Dear Diary
Chapter 9
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A/N: Hope you enjoy this chapter! If you do (or if you don't) please tell me in a review! Emily x
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"Finn? What are you doing here?" Meredith beamed at the tall man who had just slid a steaming cup of coffee under her nose.
"What? I'm not allowed to surprise my fiancée at work now? The age of romance is dead!" Meredith chuckled and pulled him into a hug.
"Of course you can, but if Bailey gets out of surgery..." Finn cut off her rambling with a kiss,
"Then I'll explain that my beautiful fiancée is tired and a little bit homesick and I am merely cheering her up with a cup of coffee and a hug." Finn smiled triumphantly.
"You're such a dork, Finn!"
"You love it."
"I do. But I have labs to run, see you at home?"
"Sure. See you later, baby."
"Bye, Finn!"
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Derek Shepherd had been pacing his living room for some time when his wife entered.
"Der, I..."
"Sit down."
"Der..."
"Shut up, sit down and let me talk." Addison silently obeyed.
"Now, Mark told me some things last night that made me think."
"I..."
"Shut up. He told me that you wanted a family. He told me that you wanted to have kids and a dog; a normal life. And I just though, 'what do I want?' And the answer was you. And our kids and our dog. So yeah, we can start a family. We can have kids and a dog. Because, I love you and you are my family." Addison could not believe what she was hearing. She stood up, with tears in her eyes, and kissed her husband with all that she could manage.
"Can I speak now?" Derek nodded, "I don't think I've ever loved you more than I do now."
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Dear Diary,
I heard from the nurses that Derek and Addie are going to start a family. If I didn't know what I knew, I would be happy for them. But, I can't let this happen, can I? They're my friends. I love Addie and Derek is an amazing friend. Sometimes I hate being friends with married couples. I hate being torn between two people if something bad happens. Is that was going to happen to Finn and I? Does every marriage
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Meredith's pager beeped loudly, interrupting her few solitary moments in an on-call room. It was the first time in weeks that she had been able to just sit and think about something other than medicine.
"Damn," she muttered to herself as Bailey's name flashed up on the screen, paging her to her patients room. She leapt up so quickly that she left her diary on the bed.
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It was almost 3am when a very sleepy surgeon collapsed onto the same bed Meredith had occupied only an hour before.
"What's this?" They reached under them to pull out the square object that they had just laid on...
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