Hey guys! Thank you sooooo much for reading! Thanks Shinsetsu13 for your reviews! i hope more people will start telling me what they think. So in chapter 2 I talked about Regulus, and just to clear it up he will not be a big character in this, I was just using him to get my 'knowing when to stop' theme across. Thank you and feel free to tell me what you think!

Remus stood right under the shower head, letting the scolding hot water drench his skin as it trickled down his body. The full moon was near, infact it was that night. All the joints in his sixteen year old body ached, and he allowed tears to fall from his gold eyes.

"Moony? You alright?" James yelled in.

"Fine, just trying to relax."

"Can I come in?" Sirius asked.

"Yeah." He said in a breath of pain. All the sudden the shower curtain was drawn, and Sirius was standing there looking at him in horror and pity. The heat of the bathroom mixed with his headache made him feel sick to his stomach, and then the thought of Sirius seeing him naked (which he had before) made him sweat even more. Sirius called his name once more before getting his arms full of Remus Lupin.

"Shit! Moony, Remus!" He shook the boy, then lifted and carried him to his bed.

"Moony!" Remus' eyes shot open.

"Sirius!" He said in a gasp.

"Remus, you alright mate?" James rushed over.

"Yes...No!" He grabbed the blanket, and covered himself.

"That's what you're worried about?" Sirius hit his shoulder lightly.

"What happened?" James asked.

"I don't know." Remus replied, covering himself better.

"You just passed out."

"The full is tonight."

"Yeah it must be that Padfoot."

"Well you scared me there Rem." He reached to tuck a wet piece of Remus' hair away behind his ear.

"Sorry."

"Go finish your shower. Your hair is all soapy." They laughed.

That night was the best full moon ever. Moony played a little bit but mostly just cuddled with padfoot. In the morning James and Peter made fun of them for still being in their cuddling position.

"I'll stay till he wakes." Sirius told the others in the morning, and they left. The day before when Remus passed out, Sirius had really impressed himself with his fearful reaction. He thought the only person he should care that much for was James, but it wasn't the same feeling he had towards James, he never cuddled James, he never deliberately tried to make James blush, he never thought about kissing James.

"Padfoot?" Remus' sleepy voice asked softly.

"I'm right here." He crawled to him, Remus was laying on his side, his back facing Sirius. "You have no scratches here."

"It was a good night."

"It was." Sirius came closer to spoon the other, while runing his strong callused fingers over his back. Remus was thinking of anything to keep him from becoming aroused. "Are you queer Moony?" The question came out of nowhere, but neither of them cared.

"Probably." Remus said with a soft laugh. There was a few minutes of silence before Sirius spoke again.

"Do you like the fact that I'm starkers right now?" He wriggled his eyebrow.

"You're full of yourself." Remus laughed, turning to look at his best friend.

"Just a question!"

"Are you queer, Pads?" After more silence.

"No, only with you." He laughed.

"Sorry I make you queer Padfoot."

"It's alright, I like being queer with you."