Author's Note: Another chapter that could have been better. Enjoy!
Fucking a stranger in my living room was the most random experience I've had in a long time. Shows you how restricted my relationship with him was. Wait…don't think about it. Think about the man holding me in his arms.
Most girls would feel safe in that man's arms, but I just felt a little dirty. Why was that?
The answer came with the third step.
Realization.
There, in that man's arms, I realized that you can't avoid something like breaking up. You had to pursue it head-on, no matter what decided to get in your way.
Along with the realization came the clean-up. I had to clean up the mess called the man I fucked and the drugs he brought. It was wrong to assume that avoiding the problem would save me.
I looked up into the stranger's face. He was staring back at me. I wasn't sure how I was going to do this, but I had to in order to move on.
"You can leave now," I whispered, loud enough for him to hear me.
His face showed sadness that I could almost understand. I get that his heart is broken like mine, but it doesn't make sense. He barely knows me. Maybe he's been around when I went to visit Jasper. Love at first sight, perhaps?
As he was getting up and putting on his clothes, I grabbed his hand, which caused him to stop what he was doing and look at me. "But, if you want, I suggest you come back soon so we can get to know each other."
He smiled. "I'll be glad to."
I could feel the start of a beautiful friendship. Maybe even a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship.
I'm currently watching an anime called Zombie Loan. Interesting so far. Let's see if it turns out any good. Next update: June 22nd
-Ashley(dolphinherovamp5)