Disclaimer: The song is Simple and Clean played backwards. It's by Utada Hikaru and is from Kingdom Hearts.
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Unsung Hearts
IV. Backwards
Roxas' POV
Everything I knew… everything I thought I knew... it was all a lie wasn't it... It was all fake... my friends... my family… my life... everything from Twilight Town was all just an illusion. Am I one too? Just an illusion? Do I really exist at all? Maybe I don't… maybe I never did. That would explain a lot. It would explain everything, actually... why I feel so lost... why I've always felt so lost... like something—or someone—is missing... missing from the heart they tell me I don't have...
But how… how can I feel so lost… so hopeless and so incomplete? How can I feel this sadness… this emptiness… if I don't have a heart to feel it with? How? Is that all a fake to? Is everything just one, big lie?
Lie or not… my life was perfect and whole… I was happy hanging out with my friends and going to school and being a normal teenager… until you showed up. When you showed up… my existence crashed. You showed up in my life and suddenly… I don't know… right then I felt like something was missing. Then I found out I was a Nobody… that I was part of some other person… and the feeling only got worse. But you kept showing up. Every time I turned around, you were there again, spouting off things about a friendship and a love and a life I didn't know. And I thought that finding him… this other person… would make those weird feelings you brought go away… but it didn't…
Are you the devil? With your flaming red hair? Are you the one that's missing from my heart? The one I don't have? You called me a friend… your friend… best friend. Your love… Your heart… your heart? We don't have hearts... I made you have a heart... You said that... didn't you? That because of me... you felt you had a heart… Did you really mean that? That I gave you a heart? Did I feel the same way? Did you give me a heart? I can't remember... But I would like to… remember... I think... I would like to know… what happened... before I became so lost... before you became so lost...
Tell me please! Do you know why? Why I feel so lost and empty all the time. Why I feel like someone is missing from this heart they keep insisting isn't there. Because I can feel it! I can feel my heart calling out… screaming out… and waiting for you to answer. Why? That's what I want from you. Answers. Why? Why don't we have hearts? And why do I feel so lost? So lost when you aren't here?
Call me again... call my name once more... If I heard your voice... I think I could wake. Come looking for me and I'll be found… I want to be found… by you... Are you really such a bad guy? Are you really so… lost... without me? Can I find you again? Where are you?
Axel… come back to me...
He won't call me…
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Notes: Annnnd enter Roxas.