I sang in front of the crowd in the restaurant, thinking how small the audience was now that I was used to a large one. I ran my fingers through my brown and black hair (I had black streaks for the times I performed) and gripped the microphone in my hand.

Everytime we sang Make Me Wanna Die it was like I slipped into a trance. The music pounded in my head and the words circled my brain. I'd written it a little over two years ago and it had been a hit.

Taste me drink my soul,

Show me all the things that I shouldn't know,

When there's a new moon on the rise

I had everything, opportunities for eternity and I

Could belong to the night

Your eyes, your eyes, I can see in your eyes, your eyes

Before this song we'd sung Miss Nothing, of course. It was always out opening song. Our band was named Mi$$ nOtHiNg. Seth said that I deserved the spotlight so the band mainly focused on me. When he wanted to do songs with mostly his voice he did it alone, not with the band. I was grateful that he would do so much for me.

I didn't deserve him. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened with Zach and felt so dirty and horrible. I wondered how Josh felt when he cheated on me. Had he feel this too? Had he felt this terrible guilt whenever he looked at me like when I looked at Seth?

I'd avoided Zach's calls whenever I could and I stayed away from Seth too. I couldn't face either of them at the moment.

When we finished I approached Wilbur who greeted me with open arms. He hugged me tightly. "We've missed you around here. How's all of this been?" He asked, meaning the music career.

I smiled at him. "It's been great. I miss it here though, singing in front of like ten people."

He laughed. "True. Nothing beats our restaurant, right?" He pulled me close.

"Right." I sighed. "It's good to be home."

I sat under the bar table in the kitchen, tears streaming down my cheeks, as I listened to Zach's voice message. "Hey, Cammie, I heard that you're back. I've been trying to call you, but you're not picking up… So call me when you get this."

I wasn't going to call him back. Not now, not ever. I'd made a huge mistake with him and now I couldn't take it back.

I took my latte when I heard him say my name behind me. "Not now, Zach." I said, slipping the money over the counter.

"Yes now." He said in an equally low tone. "You've been avoiding me and I want to know why."

A few people in the café looked over at us, fascinated to see two stars in the same place. "Zach, I can't be seen with you here." I hissed.

He gave me a frustrated look then took me by the elbow and guided me towards the exit. Once we were out I shook him off, almost spilling my latte in the process. I took a sip as he stared at me.

"So?" He prompted.

I took another sip. "So what?"

He groaned and whacked the latte out of my hands. I gasped. He raised his eyebrows. "Now will you talk?"

I scowled at him. "Why are you doing this?"

"Because I want to know if it's something I did or not." He said. "Was it that night? Because if I remember correctly you were more than willing to do what we did."

My jaw clenched and tears pricked my eyes. "Zach, I can't talk about this."

He grabbed me again and walked me to his car. I got in and watched as he walked around the car then got in. We drove for ten minutes in silence till he pulled over nearby a forest. We were alone.

He twisted in his seat to look at me.

I broke down and started sobbing, taking him off guard. He recovered quickly though, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me towards him. He didn't have the same reaction though when I said. "I think I'm pregnant. And I don't know who's it is."

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I know it sucks, but... yeah. I guess that's just it. It sucks. Still, review!

Ivoryyy

I used The Pretty Reckless' song as Cammie's so, no i didn't come up with it, so no its not mine. I love the song though =P

SONG: Make Me Wanna Die by The Pretty Reckless

http:/www. youtube. com/watch?v=dYeGw-bo430&ob=av3e