So, after two whole weeks of not updating, here I am!
And winter vacation is right around the corner so lucky you! I'm going to be updating as much as I can over the break. Anyways, it snowed the other day! Its getting colder by the day.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own dgm! Wah
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Lavi let me stay in his room that night, I couldn't sleep though, I was to busy thinking about what Kanda had said and replaying it in my mind. He loves me! I can't believe he loves me! I would walk around the room and just think about him. I didn't get a wink of sleep. When I saw the first bit of sun stream through my window, I went downstairs. Lavi was making coffee, "Good morning!" I said happily.
Lavi stared at me for a second, he didn't look very happy. "Oh, Good morning, how did you sleep?"
"Fine. Actually, I didn't sleep at all, I was awake the entire night. Can you believe he loves me? I can't believe it!" I gushed.
Then, I woke up.
I was acting like such a girl! Is that what I become when I fall in love? If that's it, I'm never going to admit it. But I already did. I sighed. My emotions were written all over my face, how could I hide it anyways? I pushed myself up and sat on the bed, my hair was a mess, I could feel it tangled and messy. Did I even bring a hairbrush? Would Lavi have one? I ran my hand through my hair and sighed again. So many stupid tangles, I looked at the white locks of hair, examining them for split ends or whatever. It was so hard to tell, it didn't matter though, you wouldn't be able to tell one way or another. I pushed the door open I could smell the strong smell of burnt coffee. Downstairs I heard. "Aw, Gramps, you burnt the coffee again!" I giggled.
I walked down the
stairs and saw Lavi desperately trying to scrape the burnt coffee out
of the pot. "Oh! Good morning, Alice. Did you sleep well?" Lavi
asked turning around to look at me. I shrugged. "Fine." He turned
back around and placed the pot in the sink. "Well, um, breakfast
isn't really huge at our house, so, um," He looked at the coffee
pot. "do you want some coffee?"
I looked at the coffee. Then
back at him, like, are you serious?
"Okay, I guess not. Well are you hungry? I mean, its almost 11:00. We can go out for lunch, I'll invite Yuu-Chan!" He said happily.
"Okay." I managed a smile. "That sounds fun. Where do you want to go?"
He tapped his chin. "I don't know, where do you want to go? Oh! I know, let's ask Yuu-Chan where he wants to go for lunch. Hold on, let me call him." Lavi grabbed his phone and dialed his number. I could hear it ringing. "Hi, Yuu-Chan!" He said loudly. "Alice and I were going to lu-" He stopped mid-sentence. "Oh, okay." He looked at me for a second. "Alice, excuse me." He quickly ran to another room.
I stood there, bewildered. "What's going on?" I whispered. I followed him down the hall, I could hear his voice, but the door was locked and I couldn't get in.
"Why did you lie like that?" Pause. "Does Lenalee know?" Another pause. "So do your parents know?"
Who was Lenalee? I was beginning to become suspicious. I pressed my ear harder on the door.
"They don't? Are you just going to leave with her?" the phone must have been on speaker now because I could hear everything Kanda said perfectly. "Yes, I didn't expect her to come here, I had no idea how she even knew I was here."
"How are you going to tell Alice?" Lavi's voice was full of worry.
There was a long pause. "I don't know."
"No let me reword that. Are you even going to tell her?"
"I don't know, it's really complicated Lavi. Last night I called you to tell you, but she was there and what did you expect me to say? No I don't love you? I'm already engaged to another woman a thousand miles away? Come on. Be real."
"Kanda, its your fault. When you came here what did you say? You said you were here for business, why did you court her? You were already engaged weren't you? Either way both girls won't be happy. You got yourself into this mess. I don't know how I can help you out of this."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing, Kanda was already engaged? To a lady named Lenalee? My heart was shattered. I loved him. How could I fall in love with him! I knew it! I knew he wasn't any good! I knew he was going to break my heart, broken so many times before, all it took was just this one time, this one time I actually fell in love.
I burst into the room.
"Alice!" Lavi cried surprised.
"I knew it, Kanda! You were just as fake as all those other bastards! All of them! You're no better off then the rest of them! You lied to me, you cheated me, you killed me, Kanda! You murdered me!" I screeched.
"Alice wait!" I heard him cry desperately. "Let me explain."
"No! There's no more explaining needed! I heard it all! Okay? Just leave, go back to whatever goddamned place you came from! I don't want to love you! I don't ever want to see you! I heard everything, go marry that Lenalee bitch. Be happy without me! I don't care, just, just leave! Don't you dare ever, ever think of setting foot in London ever again!" Tears streamed down my face as I screamed into the phone. I ran out the door, "I'm leaving Lavi! You're no better off than that bastard Kanda!"
"Alice! Don't go! You don't understand!"
"I do damn well understand, Lavi! He doesn't love me, how hard is that to understand. I get it!" I cried. "Leave me alone!" I ran into the small foyer, leaving everything I had brought, and wrenched the door open. I ran out into the open streets, screaming. "How could you Kanda? Lavi? Why did you do this to me? What have I done to deserve this kind of torture?" I ran, and ran, and ran. I knew Lavi was following me. And in the midst's of my misery, I heard him scream my name. "ALICE!" He cried.
I turned just in time to see a car, then I saw flying colors, then red, red, red, then black, then nothing at all.
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Ah, I think I liked this chapter
:D
well anyways
what do you think? Did you think I was going to let their relationship go smooth?
~byrdie