Hey guys, ok so by unanimous vote I guess I'm continuing it:)! So it's going to be long but worth it… I hope XD! So in this chapter just to give you guys a heads up there's going to be some Kendall involvement and well…. Oh just read the story I think you guys will like it=)!
Kendall's POV
"Kendall, honey what's wrong, is the chicken too dry?" asked Aunt Challen
"What? Oh no Aunt Challen its fine… excuse me for a minute." I said and walked into the guestroom.
Something just didn't feel right. I don't know what it was just something; something was going on that I didn't know about. You know when you get the feeling you did something wrong and karma is getting, or plotting to get you back for? Well that was what I was feeling right now, that something's going on. I had a headache and was exhausted from doing absolutely nothing. Every time that would happen, I would get those symptoms and something bad always happened in the long run. I lay down on the bed, hoping it was just a migraine.
Katie walked into the room. "Hey, you ok big brother?"
"Can't say that I am baby sister, I just have a lot on my mind that's all."
"Anything I can help you out with?" she asked.
I chuckled softly and put my arm around her. "I don't think so kiddo, not really something you would understand, and you know teenage stuff and all."
"Hey I may be only ten but I'm great with words who got your band to play at Russell Brand's awesome beach party?"
"Yeah but how does that relate to being a teenager?"
"Oh just tell me, please." She pouted
"Oh all right fine" I couldn't resist those big brown eyes. "Well it's about Jo, I mean she's really been you know, what's the word… distant from me lately and well I don't know why."
"Have you guys been having problems?"
"No we're doing fine, well still talk and stuff…"
"You don't seem to sure about that, I haven't seen her around the house as much s before,
I'm no expert, but I really think you guys are having problems."
"I don't know, I mean we do still hang out… when we can and well we haven't really…"
"Really…."
"Really made-out in well 2 weeks"
"Wow, that's a record for you two."
"I know and it's killing me, I don't know what I'm doing wrong, she seems fine…. Well she's a lot quieter than she used to be, but I thought maybe she was just fighting with her folks and-
"Kendall do you want some advice, from a girl's point of view?" she cut me off
"Please!"
"Ok I'm putting myself in Jo's perspective, you guys have been in a relationship for a long time, and maybe it's just that you two aren't, well, as hot for each other as you were before."
"Yeah maybe you're right Katie, and plus we've been fighting a lot lately"
"About what"
"Stupid stuff, I canceled our plans we had today, and well I guess we don't really agree on most things…"
"On most things" she raised her eyebrows
"Ok all things, it just seems like we're not compatible anymore"
"Anymore"
"KATIE!" I whined
"Ok sorry, but not compatible anymore, you guys are the least compatible people I know, you guys have absolutely nothing in common, this is just news to you?"
"You're right, I just don't know what I should do." I laid my head down on the bed, Katie lay down next to me.
"Did you really think this would be easy big brother, Jo's a TV star you're a pop star, you're both really busy and don't have any time to spend with each other. But that's life, you won't click with every single person you meet, things just aren't what they used to be with you and Jo, I think you should just go back home as soon as possible and straighten things out, you may not like what would happen in the long run, but hey at least you could look back on it and say that you gave it your all."
I pondered what she said for a moment. She was right, we are both extremely busy and we really don't have too much in common which is a result of all our fighting. I don't want to break up with her though, she's the best thing that's ever happened to me I don't want to lose her.
"Wow Katie, that was the best advice anyone could give me."
"Well, what could I say."
"But there's just one problem…" I said quietly
"Oh what's that?"
"I think I love her…"
She stared at me wide-eyed. "I'm sorry did you just say, Love?"
"Yeah, yeah I did, Katie she's the best thing that's ever set foot in my life, she's anything a guy could want and more, I really, really don't want to lose her just because we have some bumps in the road, I need to go and talk to her" I got up and kissed Katie on the forehead
"Did you not just listen to a word of what I just-
"Cover for me, tell mom it was an emergency."
I got in mom's car and started driving home. Good thing it takes two hours to get back home, it's give me time to think about what I was going to say to her.
Logan's POV
I lay down in the bed next to Jo; it was an hour after we just made love for the first time. I carried her to my bed because I wanted her to be more comfortable. We lay next to each other under the sheets, in the afterglow of it all, small sweet kisses, and smiles.
"You're amazing." She said softly right underneath me, the only thing we had on was our underwear.
"If I'm amazing, what does that make you?" I smiled into her lips giving her another kiss.
She giggled softly and we continued to make out. Our heated bodies were pressed up against one another's under the sheets. Her soft smooth skin felt so nice, she looked beautiful, like an angel. I kissed her again and again on her mouth eyes, nose, neck and chest. Every moment with her was like heaven on earth. I've never felt so happy in my entire life.
"Logie, there's no one else I would rather be with, than right here with you." She looked up at me
"Same here Jo, same here." I nuzzled my nose into her upper neck and casually sucked on it, gently. She turned her head in my direction and placed her hand on my cheek.
"Logan, I really mean it when I say that, this has been the most amazing night of my life, I'm so happy we did this I truly am."
"Even better then when you do it with Kendall" I asked jokingly, I secretly prayed that the answer would be yes.
She turned her body so she could look at me face to face. "Can I be honest with you?"
"Yeah sure babe, is there a problem?" I asked.
"No nothing, it's just well, you're the first guy I've… done it with." She said quietly
I stared at her shocked. "Really"
"You surprised"
"Yes, I-I mean, you and Kendall have been… together for so long, I just assumed that…"
"It's ok, we almost did, but I just never felt ready you know, he's tried to get me to but I've always made up the excuse that I wanted to wait until the time was right... that it would be the day I told him I loved him"
"But you never did tell him"
"No I didn't, Kendall's a wonderful guy, but the person I truly love is lying right next to me." She smiled at me.
I smiled back. "I love you honey."
"I love you too Logie."
We went in for another kiss when I heard a banging on the door. I turned to Jo, "I'm sorry Jo, I just got to-
"No it's ok, go ahead answer it."
I rolled out of bed threw on my jeans and a loose T-shirt and went to the door. I opened it to see Carlos walk in with Stephanie right behind him.
"Hey man, sorry I didn't come home last night me and Steph just… you know." He winked at his girlfriend.
Steph shoved him playfully. " Had an amazing night is what he meant; speaking of which I felt bad about making Jo stay somewhere else I wanted to apologize to her, have you seen her?"
"Right here." Said Jo walking out of my room with the same clothes I gave her last night.
"Hey sweetie, I'm sorry I kicked you out, can you forgive me?" Asked Stephanie
"Of course Steph, its ok, if I were you I would do the same thing." She smiled at her best friend and gave her a hug. Carlos eyed her.
"Jo, aren't those Logan's clothes?" Carlos asked suspiciously
"Um yes, yes they are, my clothes got wet in the rain so Logan let me borrow some of his…" she looked away.
"Uh-ha, I see, well just checking." He said, with still a little bit of suspicion in his voice. I don't think we should tell them about what we did last night just yet.
"Oh, hey Jo Kendall called" Said Stephanie
Jo's POV
My heart froze at those 5 words that came out of her mouth. "Oh… he-he did, did he…" Oh no! Oh no this can't be good.
" Yeah he said something about coming home early, he said he really needed to talk to you, he's on his way home right now, he's like an hour and a half away."
I just stood there and stared at the floor. I wanted to just drop dead right there, I couldn't bear to look at my boyfriend, my real boyfriend Kendall who I've been with for over a year and look him in the eye and lie to him or worse… tell him the truth. My face was getting really hot and my knees were shaking, I looked up at Logan, his expression mimicked mine, scarred.
"Jo, are you ok." I heard Stephanie say
I bolted out of the apartment and ran to my apartment and slammed the door behind me and slid down on the door and onto the floor, my head buried in my hands, crying. No I couldn't, I couldn't tell Kendall the truth, he doesn't deserve any of this. He doesn't deserve a horrible girlfriend like me who had sex with his best friend and worst of all fell in love with him
Duh-Duh-Duh ooooo sorry to leave you guys with a little cliff hanger, but I'll finish it as soon as I can don't worry. I think the next chapter will be the last. Everything will soon fall into place!
