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Someone is going to lose her self-control and give in to her flirtatious girlfriend. So for you faint hearted scared of a little explicit femme slash, close your delicate eyes. Especially with this chapter I owe a lot to my Beta, because the 'juicy' parts of this chapter would be missing if it wasn't for her. DAZZLED EYES22 - I aim to please.

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The Third Weekend – Part I

"I could use a drink." Alice said after dinner. "We could go to that bar you like." She offered and smirked flirtatiously at me. She twined her fingers into mine confidently.

"Are you sure you're ready for that? There are going to be a lot of people there tonight. There might even be some of my old friends." I answered tentatively, feeling unsure about the whole thing. I stroked the back of her hand with my thumb.

Alice beamed. "I would love to meet your friends."

I stopped and faced her. I released her hand and pushed my fingers into her hair, gazing into her lovely sparkling eyes. "They are all gay, Alice. I don't want you push you into the label that is my life. It doesn't have to be yours, just because it is mine."

"But Jasper, I want to be. Don't you get that? Everything is so exciting with you. The way you make me feel. I want you to show me your world. All of it! I finally found the person with whom I feel I belong and it's thrilling. Jasper, you don't have to hold back for me. Don't be so afraid to scare me away, when everything you show me makes me want to experience it all the more. " Her eyes burned with passion and determination. How could I say no to that?

The bar was crowded and just like I expected a few friends were there. Maria and Nettie, two of my closest friends, were sitting at the bar, laughing and chatting with a few people that I didn't know. I introduced Alice and immediately they made a meal of getting to know her. They were curious about who she was, where I had dug her up, and what exactly our relationship was. I normally kept whomever I was seeing to myself and only talked about them. I tried to protect Alice the best I could from their nosy questions, but I realized as the beers and cosmos went down that I couldn't protect her from my world. Perhaps, it was even wrong of me to try. Alice was testing who she was and where she belonged, so who was I to stand in the way of that?

She was open and funny chatting to Nettie and Maria. I finally managed to stand back a little and just enjoy watching Alice have a good time.

I wasn't the jealous type, but I sensed every female in the bar tonight would sink her teeth into her if they got the chance. She was novelty, fresh meat, and helpless prey to them. I tried not to hover, but holding her hand and sneaking a kiss every once in a while helped to soothe my frazzled nerves as well as the alcohol did. I wasn't drunk by far, but I wasn't exactly sober either.

Alice downed the rest of her fifth drink and slipped off the stool. "Excuse me ladies, I need to use the ladies." She smiled bubbly and found her balance on her heels. Alice surely wasn't sober either.

Maria cocked a brow at me and amusement was clear as day on her face. "Jasper, Jasper, Jasper." She mused. "You went and fell in love. I never thought I would see the day."

My face froze and I just gaped at Maria. That was exactly what I was feeling. I had gone and fallen in love for the first time in my life. Sure, I knew I had strong feelings for Alice, but I hadn't counted on finding love so fast with her. I found my equilibrium after a long moment and groaned under my breath while rolling my eyes. I took a swig of my beer. It tasted stale and flat. "Mind your own business." I muttered.

Nettie laughed. "True to form. Jasper is not giving us any details, but how does it feel to finally be smitten?" She asked more honestly than Maria's taunting approach.

"You tell me?" I dared and smirked. Nettie was the one in and out of love all the time. She wasn't afraid to put herself out there, which often resulted in a broken heart, but she mended quickly.

They both snickered. "Jasper." Maria whined falsely. "Give us some specifics. How's the sex? It has got to be great with the way she looks at you?" I groaned feeling more like smacking my head against the bar. What was with everyone and their fixation on my sex life? It had only been two days since Emmett asked the very same thing.

"Not that that is any of your business either, but I wouldn't know." I said nonchalantly and waved for the bartender. If this conversation was going to continue like this, I needed another beer. "I haven't slept with her." I added in indifferently.

They both gawked at me incredulously. "Holy shit! Is she holding out on your sexy ass? She didn't strike me as a prude." Maria blurted and I laughed.

"Who said she was holding out on me?" I smirked, as that was hardly the case.

"You? You're actually holding back on her?" Nettie intervened. I narrowed my eyes at her.

"Are you calling me a slut?" I cocked a brow at her.

"No! But in the past, it was never you who was holding back or having a great deal of patience either." Nettie snickered.

I shrugged. They would both know. In college, I had been dating Maria for a few months until the relationship had died on its own. Basically, it was just casual sex between us. We figured out we were much better off as friends opposed to lovers. With Nettie, it was a one-night stand that happened twice, both in drunken stupors, but it was never more than that and it had never been an obstacle in our friendship.

"Uh, my date is here. I am telling you, girls, best sex ever." Maria drawled. I glanced over my shoulder and spotted Leah zoning in on us. I grumbled irritated. Was she stalking me now? I thought the initial fire had died down and we were through this post break up thing already.

I narrowed my eyes at Leah, hating she had to ruin a great night. She only returned my antagonizing glare. I was dumbfounded when Maria bounced off her chair and greeted Leah. Sure, Leah had already bragged about her new conquest, but I hadn't in a million years expected it to be Maria.

"You ready." Leah asked and then glanced sideways at me. "Jasper. Where is your little bird?" She smirked, like she could kick me when I was down.

"Right behind you." I winked snidely when I saw Alice finally reemerging from the restroom. Her smile was radiant and her eyes twinkling. Yeah, she was inebriated alright.

"You two know each other?" Maria asked confused.

"Jasper is on my staff." Leah answered quickly and rather condescendingly. I rolled my eyes at her.

"What? No drink for me?" Alice beamed as she snug in between my legs since I now sat on her former stool. I put one hand on her hip and took the cold beer bottle from the counter while holding it out in front of her.

"Help yourself." I said softly and inhaled the fragrance of her hair. It stirred in my stomach, but I pushed it back as usual. Alice took a quick drink of the bottle and grimaced.

"Yikes, I don't get how you can drink that." She croaked and brushed her fingers across her lips. "Definitely a cocktail kinda gal." She muttered to herself. Yes, Alice definitely knew what she wanted. Nettie and I both laughed. "Oh, hi Leah." Alice chirped friendly when she spotted her, but she didn't move an inch from me. Leah hardly smiled in return.

"Nice to meet you, Alice." Maria said. "I'm off." She shrugged into her jacket and slung her purse over her shoulder.

"And going to get off." Leah said close to Maria's ear, though, loud enough for me to hear. She glared at me with an overbearing and antagonizing stare. I narrowed my eyes at Leah coolly, before they turned for the exit.

"Hey Maria." I called after her, knowing Leah would hear. She gazed over her shoulder as I pointed to Leah. "Her, I know." I laughed and took a swig of my beer enjoying Maria's jaw drop open. She knew me well and now she knew that Leah was my leftover. I couldn't let Leah leave with the upper hand. She had no control over me anymore.

"What was that about?" Alice asked quietly, just an octave above the music when they left.

I stroked her cheek and leaned in feeling braver, probably from the alcohol, and kissed her. "Nothing." I mouthed, relishing the soft brush of Alice's questing tongue.

"Don't lie to me." She whispered and moved her mouth from mine. She nuzzled into my neck and her lips grazed my earlobe. "Just tell me the truth. You're not going to scare me, and you need to learn that." She said seriously, but her voice was so sweet and seductive.

I pulled back and gazed at her shocked, because she was basically calling me out. "It's just Leah's attitude, I can't stand it." I said and Alice nodded quietly, but raised a manicured brow at me, waiting for me to elaborate. "You really want the details?" I questioned.

"I do." She answered. Her eyes were honest and soft, but not taking no for an answer. "How long ago were you with her?"

I sighed, feeling my heart leap into a frantic pace. I chewed the inside of my cheek, as I knew that I couldn't lie to Alice. "I broke it off with her two weeks ago." I said quietly and glanced down at my hands holding the beer bottle. I felt like an ass having to admit this and it was like the room went silent and the music died down.

"Two weeks." She muttered quietly. I knew Alice was smart enough to figure out that would be the day before we had our first date. "Did you love her?" She asked after a silent moment.

"No." I peered apprehensively through my lashes at Alice's face. I was surprised to see she showed no adversity at all.

"Why did you break up with her?"

I lifted my face to meet her questions honestly. "Because I met you." I said earnestly.

She tried to control her beaming smile and her eyes twinkled at me. She parted her lips slightly and ran her tongue across her teeth. A shaky breath skated from her mouth. "Have you been out with anyone else in the last two weeks?"

I brushed my pointer finger across her lip, gathering some of the gloss covering her mouth. "No. Just you." I answered put the tip of my finger into my mouth tasting her passion fruit lip-gloss. "I don't plan to see anyone else either, Alice."

"Sounds good." Alice beamed a megawatt smile. After a while, she tapped a finger at her temple a few times. "And I am guessing you've been with Maria too?" She asked and I nodded in confirmation. "When?"

"A long time ago. I met her in college." I sighed, knowing Alice wouldn't give up her questions until she knew it all, so I figured I might as well just give it all up right there and then. "Nettie too." I added softly. "But we are all friends now. Nothing to worry about, Alice." My heart was pounding furiously. Hoping like hell she wouldn't run, though I kind of expected it.

"I know." Alice shrugged like it was no big deal. I was so grateful and floored by her. I leaned forward again and kissed her. She parted her lips mingling her tongue with mine immediately.

"Feeling like the third wheel here." Nettie interrupted us and it was like the music filtered back into the room again. I had all but forgotten about Nettie. It happened more than once that I lost track of my surroundings when I was with Alice. It was like I was caught in a bubble. "You kids have fun." Nettie smirked impishly at me.

I grinned and flipped my finger at her behind Alice's back. Nettie just laughed louder, while blending in with the crowd. "A drink for the thirsty lady." The bartender interjected. She slid the glass over the counter towards Alice and freaking winked. "On the house."

"Thank you." Alice emitted. I stared across the counter. Even the fucking bartender was hitting on my girl. I was slightly jealous, but somehow glad I was here with Alice and her hands and eyes were on me. The rest could only dream.

Alice took a big drink of her fresh cocktail. "You wanna dance?" I asked, putting my hands on her hips.

"I thought you'd never ask." She whispered. Her eyes twinkling while practically shining with joy. I laced my fingers into hers as we pushed through the crowd to the back where the dim lit dance floor was located. We slipped into the darkness and the swamp of swaying people. The song playing was rather slow and intimate. I spotted a few people kissing, while most of the others were just grinding and groping to the intense beat of the music.

Alice moved her arms around my neck and pushed her body flush against mine. I nuzzled my face into her hair, savoring her smell as the music changed even more intense. We swayed gently to the rhythm letting it swallow us up. Her body was warm against mine. I roamed my hands down her back and she seemed to soften in my arms. It was like we melted into each other and were locked in yet another bubble. This bold and beautiful girl was mine. She wanted to figure out what path her life should take and she wanted to do it with me. I felt honored.

Her hand moved under my shirt at the small of my back. Her light touch was welcome and gentle as she started stroking my skin further up my back. I knew she would feel the slight irregularities of my scars. She had yet to see them, but to me they were no big deal. I closed my eyes and searched her lips needing to feel the warm wetness of her mouth. Her lips parted and she tasted fruity and slightly like alcohol. I was growing warm all over, my body tingling and my head was spinning, but it wasn't all from the beers. Alice's breath was deepening and her kisses were growing more and more intense. I wondered if she even thought about what she was doing or just reacted to how she was feeling. I hoped for the former, but expected the latter.

The song ended and she pulled back from my mouth. Her lips were glistering soft and red. Her eyes were longing, hungry and desperate in their depth and passion. "Take me home, Jasper." She ordered softly. "Please… I want to go home with you." Her voice was a breath above a whisper. I chewed the inside of my cheek. I was torn. There was nothing I wanted more than to have her beside me all night, but I also knew what would happen if I did take her home with me. There would be no going back for her or for me.

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I flipped the light on in the hall and stepped out of my shoes. My feet were killing me since I hadn't broken my new heels in properly before wearing them for an entire night. I closed the door and glanced at Alice as she untied the belt of her jacket. I was stupid as stupid could be, but I had agreed to take Alice home with me.

"You want something?" I asked, hoping and praying this wasn't awkward for her. She had been quiet all the way home. She shook her head silently. I suspected Alice knew as well as I did what was written in the cards. She had asked for it after all. Her lower lip trembled a bit and I brushed my finger across it. "You still want this?" I asked quietly, hoping her resolve hadn't faltered.

"Very much." She whispered and locked her lips to mine. Her arms were shaky as they worked through the buttons of my shirt and for the first time I let her. Her kiss was longing, but a warning was ringing despite the desire pounding through both of us. She parted my shirt while pushing it off my shoulders. She brushed her trembling fingers across my collarbone and down over my bra clad chest. She was careful, but slightly restrained and not as bold and blunt as she had been every step of the way. I leaned my head back against the wall, pulling free of her kiss.

"Is there anything you want to tell me, Alice?" I murmured. Something was wrong and I needed to know what. She nuzzled her face into the crook of my neck kissing, but sighed shakily. I wrapped my arms around her, holding her to me. "Tell me, please."

"I want you so much, but I am so afraid that I will be bad at it. I'm afraid that I can't please you like you do me. I have all of these feelings and I don't know what to do with them. You are so confident and I've all ways been the… recipient, so to speak." She glanced up at me with fear deeply embedded in her lovely eyes.

"I see." I answered softly, feeling grateful that she was being so honest with me. "Don't worry about it, beautiful Alice. Just let me take care of you, then." I slipped the zipper of her dress down, let the straps fall, and the fabric pooled at her feet.

"But Jasper, I…" I cut her off with a kiss.

"No buts." I whispered around her lips, plunging my tongue into her mouth. "I need you to feel good." I was bolder from the alcohol than I normally would have been, but I had to get my hands and mouth on her. I didn't need anything in return, but I was starved to hear Alice moan and whisper my name. I was too aroused and too far gone to just go to sleep now. I needed more.

She moaned and reciprocated my frantic kiss. This was the part we knew, this was what we had tried… so far. I had touched her twice. I had even seen her naked today, but now I wanted and needed to feel her naked body trembling and convulsing.

I pushed my hands into her hair and started walking her backwards into my bedroom with our mouths slipping and sliding against each other. I relieved her of the bra, just as she fell backwards on the bed. She reached for me and I leaned over her when she practically assaulted my mouth again. Her hands raked up my back stopping at my scars. I ignored it, focusing on getting her out of her panties, stockings and that ultra-sexy garter belt. I sat back on my haunches, straddled across her waist as her eyes fled down my chest and to my stomach. She reached out, and brushed her fingers across a few of them on my stomach.

"Why so many?" She frowned.

"I'll tell you tomorrow." I murmured. I didn't want to talk about it now. I had more urgent matters at hand. I leaned down over her and worked my mouth over her neck and down to her breasts. She made a guttural groan and arched her back when I bit down on her flesh gently. Her soft hands roamed further down my body and played with the button of my jeans. It was digging into my stomach, but I didn't allow her to open more than that one. "Another time, Alice." I whispered and suckled her nipple, while removing her hands. I didn't want her to think she had to touch me, because she thought I expected it. I expected nothing of her. I only wanted her to feel good. She was what mattered tonight. "I want to make you to cum." I murmured and she groaned in response.

Her body was burning and having her sprawled naked on my bed was an epic moment. How many times had I thought about this? I was glad the alcohol was relaxing me. Otherwise, I would have been a blubbering heap of nerves. I kissed my way over her stomach when I slipped my hand up her thigh over her hip. I grazed my fingers down to the inside of her thigh testing if she really was willing to let me do this. I hoped so. I was hungry to have my mouth on her and to taste how sweet she really was. She sighed deeply, lacing her fingers into my hair. I ran my fingers over the outside of her sex gently and she responded by parting her legs wider.

I slipped further down the bed and watched my hand as I mildly kept running my fingers up and down the apex of her thighs. She was squirming, panting and her flesh was growing warmer by the second. Alice was passionate in everything she did. Even when exploring her sexuality, she was trusting and forthcoming. I couldn't doubt for one second that she wanted this, because she did. She was wet and ready, her sex literally pulsating and begging to be touched, licked and nibbled. I slipped my fingers into her flesh and gently rubbed her clit.

"God that feels so good." She whimpered. "Oh, Jasper." She mumbled my name incoherently and spread her legs even wider, inviting me to touch her more deeply. I leaned down and gently ran my nose across her warm and soft skin, then nibbled gently at the soft skin of her thigh. I inhaled and savored the smell of Alice's raw desire and arousal, loving her sweet fragrance. I brushed my tongue across her wet wanting skin and Alice moaned intensely. I couldn't hold back any longer and I stopped thinking about it. I locked my mouth to her flesh and let my tongue work over her sensitive clit. She bucked her hips meeting my mouth and whimpered almost desperate. I relished her gentle exotic sounds. This was exactly what I wanted to hear. This was how I wanted and needed her to feel. I pulled back slightly and slipped my fingers inside of her. I glanced up at her face. In the dim light, I picked up a hint of a pinkish blush spreading from her puckered nipples, over her collarbone to her throat and cheeks. Her lips were parted and eyes closed in a blissful looking expression. Never in my life had I seen anyone look so stunning when she was aroused.

Her face pulled into a dissatisfied grimace and her hands locked into my hair again. "No, I want your mouth." She panted. I smiled and did exactly as she ordered. If that was what she wanted, that was what she would get. I locked my mouth to her pussy like she wanted and didn't let go until I felt her walls clamp down on my fingers and the muscles in her thighs go rigid. I listened intently and savored the sound of her guttural moans as her orgasm rushed through her body. Giving the girl that I was in love with this kind of pleasure was astounding and rewarding in a way I had never imagined. I kissed her soft stomach waiting and watching as her body convulsed before giving her a chance to relax. Her breath quieted and I dipped my tongue into her belly button and she giggled quietly. I sucked a little flesh of her stomach into my mouth before dipping south kissing the inside of her thigh.

"More?" She breathed sweetly.

"Yes. I'm not done yet." I murmured, slipping my tongue over the wet skin of her pussy.

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Her heart was hammering away in her chest, but she was already fast asleep. Her lips were slightly parted, her cheeks completely flushed and her eyes were closed. The sheet covered her body up to her navel as I lay quietly and stared at her. I grazed my fingers across her lips feeling an unknown happiness wash over me. The taste of her still lingered in my mouth and Alice had tasted as sweet as she was soft. I blamed the alcohol that she had been slightly louder this time, but the way she had moved and groaned when she climaxed had almost made me convulse. Making Alice fall apart like that had been one of the greatest moments of my life. I wanted her to feel good and surely as the sun rose every morning she had fallen apart in my bed and by my hands. I loved it. I would live to experience another moment like that.

I stroked her hair and ran my finger across her eyelids. She was so soft and warm, while so bold and daring. She made my head spin. I wanted, hoped, and wished that she wouldn't turn on her heel and decide that she did not want this life, but that was all I could do… hope.

"I love you, Alice." I whispered quietly. Emotions roared up on me like a Mack truck and I realized that I would travel to the end of the world not to lose her. She gave my life so much meaning and so much depth to live for that I feared going back to not having her. A new and unwelcome loneliness would shatter me in an instant. I hadn't been missing anything out of life until I met her, but now I was nothing without this brave woman at my side.

I carefully slipped out of the bed, setting my trembling feet on the floor. Sure, I was coming back from my inebriation, but my shaking wasn't only caused by the relapse of alcohol. I was realizing that I loved her. I wasn't just in love with her. No, I truly loved Alice. I had never loved any of my girlfriends. Not really. I think it was more the idea of love that had captivated me. I had never felt the emotion like I did now. It was like an extra force making my heart beat in my chest. I might never have truly felt it, but I sure as hell never said it to anyone either. I glanced at Alice as she curled to her side and hugged my pillow. Her breath was soft and almost undetectable.

The kitchen was deadly quiet when I turned on the faucet. Pouring down two glasses of water because my mouth was drying out. A headache was building in my temples. I was starting to feel the consequences of drinking. I brushed my teeth and stared at my face for a moment. I squeezed some lotion into my fingers and rubbed it over my eyes, removing my make-up and remainders of mascara. I washed my face, dried it and flipped off the light.

I poured another glass of water and left two Advil at my nightstand for Alice. I figured she would feel all the cosmopolitans when she woke up. I stripped out of my toothpick jeans and unclasped my bra. I changed my panties because I was just as wet as Alice, even though I hadn't been touched. I slipped on a pair of cotton shorts and a singlet and crawled carefully back into bed next to Alice. She sighed content when I curled my arm over her waist and pulled her back to me. I buried my face in her chaotic hair and felt content, really honestly content. I was home, I was in love, and my girl was sleeping sated and naked in my bed. This was what life was supposed to feel like.

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