Author's Note: Almost forgot about updating. It's been so hot today and I went to a couple places. Tomorrow I have my family reunion, so I'm excited. Anyways, this chapter sucks to high heavens. The next one will be the same. Well, enjoy. =)

As I lay curled like that, I imagined the many ways I could try to kill myself and succeed. I even managed to go to my parent's medicine cabinets and grab the strongest pills I knew they had. But I knew that committing suicide wouldn't work out well. I might even fail and be labeled a freak.

So, how could I avoid the pain and grief?

That was step two.

Avoidance.

I felt that I had to avoid the pain through any possible method. So, with one press of a button on my cell phone, I called Jasper.

"What do you need, baby girl?" His southern-twanged voice came out of the receiver.

"Your best," I said, feeling confident.

"Are you sure? I don't think you can handle that stuff. That's for the big dogs." Jasper chuckled, a slight cough in it.

"I'm sure."

"'Kay. I'll send my best shit over. And by the sounds of it, maybe you should keep the deliverer. How 'bout it?"

"Definitely." God knew that I'd needed both.

"It'll be there in ten minutes."

"Thanks, Jasper."

"You're welcome, baby girl."

I watched out my window, waiting for a car to pull up that doesn't belong to either of my parents…or him.

It wasn't long before a red sports car pulled into the driveway and an Indian-looking guy holding a small paper bag got out. I let my eyes graze over the man. He didn't look half bad, just wasn't my type. But he'd have to do.

After the man knocked a couple of times, I answered the door with a fake smile on my face. "Come on in." He nodded and walked on in. I closed the door and leaned against it, staring. He stared back.

He seemed to become uncomfortable, so I pointed towards the living room. "Go sit down in there, and I'll get you something to drink. We have lemonade, tea, pop, and water. What would you like?"

As he walked toward the living room, he responded, "I guess water is fine." His voice was deep and almost attractive.

I fixed two glasses of water and brought them back to the room. I put them down and then just stood in front of the man. "Put the bag on the table and stand up." He complied. After he was standing, I wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned toward his ear, whispering, "How far are you willing to go?"

He then whispered back in my ear, "All the way, baby."

"Alright then." The man picked me up by my ass, and I wrapped my legs around his waist as I smashed my lips to his.

The identity of the deliverer will be revealed in the last chapter. Lol. Next update: June 16th
-Ashley(dolphinherovamp5)