Authors Note: I'm sorry for upsetting you all on the last chapter :(. I hope I can cheer you all up…after all I was a cheerleader LOL….mmm so long ago in a galaxy far far away. Anyway thanks again for the reviews. I love you all :) Oh and in my story Bobby can walk :)


"Mommy…mommy wake up," said Aiden pushing Bella.

"Oh Aiden, come on let mommy sleep in for ten minutes," mumbled Bella.

Dean opened his one eye and looked over at Aiden who was pushing Bella. "But mommy I want some orange juice."

Dean couldn't help but chuckle as Bella grabbed the pillow and put it over her head. "In ten minutes."

Aiden got up and grabbed the pillow and started hitting Bella in the head.

"Aw baby come on," she whined, "mommy's is having the biggest headache since the day she turned 21."

Dean definitely laughed now as he sat up. Bella peeked through her hair and smiled a little at him.

"Come on little man stop pestering your mother," he got up and grabbed Aiden around his waist and held him like a bag of potatoes. His fingers started moving tickling Aiden's ribs and he began squirming and laughing. "Daddy! No! Stop!"

Bella sat up feeling sore but still laughed. "You going to wait and let your mother sleep in?"

"Y-y-yes! Please s-s-st-stop!"

Dean put Aiden on the floor and he ran to the window and looked out. The sun was out and he saw a park across the street.

"Mom, there's a park! I want to go! Please!"

"I thought you wanted orange juice?" asked Dean slipping on his jeans.

Bella laughed as she swung her feet over the bed, "Hard to keep up with a four year old huh?"

Dean just cracked a small smile towards her as he threw his shirt over his head. He noticed that she wasn't looking too well and walked over placing a hand on her shoulder. She looked up and smiled a little.

"You ok?"

Before she could answer Aiden came behind her and wrapped his arms around her.

She winced in pain and smiled for him, "Careful buddy mommy's still sore."

"From last night?" he asked with a frown and his eyes watering.

"Hey don't do that. You're safe now." She wrapped her arm around him and looked at Dean, "Your daddy saved us."

Dean ran his hand through his hair and nodded. "I'm not gonna let anything happen to your mom and you. I promise Aiden."

Aiden smiled looking at his father and Bella noticed the resemblance in them. Their eyes, the freckles (more on Aiden then Dean) and they both had the strong jaw, must run in the Winchester family.

"How about we go get that orange juice while your mother freshens up huh?"

"Yeah, then can we go to the park?" asked Aiden.

"Then we can go to the park."

Bella stood up with Aiden.

"Fix the salt line when I leave," said Dean and she nodded.

Before Dean knew what he was doing he kissed her cheek and she looked at him surprised a small blush appearing on her cheeks. Dean gave her a small smile as he grabbed Aiden's hand and they walked out the door. Bella touched her cheek softly with the back of her hand feeling as if Dean's lips were still there.

She sighed as she checked the salt line and got into the shower. The warm water felt good on her sore body. It relaxed her aching muscles and soothed her cuts and bruises.

After her shower and getting dressed she looked out the window to see Dean and Aiden over at the playground. She opened the door and walked out locking the door behind her. She looked around before going across the street towards them.

When Bella got there Aiden was on the merry go round with Bumble Bee chasing it. Dean was on the bench watching with a little smile playing on his lips. He looked up when he heard Bella next to him and she sat down.

"He has a lot of energy," said Dean breaking the silence.

She laughed, "Should have seen him once he figured out he could crawl. That boy gave me a run for my money. I chased him all over the house, back then we were just in a small house so it wasn't too bad. It wasn't until he was two when we got the new old house," she laughed a little; "he was Mr. Distructo. Couldn't leave anything in his reach or he'll grab it."

Dean smiled then slowly frowned realizing he had missed a lot. Four years of his son's life.

"He looks like you, you know? I only noticed with things here and there but…when you two are together you look a lot alike."

She smiled a little and Dean looked at her, "I'm sorry," he said quietly. She looked at him knowing why he apologizing, "I never wanted to hurt you."

"I know Dean…I know it wasn't you that hurt me but that day it still haunts me. I see it in my dreams and when I look at the scars on my body. It just plays over…"

"Please God help me," she whimpered, her tears blurring her vision as she felt Dean's hands roaming up her body. He laughed in her ear pushing her hair aside then pulling it making her gasps in pain. He bit at her ear then licked it, "God isn't here to help sweetheart."

She whimpered again and pulled her against him walking over to the bed and she tried to stop. "Oh God please no! Please, I won't say anything I promise. Just let me go."

She struggled in his arms and Dean started to become impatient and angry with Bella. He turned her around and hit her so hard she went limp and unconscious.

Dean put her on the bed and grabbed some rope tying her to the bed.

'Let her go!' yelled Dean from the inside, 'Damn it! I'm going to kill you you son of a bitch!'

"Calm down Dean I know you like her tied like this. You know this is a turn on for you."

'You're sick!'

Dean just laughed as he finished tying Bella up.

Bella began to regain consciousness with the taste of blood in her mouth. She moved her head a little with a painful moan coming from her lips. She opened her eyes a little her vision blurry but she could a figure in front of her. She closed her eyes and tried to move but found that she couldn't. She gasped as she opened her eyes fully this time and saw Dean standing over her with a knife.

"Oh…oh God please no. You're going to kill me! No please no!" She kept trying to get out of the ropes but she continued to sob.

"Aw no I'm not going to kill you," he said as he kneeled down. He was wearing just a black shirt and his jeans.

"No?" she asked feeling a little relieved as she stared into his eyes.

"No, baby, I'm not," he took the knife and playfully and teasingly ran it over her skin. She turned her head tears slipping out of her eyes. "Shh…shh…no tears," he kissed her tears and she sobbed, "none of that now you hear me? Look at me Isabella, look at me."

She slowly turned her head, "We're gonna have fun."

He got onto the bed and straddled her hips. He crossed his arms and shook his head tutting with his tongue. "Now this jacket it just won't do."

He leaned over and began cutting her sleeves with the knife and she cried out in pain when the knife cut into her. Dean covered her mouth with his hand and brought the knife to his lips, "Shh…don't want the neighbors to hear us beautiful." He licked the knife cleaning the blood off of it. "Mmm…you taste good inside and out." His eyes traveled down her body and stopped at her crotch, "I wonder what else taste good."

She started to wiggle her hips as his hand moved down her body and cupped her pussy through her jeans. She whimpered and bit her lip trying not to get him angry.

"Mmm…you're making me hard princess when you wiggle your hips like that. Makes me think you want it just as bad as I do."

She shook her head sobbing, "Please just let me go." He finished cutting her other sleeve cutting her arm a bit there too.

"Mmmm," he said moving the knife over her shirt.

'You sick son of a bitch! Let her go now!' Dean was screaming for the demon to let go of her. He didn't know what the demon had plan but he was getting the gist of it as he watched the demon rip apart her clothing before his eyes.

Bella was now lying on the bed her shirt ripped open and her chest bleeding in some areas. Dean took off his shirt and leaned down kissing Bella on the lips. He smiled at her as he kissed her all the way down to her breast. He licked up the blood on her chest and moved down her body…

"Mommy! Mom! Mom!" Bella looked at Aiden and he was still spinning, "Look at me mom!"

"I see baby," she said smiling at him and then turning back at Dean, "So, what are we going to do now?"

"I'm going to take you and Aiden to the second safest place I know."

"Second?" she quirked an eyebrow and he smirked.

"Yeah, the first is with me." She laughed a little and looked back at Aiden.

"We're going to be ok aren't we Dean?"

He didn't answer right away and Bella looked at him. His face told all. He didn't know but he was going to try.

"I have to be honest Bella," he looked at her seeing the worry in her eyes, "I don't know but I am going to do the best I can to make sure you and Aiden are safe."

Bella smiled, "Thanks Dean."

"Don't thank me. I'm doing this because I want you two safe."

SUPERNATURAL

Dean pulled his fist to his mouth covering his yawn then placed his hand back on the steering wheel. He looked in the rearview mirror at Aiden who was fast asleep with Bumble Bee. His lips curved into a small smile at his son. He looked back to the darken street then looked at Bella to his right who was curled up and leaning against the window asleep.

Dean glanced back at the road then at Bella again. She was still as beautiful as the first time he saw her when the demon had possessed him. He had to make things right in order for her to trust him. He knew she still didn't but he'll try his best to do it.

He stopped at a red light noticing he was the only one on the road. He looked around the dark road and looked at the clock noting it was 2 in the morning. He sighed rubbing his face waking himself up.

He looked at Bella and lifted his hand running his fingers through her soft locks. She stirred and opened her eyes as Dean quickly pulled his hand away from her not wanting her to feel uncomfortable.

"Everything ok?" she asked as the light turned green and he started off again.

"Yeah," he said quietly and she looked in the back at Aiden. She scratched Bumble Bee's head and turned back around looking at the clock.

"Dean it's two in the morning," she said still groggy and she leaned her head on his shoulder. He looked at her surprised and wondered if it was because she was so tired she didn't notice what she was doing. "Why don't we pull over to the next motel you see?"

"We have less than an hour to get to our destination."

"Which you still haven't told me exactly where we are going."

He smiled, "It's a surprise."

Bella tensed a little. "You like surprises Bella?"

"What did you say?"

"I asked if you liked surprises."

"No, no you said…you said my name."

"You ok?" asked Dean shaking taking Bella out of her memory and she sat up a little and smiled at him. He frowned seeing the wall coming back up, shielding herself from him.

"Y-yeah…sorry, didn't want to distract you from driving."

Dean bit his lip knowing that's not the reason she moved.

"Bella…I think we should be honest with each other. In order for this to work out…"

"For what exactly are we trying to work out?"

He looked at her then back at the road, "Some kind of understanding or relationship, a friendship, so Aiden can have both parents. I don't want you afraid of me anymore Bella."

"I'm not afraid of you."

"Don't lie, please don't lie to me. I've had so many people in my life lie to me."

Bella looked at the pain in his face and knew he was trying his best. Dean stopped at the next red light and just stared out the windshield.

She got the courage in her to move. She grabbed his right hand off the steering wheel and he looked at her wondering what she was doing but when she put his arm around her and she sat herself comfortably in his arms leaning her head on his shoulder.

"That's a start," he said after the silence and hitting the gas pedal.

She smiled and leaned up giving him a soft kiss on his jaw and a smile broke out on his face.

"A very good start."

She laughed and closed her eyes ready to fall back to sleep. Dean felt more awake now after getting that off his chest and telling Bella she needed to trust him and she did. He looked back at Aiden smiling before looking out at the road and headed towards Bobby's.

Once he got to Bobby's it was 3:30 in the morning and he saw the light on in his dean. Bobby looked out the window hearing the rumble of the engine.

Dean shut off the engine and moved Bella laying her on the front seat as he got out. Bobby walked out and over to the Impala.

"Hey boy I thought you were supposed to be here by midnight," said Bobby quietly.

"Tell that to the kid and the dog. Aiden wanted food while Bumble Bee had to pee."

Bobby chuckled and bent down looking through the windows at Bella and Aiden.

"So this is them?" He looked them over and back at Dean.

"Yeah this is them. My son and his mother."

"Kids cute…unlike you at that age."

"Hey."

Bobby laughed, "I got a room ready for them."

"Thanks Bobby."

"No problem. I'll get the kid and the dog. You get the mother."

Dean shook his head laughing a little as he got back into the car and grabbed Bella. She moaned as he moved her onto his lap and opened her eyes still half asleep. "Dean?"

"Yeah?" he asked quietly and looked towards the house to see Aiden's head bobbing back and forth and couldn't help but smirk watching him being carried by Bobby.

"We here?"

"Yeah, go back to sleep."

"Mmmk."

She leaned her head on his chest as he got out of the car. She wrapped her arms around his neck and Dean felt heat on his neck when her hands landed on the back of it. The heat spread through him and he wondered what it was. It was a strange feeling. He didn't get it back in the car when she touched his hand. He knew better then to shrug this feeling off but he had to deal with one thing at a time.

He walked Bella up the stairs to her and Aiden's room and laid her on the bed. He pulled the covers over her and kissed her forehead. He looked over at Aiden and touched his cheek with the back of his hand.

He sighed walking out and headed downstairs.

"Thanks again Bobby." He found Bobby as always in the den.

"No problem kid. Just don't screw up."

"Thanks Bobby. That just makes me feel a whole lot better." He turned towards the whiskey.

"I don't mean about getting them killed boy. I mean with your family."

Dean laughed coldly. "What family? Sam's gone Bobby…the only family I have left is you and Aiden. And I barely know the kid but I'm trying."

"What about Bella?"

Dean thought about her and shook his head downing the shot. "I don't know what else to do with her. I want us to work out for Aiden you know but…I don't think she'll be able to see pass the things I did to her."

"Give her time."

Dean smirked, "Yeah…time." He took another shot and looked at Bobby, "Hear anything from Sam?"

Bobby shook his head, "Nothing. I can't get a hold of the kid."

Dean sighed and looked out the window. "Sammy…where are you?"