at me. "Morning Stackhouse." "Good Morning." He got up and it wasn't the only thing that was...up I mean.

I averted my eyes,"Sookie we had sex,I saw all of you and you saw all of me I think we're past the embarrasing part." He was very cheerful while he said that

"I guess." I mumbled. "I'm going to take a shower you want to join me?" He smirked.

"I...I think I'm going to make breakfast,Jason's not back right?" "Why,are you embarrassed?" He said smiling.

"He's not here he had a 'date'...I'll only be a minute." Eric kissed me on the forehead and went to the bathroom,the thought of Eric naked and soapy was alittle too much for me so I put Eric's old high school blue and white football jersey and I went to the kitchen.I loved to cook and I figured making breakfast would make me feel less like a babbling idiot.I looked in the regridgerator for eggs and instead I found those eggbeaters things,'gross' I thought, but I'll make it work.I found bacon,blueberries and pancake mix.

I was humming while the I was cooking because I felt truly relaxed although alittle sore from last nights activites.I was daydreaming about said activities when I felt a pair of hands around my waist. "I'm sorry sir but my boyfriend will be out of the shower any minute now and I don't think he'll appreciate some strange guy man handling me."

"You have a boyfriend huh?" He whispered in my ear and tightened his grip around my hips. His breath on my neck sent shivers through me "Such a pity...for me." He said'

I turned around to see him wearing gray sweatpants and a white short sleeve shirt. "You look really sexy in the jersey Stackhouse."

"Hush you,go sit down." I said patting his butt(my new favorite body part)

"Wow you made a feast Sook." He said mockingly.

"Just eggs,bacon and pancakes...well eggbeaters." I laughed.

"That's Jason's and the rest is from this girl Jason was seeing for about a week. Sophie-Ann,she did some food shopping a few days ago and Jason thought that meant it was time to break up."

"My brother,such a gentleman." I said setting down the food.

"Stackhouse?" He said with a raised eyebrow and a smirk.

"Northman?"

"You called me your boyfriend." Uh yeah did I say that outloud?

"Yeah?" I answered hesitantly.

"Does that mean you're my girlfriend?" He was smiling

"If you want me to be?" I asked insecurely.

"We said we love each other and we made love last night,I want to be with you." He held my hand and we ate in silence but it wasn't awkward,it felt comfortable.

I thought it was time for me to go home,Gran didn't know where I was, though I'm sure Pam did cover for us.

Eric reluctantly agreed "I think Sophie-Ann left some clothes if you want to change?"

I went into Jason's room and changed into sweatpants and a shirt.I didn't want to go,It was amazing how in only a few hours we were able to communicate everything we felt for each other.I got dressed and got into Eric's drove quietly with both of us smiling like idiots but my smile faltered when we pulled up to my house.I guess the gloomy feeling I had was noticable.

"Sook don't be sad,I'll pick you up and we can spend the entire summer together." He said in the car. I smiled and he kissed me. "I love you Sookie." "I love you too Eric."

I got out of the car and watched it until I couldn't see it anymore. He promised to call but that didn't go as planned soon after Eric left(I heard from Pam that he got into a terrible argument with his dad and went to Sweden to live with relatives.) Pam got a modeling contract and left LSU,so when I'd start I would be without my best friend;she promised to keep in touch but life got in the way very early.I cried every night missing both Pam and Eric it was the worst summer of my life. I thought I was never going to see Eric again, little did I know it would be seven years.

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