'thoughts'

[Russian]

"talking"

(Kai p.o.v)

Kurai said that he would not hurt anyone if I had hurt myself instead. He likes to watch me cry and bleed but I don't know what I did wrong. So Ace is my cousin because Boris is my uncle and I don't really know anything besides what my Grandfather told me. Ace was about two years older than me and I was 11 years old. Ace had lilac colored hair and was about a foot and a half taller than me. He liked to have his shoulder length hair styled into a Mohawk and his eyes were a cinnamon brown. He reminded me about of a boy who was always kicked when he was down but still has the courage to smile.

[That's it make the scars deeper]he told me as I held back tears as I dragged the knife he stabbed through the door few days back and watched all the blood flow and fall onto my lap. I remember that after I apologized to Tala that I was squeezing the blade and that it made Kurai happy to see me in pain. 'I will make a deal with you. I will not hurt your so called friends if you keep that up.' I had told him that he had a deal and that was how I got here. Four days and a roll of bandages on my right hand later I am starting on my left arm. I was laying on my bed that was covered in blue sheets to match my room which was a cobalt blue.

"Kai come and Eat!" I heard Ace yell through my door and I got up to bandage my arms. I didn't feel like eating and not because I couldn't hold it down but because I didn't feel hungry not since I woke up. I put on a jacket and decided that today it was safe to leave my room for once since Kurai was sleeping and I wished that I could sleep to. I wish a lot of thing not that it'll happen anyway. I stepped out of my room and saw Ace standing there with a cup of coffee for me. I felt like crying because he had a scar running down his cheek that came from when Kurai found 'Reason 15: you aren't completely human, a sin created thanks to a certain someone.' I felt him hug me and realized that he was trying to cheer me up and say it was not my fault.

"You don't have to come out if you don't want to. Just know we are all right here." He left and I went back to laying on my bed with a stuffed teddy bear that lost a paw. I sighed and ran a hand through my hair before getting up and changing into my pj's that were a blue button up top and a pair of white pj bottoms. I pulled up the covers and stared at the wall like it could help me keep awake.

[Young Phoenix prince I am so hurt. You don't even trust me to let you sleep?] I ignored him and let him taunt me all he wanted and then I felt my mind and body go numb. 'What this is not possible!' he screamed as I felt like my body was on complete fire. I couldn't help it and began screaming from the pain and found the two birds, no phoenixes were standing in front of me. 'My prince.' They said and both of them burst into flames leaving me to cry alone.

[Don't leave me! Please! Who are you? And just who am I?! ] I felt myself scream as more tears fell sown my face and then fell onto my knees. I saw a boy who looked exactly like me stare a black spinning top. I watched as he snuck in and took the top launching it and then screaming in terror. I watched as the boy had bumped into another boy who looked like Tala. For being bumped into the boy had a lot of balance not to fall. Soon the boy met Bryan and Spencer; he met Ian in a lab and rescued him from a beating. Then it showed the boy meet a boy about a year older than him with green hair and electric blue eyes. He and the boy seemed to get into a lot of mischief.

[You have to Kai. I want you to live even if I don't so go ahead. I know you wouldn't want to do this but… Do it quickly.] The boy said as the blindfold a guard held was placed on him and the two-toned bluenette held that gun shaking and struggled to gain control over his emotions. He breathed in deeply and forced a mask of indifference as he aimed and took fire. But not before he whispered a silent goodbye to his older brother. When the boy's body fell to the floor his grandfather looked disgusted and sighed.

"He was useless Kai. Your brother was a good for nothi"

"He was good and kind! He was a better person than you ever will be!" this boy was me. I killed my brother. 'Reason 27: you have spilt the blood of innocents.' I heard Kurai sneer as Voltaire slapped me. I covered my ears and shot out of bed. I was crying and screaming hysterically to the world. I felt some hug me and soon more people joined and I began to clam down.

"I…take life… of Sai…" I sat there listening to my ragged breathing and tried hard to regain control of my body. It was so numb and my throat felt so dry. Everything hurt but not as much as my heart did.

"Whose Sai? And you've been in bed for a full week with a serious fever." Spencer told me and I tried to speak the language my brother had taught me.

"My older brother. He always called me his phoenix prince. Dranzer and Black Dranzer too." I felt my body fall and meant the floor as I stood. I saw my brother.

"I'm so sorry Sai." I heard myself whisper as my whole life went black and Kurai stood there in front of me beside both the Phoenixes and my brother held me. ' it is time to let the prophecy come to pass Young Phoenix prince.