Chapter 2-

Bella POV

I walked in to the restaurant. I got a table for 1 sat down. I ordered a burger with fires and a coke. I just sat there eating. My mind was blank.

Why should I care anymore? I had found out only yesterday but it made no difference. A few weeks from now I would be gone, and no one would care. It wouldn't make a difference.

All the people I cared about had left me. Mom, dad, Alice and Edward. The last name really hurt to even think.

Edward, the man I secretly loved, was probably in L.A with a gorgeous supermodel. I don't think he even remembers my name.

A single tear ran down my cheek.

Edward POV

I got onto the plane and just stared out of the window. After I moved to L.A. I and Bella never really talked. I tried calling her, but I guess she changed her number. I thought she had moved on, to stay with some other guy and forgotten me.

I could never forget her. I woke up every morning and thought about her. How she was, what she was doing and did she ever think of me?

I couldn't believe she was dyi... NO! She can't be. Her skin always glowed and her smile made me smile. I loved her. If she died I would too.

My chest felt like someone had stuck their hand through it and was pulling my heart in all different directions. The pain crushed me. I couldn't bear it mentally or physically. My head spun, but soon enough my eyes closed and I leaned against the window.

But even in unconsciousness, I felt the pain.

Too soon, much too soon, the voice of the captain woke me.

'If all passengers could take to their seats and buckle in. We will be landing shortly. Thank you. I hope you have enjoyed flying with Miami Direct' he said. I sat up. The plane jolted downwards and soon I was getting off the plane.

'Edward, Edward, over here.'

I instinctively turned around and saw at least 15 paparazzi screaming my name. SHIT. I tried to lose them on my way to bag collection. I didn't. The bulbs kept coming at me and so did the questions.

'What brings you to Seattle?'

'Are you going out with your co-star, Rosalie Hale?'

'Are you here on business?'

'Why did you dump your last girlfriend, Tanya Denali?'

'Did Tanya cheat on you?'

I just grabbed my bags and hoped the airport security would hold them off long enough for me to escape.

Mercifully, they did. I quickly jumped into the first cab I saw and gave him my parents' address.

'Hey, you're Edward Cullen!' the driver said. No shit Sherlock.

'Yes!' I answered.

'My daughters love you. They have posters of you in their room and talk about you all the time.' He said.

My patience was wearing out. I was usually good with fans, but right now all I cared about was Bella. 'That's great.' I said through my teeth.

The driver was oblivious to it thankfully. 'Hey, could you sign an autograph for them?' he asked.

I sighed quietly 'Sure!' He rummaged through his glove compartment for a bit and brought out a note book and pen. He handed them to me.

'Who should I sign them to?' I asked.

'Ella and Mia' he said.

I quickly scribbled a note.

Dear Ella and Mia,

Thanks for being great fans.

Love

Edward Cullen xx

I handed the notepad back to him and then thanked and payed him before I got out of the cab.

I walked into the house, closed my eyes and took a deep breath. While my eyes were still closed I felt someone hugging me and crying my name. 'Mom, I've missed you so much'. I said.

'I've missed you too'.

There was a pause where me and my mother just held on to each other before I asked 'Mom, could you tell me everything? How did it happen? What happened?'

'Alice will be here soon. I'm sure she'll want to hear this too. In the mean time, why don't you go to your room and get settled. I'm going to make dinner. I don't like the way you look right now. Your too thin, have you even been eating at all up there in L.A?' she said, fussing over me. She was in obsessive mom mode, right now.

I went up to my room and sat on my bed and put my head in my hands.

APOV

'Jasper, you really don't have to come. You have loads of things to worry about, I shouldn't be one on them' I whispered while I looked at the floor. My eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. As much as I needed Jasper, I couldn't ask him to drop everything to just make sure I was alright.

I wasn't alright. My bag was packed and I was just about to book a flight to Forks when Jazz said he would come. I wanted, no I needed, him to come and be there for me.

Me and Bella were so close. If something happened to her I would feel the pain of it too. And, she's dying. A part of me felt like it was dying too. After I moved to New York, we gradually lost contact and only talked on rare occasions when neither of us was busy.

Bella had helped me through so much. All the break ups, she was the one person who I could count on. Her shoulder is the only one I felt I could cry on. She stayed up with me all night when I needed to study for tests and she helped me be who I am today.

Losing her would be like losing myself. I began crying again.

Jasper came to me and held me again. 'I'm coming' he said. I simply nodded, because I knew I needed him.

We got on the plane and landed at Seattle Airways on the Saturday afternoon. Mom knew that me and Jasper were coming.

We quickly and quietly got off the plane. I had told Jasper everything about me and Bella on the plane. He understood why she meant so much to me.

We quickly got our bags from the collection point. We walked out when I saw dad.

I ran and launched myself into his arms 'daddy' I cried. He held me.

Jasper came over and shook hands with him. We walked to dad's car and me and Jasper sat in the back while dad drove.

I rested my head on his chest, while he stroked my cheek. It was the only thing at that moment that had kept me from screaming out loud.

A/N- I hope you liked that. I feel like this story is writing itself, It's coming naturally. I would really appreciate reviews of any sort. Criticism is also welcomed. If you have any ideas as well, I would love to incorporate those too.

Till next time

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