A/N: Hey guys! next chapter in Sookie 's pov. I accidentally put lemons in this chapter, Sookie made me do it.

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Chapter 9: Cirque Du Soleil

I walked out of the hospital and got into my car, it was a long day and I was ready to go home so I could wake up early to get Eric. My phone rang and it was Pam.

"Stackhouse don 't think I was going to let you go home without getting a few drinks into you." I wanted to argue, I was tired, I can 't be hungover tomorrow when I pick Eric up but I knew Pam would never fall for that so instead I said...

"Tell me where." She squealed and gave me directions to 'Muddy Waters' (Yes that was the name of the bar.)

I pulled into the little parking area and went inside, the place smelled like booze and smoke. I walked until I saw Pam 's blond pony-tailed hair and was surprised with what else I saw, Amelia, Jessica and Lafayette had joined her. It was like a bazaar sex and the city, the city being Shreveport. "Hey y' all, I'm glad you guys called me to be the designated driver." I joked.

"Uh uh suga' you is getting as fucked up as we are." Laf chimed in downing tequila shots. "That is except for our sweet Jessi here who got work bright and early. Jessica waved at me as I sat down. I noticed that Pam had her arm around Amelia and I can 't say that I was surprised by that.

"What happened to Tray?" I asked innocently.

"Tray has been giving me ultimatum, you know how much I hate that shit." She said leaning into Pam.

"Poor Ame she found a man that loves her." I said sarcastically.

"Well tonight Amelia 's found a women to love her." Pam winked and they got up to dance.

"I 'm getting mo' drinks, one gin and tonic ain 't gonna kill you girl." Laf said and I nodded.

"Just one." I warned and he went to get drinks, leaving me and Jessica sitting at the booth.

"Sookie you look great." I felt bad for Jessica she was trying to make me feel better and she had no idea that I felt great. Sure my ex tried to kill my boyfriend (and thank baby Jesus he didn 't) but I needed to confront those demons and with Eric, Amelia, Lafayette, Pam, Jason and now Jessica I could do just that. I only feared that they 'd get hurt trying to protect me like Eric had. I told all of this to Jessica who was nursing a beer trying desperately not to take a swig. "I 'm such a light drinker, I really just wanted to hangout with y' all. I 've been spending so much time on work and being with Hoyt, don 't get me wrong I love him do death, it 's just I 've never really had girlfriends." She said sweetly.

I put my arm around her and said. "Well now you have four, I count Lafayette, he would get insulted if you didn 't." I laughed.

An few hours later it was 3 in the morning and I was exhausted. Pam left with Amelia, Jessica was taking Lafayette drank for the both of us and could barely stand, she offered to drive me too but I politely declined. I drove back to Amelia 's using me spear key and Ameila wasn 't there but Tray was.

"Hey." I said walking in the front door.

"I know it 's late or early... whatever, where is Amelia.?" She out somewhere haveing sex with Pam. I thought.

"A few of us went out for drinks and she 's driving helping a friend home." I lied.

"Sook you suck at lying but I appreciate you trying to spear my feelings." He said sadly as he walked out of the house. He turned to me. "I heard about what happened, if that guy comes around here me and my boys got you and Eric 's back, ok?" Don 't do that. Don 't be sweet, especially when I lied through my teeth and you caught me.

"Thanks Tray I appreciate that, I 'll tell Ame you stopped by?" I asked.

"Don 't, it 's alright." He said and he left.

Geez it was a long night. I took a shower, brushed my teeth and washed my face and fell asleep as soon as my face hit the pillows I was out like a light.

The next I woke up and looked at the clock and it was 12 in the afternoon. Oh shit! I was supposed to pick Eric up at 10. I thew on a red button down sweater and blue jeans. Put my hair in a messy bun, got my boots and headed out the door. By the time I 'd gotten to the hospital it was 1 and I slowly walked in to see my poor Eric sitting right outside the hospital in a wheelchair. "I 'm so sorry." I said kneeling down.

He smiled at me and I kissed him. I help him fit into my car, with was difficult with the sling over his arm and bandaged ribs. "You look beautiful Sookie." He said brushing some of the hair that had fallen from the bun.

"They must have you on some pretty heavy drugs, I didn 't sleep and I 'm wearing zero make up, I 'm sure I look like something from 28 days later." I laughed and he rolled his eyes. " I had a drink with Laf and the girls and we didn 't back until 3 but I only drank one." I said.

"You 're a grown wome Sookie you don 't have to check in with me about everything and who are the girls?" He said. With Quinn I had always had to 'check in' and doing anything my way wasn 't even up for discussion. Everything was completely opposite with Eric.

"Oh you know, Pam, Amelia and Jessica." I saw his face light up when I mentioned Jessica.

"Jessica? Jessica was in a bar?" He said smiling at me.

"Yes she was and don 't give her crap for it, she 's been very sweet to both us." I grabbed his hand we laced our fingers together.

"I wouldn 't dream of it my love, I 'm just glad that you 're all getting along although, I 'm not she should be getting along with Pam too well, if you know what I mean." He waggled his eyebrows and I laughed.

" I don 't think she has to worry about that, Pam seemed to be pretty smitten with Amelia." Eric 's eyebrows shot up and I suppressed a giggle.

We got to his house and I helped him out and in his house. "Take me to bed Sookie." He said innocently but his were filled with amusement and lust.

"Don 't think that because you 're hurt I 'm going to give you sympathy nookie." I said looking serious but joking alittle.

"Believe me I know." I knew he was joking but I felt self- conscious, sure we 'd only really been officially together a few weeks but he was my first and Eric and I were no regular couple. I wondered what he got tired of waiting of just kissing enough to get worked up and then me pushing him away. As if he could read my thoughts he said. "I 'm not complaining, I told you we do this at your pace. The fact that we love each other and aren 't afraid to admit it is a miracle." I laughed and stood on my tip toes to kiss him, the boots giving me some height so he didn 't have to lean down much. Then we heard giggles... uh oh!

We walked quietly upstairs and to the source of the giggling and saw what could only be described as naked cirque du soleil. Eric slammed the door shut and shouted. "Pamela if you and you 're little friend are not out in five minutes sleeping in the garage will not be a joke." He said that with so much authority, not gonna lie it was hot. Five minutes later, Pam and Amelia were fully dressed and sitting on the couch with, I was sitting on the love seat and Eric was pacing back and fouth. "Of all the irresponsible things..." He went on and on about how she didn 't respect him and in all honesty even though Amelia and I would have to have a chat about morality (like if she even know what the word meant) I didn 't see a problem with two grown women doing whatever the hell it was these two were doing.

After Eric was done chastizing them the both said "Sorry Eric." In unison. Amelia left for work and Pam disappeared somewhere but not before saying. "Don 't do anything I wouldn 't do."

"I don 't think I 'm that flexible Pam." I countered and Eric almost choked on the coffee he was drinking. I helped him to his bed " I know why you were so upset with Pam."

"Yeah, didn 't you hear what I said?" He sounded confused. I sat in the bed next to him my head on his chest.

"You 're upset because you 're sister 's getting some in your own house and you 're not." I blushed even though he couldn 't see me.

"I told you I won 't rush you Sook and I mean it." He was rubbing my arm.

"But what If I want to do something...?" This sounding familiar like that night we made love. He said he was fine with waiting and I wanted more. I looked up at him.

"I 'm kind of limited here Sookie." He said giving me a smirk.

"All you would have to do is stay still." He gulped noisily and I straddled his waist, resting on my knees trying not to hurt him.

"What did you have in mind?" He said huskily and instead of answering I scooted down alittle and pulled the strings of his gray sweats down. He lifted his hips and I pulled both the sweats and his boxers up. He was a big as I remembered and I was intimidated. I looked at him, he breathing was heavy and he eyes were dark.

"You 're going to have to tell me what to do." I said.

"You mean you 've never..." I shook my head. Quinn always tried to get me to do it to him but I always refused, he 'd hit me for it and I gave in but he soon pushed me away saying that he needed to find a real women to please him not some innocent little girl.

"Just do what you think is right, follow your instincts." That was all he said.

I slowly lowered my head to Eric 's tip and lick the moisture there, he moaned and she lowered her mouth on him stroking what she couldn 't fit in her mouth. I felt his hand guiding the back of my head gently, I looked up and saw him staring at me and I moaned which made Eric thrust his hips alittle.

"Sorry." He said through his teeth his jaw clenched. I think he thought he hurt me but I put my free hand on his stomach letting him know I was ok. He took my hand and placed at his balls and I immediately stiffened thinking what to do and then I remembered what it felt like when Eric lightly messaged my breasts our first time and I took my palm to him. After a while I didn 't worry about what I was doing. It felt so intimate, so right to have him like this. I was the one in control making him writhe with pleasure.

"Sookie I... I 'm so close." He was warning but I didn 't listened I hummed some more because he seemed to like that and stroked faster. I felt him swell and then empty himself in my mouth, I swallowed everything he gave and slowed my actions until he stopped moving.

I looked up at him and he had the goofiest grin on his face. "What happened to 'no sympathy nookie' ?"

I shrugged "I wanted to try and I didn 't hear you complaining." I teased. He sat up and grabbed my waist and pulled me on top of him which instantly made him grunt in pain. I moved to side.

"I keep forgetting about the ribs." He said with his eyes closed and then he looked at me. "You no idea how great that was lover." He said kissing me and gently tugging on my bottom lip.

"Really it was ok?" I said suddenly feeling nervous.

"Sookie it was far from ok it was fucking amazing, I have to return the offer." I pushed him away.

"You 'll just have to owe me you 're too sore to do that." I said fixing his sweats and boxers.

"Fine then I 'll owe you but I must warn you, I make good on my debts." He pulled me closer and very soon after we fell asleep.

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