'thoughts'

[Russian]

"talking"

(Bryan's p.o.v.)

After being knocked out and told what Ian had done. I only had one question.

"How are you here and what does this kid you say we know have to do with all of this?" I asked the spirit now human type of brother to my brother. Whoa. I better stop thinking I got a headache. Ht figure seemed to be lost in thought as the boy named Brooklyn was stretching his self out on the couch by Kai and purring. 'What the? No normal person can… on second thought no one in the Abbey is normal' so then he was just another one of those kids who went to one of the many labs that were not spoken of because of all the deaths from failures. But then Kai started to purr as well and made me realize that he must have gone there that month he had vanished and come back refusing to let anyone touch him.

"Yes they went there and why my little brother despises being touched." He stated as if it were a line rehearsed everyday. He patted both children's heads and smirked at the loud purring noise that was heard. Kai woke up blushing red that could put Tala's hair to shame. I bit back a laugh as I knew he was embarrassed enough and had not death sentence. I rubbed my neck and flinched in discomfort as I ran my finger along a scar.

"You had us all worried Kai." He nodded and glanced at the fire place and then at Ian. Ian looked up and smiled sheepishly at him before looking at the floor mumbling something. Max, Tyson, Ray, Kenny and Mr. Dickenson all stare at us with a mixture of curiosity and disgust. Well Max held a sparkle in his ocean blue eyes that read as 'how cute.' I smiled at the kindness of this boy and held a hatred for his supposed friends. I smiled as he got up and stretched his hand out to Kai. Hope filled eyes and Kai couldn't refuse. He leaned into the touch and purred contently as he held a small smile on his face. He rubbed Kai's cheek and smiled at the behavior that was received.

"Kai? Will you be okay if we leave?" Kai's eyes shot open filled with sorrow and pain at the mention of those words. He forced a smile and nodded but we knew he wouldn't. He grew attached to these people no matter how much we wished that he didn't. I wanted to tell the boy that he shouldn't, no couldn't leave but if Kai allows so. I could never disobey Kai. And Boris used this against us, Kai would never blame me. He was always saying that it was okay and not my fault. I looked down and saw Kai's head on my lap. He looked up and wiped away tears that I realized I didn't know were falling.

"It isn't your fault. I let it become that way." He said as if reading my mind like he used to in the abbey. I smiled as the tears stopped flowing and the pink tint on Kai's face became a rosy red. No doubt as it probably got higher or he was blushing. I felt angry as his so called friends all stared in disgust and Mr. Dickenson's smile wavered a bit but he still seemed content with the fact that Kai was alive. I picked him up and held him in my lap as he laid his head on my chest and smiled. His left cheek was on my chest and tears were falling down his face. I don't know how he does it but he manages to be able to hide half his tears by crying on one side of his face. I tried not to make it obvious as I held onto him. Tala seemed to understand as he got up and decided to escort them out. When they left he broke down into heart wrenching sobs. I just rubbed his back in a circular motion talking to him about the good and happy times. He knocked out due to the severe exhaustion and mental stress. He had tears running down his tattooed cheeks as he slept and made it hard for me not to begin crying like Ian.

"Sai, Kai will be alright… won't he?" Brooklyn asked as he pulled on his black jacket some more. He seemed to be suffering with some inner guilt and he too fainted. I reluctantly let go of Kai as Spencer went to take him to the room only to have Ian grab his leg.

"No! please don't take him away! What if he wakes up and gets scared?" Ian cried hysterically as I tried to pull him off. Spencer agreed and placed him on the biggest couch were we could all sleep beside him. Tala came back with a small hand made present from Max. I nodded and laid down pulling the blanket on us as we all got comfortable and slept. I woke up and saw Tala chewing on my arm. Another oh, so lovely aspect of being bonded with our bit beasts was that we tend to act like them at times. He tended to try and bite me or Kai since we were both bird type. We were more animalistic than nekojins. Which was quite strange not that I was complaining about it.