FH-A: i donot own bey blade or its characters. there i took my medicine adn got better from my terminal illness. Writer's block!

'thoughts'

[Russian]

"talking"

(Kai's p.o.v.)

Flashback:

"Brooklyn stop! Haha. N-no more ticklin- haha! Sai!" I cried out as Ly wouldn't stop tickling me and everyone was just watching what was happening. Sai smirked and left me to fend for myself against the monster king of darkness. For a moment I saw fangs and wings on him but it was just my wild imagination that I recently rediscovered. Look there it goes out the wind, at this point I wave goodbye to it and everyone stares at me strangely. O-0 that is how their faces look to me but who cares anyway?

"Weirdo." Said Tala and Bryan as they shared a knowing glance.

"Idiot" said Ian and Ace both of them fanning themselves from the heat that had just come over in Moscow. Which in itself is pretty strange since it is always snowing or just cold. I got up and quickly ran away from Ly before he could tickle me again. I heard a scream and then an explosion so I quickly ran back to the living room to see Boris holding an unconscious Ly in his arms.

"How does it feel to be so helpless Kai? How does it feel to have your whole world ripped away from you?" Boris sneered and vanished as I ran to catch him but he hit me with something that paralyzed me. I watched as the soldiers all shot everyone in the room who I just noticed were being held at gun point. I think I went into shock after that because I was in a hospital with a whole bunch of bandages. 'When did I get hurt?'

"I will get my revenge young Kai. I will start with those you hold dear so I would abandon your life if I were you." I read the words that were inscribed on an electric band stuck to my wrist. I quickly detached myself from the hospital equipment and grabbed my clothes. I slipped out the window and gave up my life as Kai Alexander Hiwatari.

I shot out of bed and saw I was drenched in a cold sweat, I was shaking so badly. I turned to see the illuminated clock read 3:00 a.m. so I got out of bed and went for a walk. Walks always cleared my head for some reason; it was as if the wind blew away all my thoughts.

"Gray leaving so soon?"

"Yeah Lyserg. I need to clear my mind I had a … um." 'I forgot what they were called again.' I sighed and took the cup of water he was handing to me. He smiled sympathetically. We were both in the same boat and met in St. Petersburg a while back.

He was also running from Boris for having ruined most of the experiments when I was gone. It has been almost three years since I ran away and Kurai gave up trying to kill me. Said something about me not being worth it anymore but still wanted to keep insulting me. Right now he is on reason 506 I create mayhem in a tranquil setting. I got used to his constant words of cruelty so he seems to be waiting to attack me with a verbal lashing when I falter. I didn't tell Lyserg my real name and he did to me neither. We just said we destroyed what Boris had and that was all we needed to know about each other before we began to search for him.

"You want to talk about it? If not I understand I still have trouble dealing with it myself, and there is also the fact that we both go to Japan tomorrow to see if Boris is there. And I know that we both aren't ready to face our pasts." I smiled at his little speech and attempted to give him a toast but remembered I had broken my arm when I was sleepwalking off the roof yesterday. I looked more closely at Lyserg. Taking into consideration that his green hair could very well be dyed and his blue eyes could be contacts. Just as my hair is now all blue and my eyes a pale red almost brown. I cut my hair so that it was a bit shorter than how Johnny had it. Lyserg is about a foot taller than me and I am five feet tall. Kind of short I know but hey I am barely taller than Ian.1

"Well since we can't sleep let's head to Japan already." I nodded as we began to pack our bags and clean the hotel room. We slept in the same room though Lyserg took the bed and I the couch since I can't sleep on a bed completely. As I finished I saw the sun begin to rise from the west and went to watch it. The light always bothered my eyes these days. Kurai says that the light bothers him too because the dark king isn't here. When the sun was done rising we left the hotel and walked to catch our plane.

(scene change)

When we got off the plane I was battling against that stupid breakfast they served. Lyserg said I had to eat since I got better from being sick and now I am getting sick again when we were about to hitch a ride a voice made us both halt.

"Hey Tala have you seen Max? He was coming here to meet his mom and he said something about Kai and vanished." I ended up fainting when Tala touched my shoulder he released a whole bunch of stored up power on accident. I know he didn't feel it so I was safe. I opened my eyes only to close them when someone moved so I ended up being blinded the light.

"It's okay Gray I blocked the light. Come on we have to get going before it gets to bright out." I nodded and stood up with his help since I could not really walk on my own, yet I still could manage to hear all the sounds and smell everything. It was so nauseating that I bent over and hurled into a trash can. Lyserg was rubbing my back and apologizing for the food he made me eat.

"I just got better too… I'mana be sick again." I think I said as I threw up again. Lyserg caught me as I pushed away from the bin and helped me to a bench. He grabbed my bag and his bag was hanging off his left shoulder so he could help me walk.

"Are you sure your friends alright? I mean we could give you a rid-" I pushed myself into Lyserg a bit to signal that we needed to leave now. My strange powers from being the Phoenix Prince have come in handy. I pushed him and fell back into Bryan's arms and narrowly missed being shot in the heart by Winney a boy from the abbey who lost his mind in a battle against me and I couldn't fix him. I stood up and saw my vision swim a bit and resisted the urge to empty my stomach again. I was staring at Winney for a minute before I saw the tears in his eyes. 'I can save him! But I can't be found out now… NO! He is my first priority,' I said running to him and catching him by surprise. I delivered an upper cut and found him in my arms unconscious. 'Save his soul from the land of death. I grant my gift of life to him through my tears. Bring him back and release the hold of the darkness in his heart!' I repeated until the tears in both our eyes fell and he awoke to hug me. Everything went black again as Bryan ran to catch me.

"Reason 507 your love is fire. That burns and consumes everything until nothing is left." Kurai said and I woke up to see tears in everyone's eyes. Lyserg was shaking his head in disbelief and I had to laugh. From hysteria or because it was funny, I didn't know why but I knew I was crying because what Kurai said was true and I knew it. Lyserg took one look and was by my side holding me as the wall I so carefully built shattered into a million pieces along with my heart and soul. I couldn't bear it to answer all their questioning gazes and listen to Lyserg's request for me to rest. I wasn't sure if I was reliving a memory or seeing the future since it seemed the same to me. (Lyserg and I were in the same room thinking up a new plan. He was drinking coffee and I was in bed drawing out a picture of what I saw a few months back. A strange symbol that had to do with me and Brooklyn. It looked like a symbol of protection from a book of Wicca that belonged to my grandmother. In my blood I was a full fledged Wicca because my grandmother raised me that way.(although I won't admit that I am an existentialist, or believe that my destiny is created through my choices and mine alone. 2) He looked at me when I showed him the drawing and nodded before showing me a medallion. With the same symbol on it attached to a change in his pocket.) It ended and I awoke in the same room only everyone else was here.

"Kai, why did you disappear?" Bryan asked and I felt my heart shatter even more as I saw the pain in his eyes yet everything else about him was void of emotion. I looked at Lyserg to see him holding both our bags and nodding. I stood up and ran over to him before anyone could say anything more we were out the door. When we reached outside I apologized to him only to end up in a hug, tears in his eyes as he pulled away from me.

"Do you know how long I have been searching for you? Do you have any idea how long I was suffering to see you. My name is Kusanagi Hiwatari and I am your older brother. Sai and you don't remember me because I ran away when Sai was born. No one ever spoke of me and Voltaire looked out for me in the abbey." I was happy to say the least since Sai vanished when Brooklyn vanished with Boris. I pushed back from him and took my bag so we could get started on our journey to stop Boris and gain back what I lost from all that time ago. And the way to do that is to enter the new tournament since I know that he will start here.

"I need to recruit my old gang to help us out." I told Kusanagi and whistled so loudly that glass began o shatter all around me. I took my fingers away from my lips as I heard many whistles in various places telling me that they would meet. I saw a smirk appear on Kurai's face as we began to run tour hide out in the warehouses. 'This will be fun.' He stated as he left my thoughts upon reaching the warehouse, where about fifty-nine Blade Sharks appeared holding out their launchers and blades.

"Been awhile, right Kai?" Carlos stated as he stood before holding a red Gauntlet that used to belong to me. I smiled before quickly resuming my mask of indifference and giving out orders. I held a mini tournament to see who would join my brother and I in the tournament. The line up was Carlos, Stewart, Rake, and then our substitute's name was Vincent. All of them Brothers who joined my gang because of the way I made it a home for everyone. Even though I was cruel they learned how to grow through it. I have to do this for Brooklyn, for the C.E., and for all the people I caused pain and wrong doing. I was surprised to say the least that everyone still held respect for me and some fear.

"I assume that you all would like to become the Blade Sharks again?" I stated and earned several salutes from them and a snigger from my brother. Kurai seemed to like that I had power or control over these people and tried to suck up to me. Strange but I told him that they are at his mercy as much as they are to me. He liked to this idea but I don't care what he's up to. I noticed how everyone was staring at my broken arm, and didn't say anything at all.

I reached my old room which was? A mattress on a desk since this was during the time Grandfather had me living on the street, I shot up before Kusanagi could lie down beside me and wrenched open the door with extreme force. Volta- Grandfather was standing right in front of Stewart and Carlos looking as angry as he did when I lost against Tyson. I remembered all the pain I suffered by his hands yet he was trying to make it up. But at the moment all I could of was the so familiar reaction that I constantly received from him. I turned around only to faint in Kusanagi's surprised arms.

("Give it up for Brooklyn from team Bega!" I heard A.J. scream as the crowd began to scream loudly. I watched as I appeared looking as If I went through the ringer. What have they done to Brooklyn, he looks so… I couldn't bear to watch any more. But the vision persisted that I watch myself beat Brooklyn and die as I leave the stadium. My death, saving Tala from losing his life in a coma.) I woke up feeling hot and drenched in water. It was weighing down on me so I couldn't breathe. I was burning so badly that Dranzer and Black Dranzer had to leave my body so I could attempt to cool down some.

What I really needed was Kusanagi's ice phoenix to cool me down but I couldn't sense him anywhere. Nor could I sense anyone else and for some reason it didn't unnerve me like I thought it would. Was I used to the loneliness that I was always forced into because of the torment grandfather put me through? Or was I just like this because I was afraid to be hurt like I have always been. So many questions for my life and yet I had no answers for any of them. But one thing for certain that I knew.

That was that no matter what I will not let anyone stand in my way of being the phoenix prince.

A/N: okay I put this poll on my profile and there were some votes that said to turn Phoenix prince into a cross over with Bleach since that was all the monsters that popped into my head. It works out trust me.