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James couldn't hide that he was not surprised by the news of his best friend leaving home. James knew it was only a matter of time. He stood waiting with his mother, who was just as excited, right in front of the door.

"Oi!" Sirius finally walked through, jumping straight into their arms.


"So...uh...er."

"Have I owled Moony yet?"

"I was gunna ask for ice cream, but whatever." James rolled his eyes.

"I did. Frankly I'm shocked you're here and not at his house." Jealousy was evident in his voice, even though he most likely did not want it to be.

"First off, his mum isn't half as fine as your's. Second, you're my brother."

"And what is he?"

"I Dunn, my best friend? "

"What are your feelings though? Are they like mine towards Lily?"

"lets go get that ice cream, eh?" Sirius stood obviously avoiding the question.

"If I'm your brother you should tell me your feelings."

"Look, I cocked things up with Remus and that's it. I took it too far, like always, and he hates me now." He looked genuinely sad.

"He hates you, really? Then why is he on his way here right now, and almost here because he left right after I had told him you were coming?" Sirius opened his mouth and closed it, then gave the goofiest smile James had never seen on him.

"You bloody ponce." He laughed.


Remus got there around 6:00 PM and was greeted by Mrs. Potter's affection, a brotherly pat on the back from James, and an unsure smile from Sirius. They went up to James' room and were left alone, as he spoke to Lily in the bathroom.

"I'm proud of you." Remus was the first to speak.

"He was talking about you." The other gave a questioning look. "Regulus. He was talking about you, I defended you, she slapped me, and I left." There was a silence of at least a minute till Remus spoke again.

"Why didn't you hug me?"

"I thought you didn't want me to ever touch you again."

"Of course I don't want that, Pads." He through his arms around his shoulders and squeezed tight. Sirius squeezed back for a moment only to run his hands down his back to grip his waist. He was surprised by Remus' reaction to his touch, he had gaped and arched his back. This wasn't the normal too intimate hug, this was a sexy hug with roaming hands under shirts, and there may even have been some arse groping.

"Sirius." Remus gasped.

"Yeah." He found himself out of breath.

"We're doing it again."

"Do you mind?" Remus said no with a fantastic grin that Sirius had never seen before and they kissed. It wasn't like before, it was long and sexy with tongues dancing and breaths being shared. Hands were pulling at clothes, and arses were being grasped.

"I want you Rem. Please give yourself to me, I'm begging you. please, please."

'But Sirius I want to be more than a notch in your bed post.' ' Sirius I don't want this to end, and if I surrender to you, I'm afraid it will.' 'Sirius Orion Black I love you.' All he said was "yes tonight. You can have me tonight."


Luckily the Potter's only had one guest room. They had sex that night, and it was everything they had hoped for. It was awkward and smelly and wet, but amazingly sexy.

"What now?" Remus reluctantly asked after he regained his breath and senses.

"Hogwarts ends, we become men, and you and I have sex in every room of our flat at least once a week."

"That's almost perfect." He gave a brilliant smile.

"Almost?" There was a comfortable silence. "I'll say it if you need me to Moons."

"No, no Pads you don't have to." Suddenly Remus realized he was naked and in bed with Sirius. "This is weird." He got under the cover.

"You ponce."

"What!"

"You clearly need me to say it."

"No...it's fine Pads."

"Poof."

"Mutt."

"Moony..."

"Don't, it'll just make me mad."

"Remus John-"

"Don't do it!"

"Lupin-"

"Stop Sirius." Remus felt his face flushing.

"I am in love with you." Remus buried his face into Sirius' neck. "You blushing git!" They laughed together and everything bad war, homosexuality, losing friends, family would some how be alright, good even.

"I love you too."