Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns Twilight, I own the plot
This is/was actually an OUTTAKE to my other Fan Fiction story Starting Over that revolves around Edward and Bella, but it took on a life of its own and is now an individual story. I am posting it as a separate, but parallel story to Starting Over. You can read one without having read the other.
First of all I want to give a MAJOR shout out to my beta and her highly appreciated and detailed comments on this story. DAZZLED EYES22 - This story wouldn't be the same without you.
A/N:
So… er yeah, there really is no excuse for this. So if you are under age, DO NOT READ.
Warning NC – 17 for sexual contents to this chapter.
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To the rest of you. Smut it is and I hope you enjoy Jasper finally letting go!
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The Fourth Weekend
Slowly, her eyes opened and her lips stilled against mine. We stared at each other for a long time and time stood still. She clambered off my lap and pulled me up by the hand. I raised my arms and let her slowly peel my top off. Her blue eyes were wide as ever when I gave my permission. I was slightly nervous, but so was she. Excitement was rushing through my body. It wasn't just lust, but suddenly I realized that I didn't need to cling to my fear anymore. It was irrational.
"Don't be scared, beautiful Alice." I murmured and skimmed the tips of my fingers across her suddenly trembling lower lip. "You know how to do this." I hoped to encourage her, because I knew that she was afraid of not being good enough. I knew her worries were completely irrational and I had no doubt in my heart that she would be amazing. I just wished she knew that too.
"Okay." She breathed. "Don't let me panic, Jasper. I will at some point." She smiled sheepishly.
I pushed my fingers into her soft loose hair and pressed my lips to hers, but I didn't answer. Though, she might be concerned about touching me, her kiss was confident as ever. I brushed my fingers down to her waist and found the closing of her pants. I opened the button and dragged the zipper down pushing them off her hips.
Minutes later we were on the bed and Alice was hovering above me. Her eyes were on fire with love and need. It was like her eyes were windows to her soul, displaying every emotion that she was feeling. Slipping the ponytail holder from my wrist, I pushed my fingers through her long hair that fell in front of her face and tied her hair back messily. "I need to see you." I murmured. I needed to be able to see her eyes clearly, to watch her emotions rush through them. They would reveal when anything was making her uncomfortable.
Alice's warm mouth met mine again and she kissed me slowly. She leaned down closer and her warm torso rested on mine. I loved her skin and breasts pressing against me. Her leg tangled in between mine, while her thigh grinded into my crotch.
She pulled back slightly as she delicately drew her hand up my side to my chest. A little apprehensively she brushed her fingers across my chest, before her entire palm connected with my skin and caressed me tenderly. She ducked to my neck and kissed my skin. I closed my eyes and let the passion wash over me. This was her show. I wanted to give her time and let her explore what she was curious about. Alice skillfully ran her tongue over my skin, tantalizingly slow working her way down my chest. As she touched me, I began to realize how deeply starved my body was for her. My stomach and core were already a taut string ready to snap. My toes curled, my breath hitched and changed into an unsubtle moan, when Alice swirled her tongue around one of my nipples. I clenched my jaw hard when she grazed her teeth over the hard tip. It felt incredible to have someone I loved work her mouth over my body. It was a strange new and overwhelming experience.
This was the first time that we both had so much skin exposed and I rejoiced the feeling of her body level against mine. I ran my hands down over her back, down to the swell of her silky behind. She shuddered lightly and I could feel goose bumps rise as I stroked her skin. I grabbed the cover discarded to the side and pulled it over us in case she was cold.
Alice's mouth found mine and the intensity between us grew. Our kissing became frantic and wanting as hands touched and played over almost naked bodies. It was torturous how wonderfully skilled and loving her hands and mouth were. How could she not know this about herself?
"Show me how you like to be touched." She whispered between deep breaths. Her hand had been hovering around my waist for a while. I knew she wanted to slip her hand further down, but I wanted her to do it at her own pace. I was impatient to be touched and teased, but a few more minutes wouldn't hurt me. I locked eyes with her, loving that she was brave enough to ask for help, but still stunned by her boldness.
She was lying slightly over my side, wayward chunks of dark hair falling from the slack ponytail. She was mesmerizing when I looked at her. I gently placed my palm against the back of her hand. Her face was just an inch from mine when she let me guide her hand further south. I lifted my knee up and slightly outwards when our hands drew under the waistband of my shorts. Alice kept her eyes on mine as she held her breath. I drew her fingers gently over the outside of my sex, giving her time to adjust. I wasn't sure what she expected or if it would scare her that my skin was clean and free of hairs. She skated her tongue across her teeth. I took a gentle bite of her lower lip while grazing my teeth against it. I pressed on her middle finger letting it slip a little deeper and hit my clit. My breath hitched at her touch. It was excruciatingly sensitive and pulsating with need.
Alice beamed a tiny victorious smile and her breath feathered across my face. "You feel so warm… and wet." She breathed.
I kissed her softly. "I know." I murmured as I directed her to add pressure rubbing me. I felt the moisture from my arousal cover our fingers. I sighed and located the tingle running up my spine when Alice did as instructed. I wasn't exactly sure why, but showing Alice how to touch a female sex for the first time was one of the most erotic things that I had ever experienced. I pulled my hand back slightly, letting solely her touch me. Her fingers were assertive and determined when she kept running them over the slippery wetness. I couldn't hold back my pleasured noises. I just let myself slip deeper into the desire and just felt her hands on me.
With my hand clear of my shorts, I began feeling the delicious pending release build slowly. I trailed my thumb across the tip of my middle finger. Alice wanted to feel this. She wanted us to be as close as possible. I would make sure that she got the best possible experience for her first time. The only way to do that was to give into her with everything I had. The more I let go of my fear and succumbed to my own need and desire, the more she would gain. It was all about her tonight.
Alice and I were still gazing at each other as she was exploring my body. I pulled my hand up and pressed my wet middle finger to her lip. "Taste." I ordered softly. Her breath hitched, but she didn't hesitate to bring my finger into her mouth and suck. I savored the feeling of her wet mouth closed around my skin, tasting me. "Good girl." I moaned as her hand working in my shorts added more pressure. It was making me delirious. She leaned down and kissed me, slipping her tongue against mine. When she pulled back, her curious eyes raked down my body and her hand stopped moving. "Go ahead." I whispered and lifted my ass off the bed knowing what she wanted. She smiled quietly, pulled back her hand and started to slide my shorts down my legs. She sat back on her knees and slowly coiled her fingers into my panties. I lifted my pelvis once more giving her the opportunity to remove them as well. The fabric tickled as she slipped them down slowly down my legs. Splayed naked on her bed, Alice was positioned on her knees, sitting still between my legs on the bed. She stared down at my body like it was a complicated mathematical puzzle that she needed to solve, but she had no clue to start. I was too late realizing what was really going on since I couldn't see her eyes properly. Her hands were limp at her sides with her fingers trembling. I reacted as fast as I could.
I got to my knees in front of her and she just kept that unmoving look in her eyes. "Alice." I whispered. Trying to keep calm, though I knew what was happening to her. Violent panic had set in, just as she expected. I pressed her body to mine, hugging her closely, letting her feel the warmth from me. In her chest, I could feel the ferocious pumping of her heart. "Breathe, Alice. It's just me." I looked deeply into her eyes. They were wide with fright. She nodded a little and I stroked her hair. I pressed my lips to hers, lingering until she finally reciprocated. I ran my hands down her arms as I kept kissing her mouth. Her lips began to relax. "Don't panic, baby. You're doing so good." I murmured. She had asked me not to let her panic and deep down, I knew she would be angry with me if I stopped her. She wouldn't want me to let her back down. Alice wanted this so I didn't hold back, but pushed her forward instead. "Just relax, baby." I whispered removing my mouth from hers. "It is just me touching you." I breathed against her skin and trailed my mouth down her neck. I started working my hands over her body, feeling her muscles soften and she started to melt sinuously against me. "Feel this." I skimmed my fingers over panties and her breath deepened. I took one of her limp hands and put it on my back where the tips of her fingers slowly began to stroke my skin. I kissed my way down over her collarbone letting my mouth pay attention to her breasts. I brought her perfectly peaked tip into my mouth suckling. She moaned and leaned her head back. "You like this?" I grazed my teeth against her skin in a gentle bite.
"Oh, yes." She whimpered and her body completely melted against mine to my great relief. I linked my fingers into the sides of her panties tugging them down. I listened attentively to the sound of her growing and labored breaths, making sure she was okay and still aroused. I drew my fingers gently over her pussy, feeling juices leaking onto my fingers. The heat of her lips radiated against my hand.
Her hands grew confident again, moving down my back to my behind, running her palms lithely over me. Slipping them back up, I pulled back from her chest and found her face. Her fingers twined into my hair and she pulled my mouth to hers. Her tongue passionately invaded my mouth and desire started dripping like water from her body.
I moaned into her mouth, feeling overwhelmed that the pending crisis was evaded this easily. Her mouth moved warm and wet down over my neck. "That feels so good." I murmured. She pulled back, gazing at me with those big blue and sparkling eyes. I brushed my fingers across her swollen lips. When she parted them, I brought my middle finger into her mouth where she sucked it rather lustfully. "There's my curious girl." I whispered enjoying her mouth enveloping my finger. She smiled and bit down gently before she released my hand. She smirked at me and I loved her confidence was back. "I want you so much." I whispered. "I want that sweet mouth of yours on me." I hoped to give her yet a boost of confidence.
She leaned closer while merging her lips with mine. Suddenly, I felt my body being pushed backwards onto the bed again. I almost gaped at her, when I felt her take charge. Every cell of my starved body celebrated Alice overcoming her fear. Her hands were on my body, leaving no spot unattended to. Her naked limbs slipped against mine and we kissed frantically.
Her fingers drew down between my legs and I groaned when they came in contact with my clit. "Yes." I groaned while relishing the fact that she was controlling the situation. This was my girl. I enjoyed letting her explore what she wanted to find. The fact that I loved her and my body hungered for her touch, made anything else I had experienced fade in comparison to being with Alice. It was intense to give into her knowing this was how she felt too. This wasn't just another casual affair. We might even have a future together.
Her fingers slipped easily over my slick and sensitive core. I knew I was drenched and seeping juices all over her hand, but I couldn't help it. I whined when her hand lost contact with me. My release was building rapidly and I was completely wanton. Her hand skimmed up my side, before she suddenly straddled my waist. She pinned me down with her body and I felt the heat and wetness of her pussy press against my stomach. She laced her fingers into mine and locked my hands over my head, leaning down with her weight on me. I was trapped and completely in her thrall. Her mouth was furious and passionate against mine as we kissed. I couldn't believe this was the same girl who went into to a full-blown panic attack just ten minutes ago.
She pulled back for a short second, panting. "You're sweating." She smiled gently.
"You're incredible." I reciprocated and pushed my head up to feel her lips again. Alice pulled back averting my attack while holding me down.
"I want to taste you. Really taste you." She whispered, raking her teeth over her deep red lip. I squirmed underneath her, as the thought of her mouth on me was undeniably erotic and more than I ever dared to hope for.
"I want you to." I breathed without hesitation. "God, please, Alice." I begged. With a hint of apprehension, she leaned down and played her lips over mine again. "Don't think about it. You know how to do this." I whispered when she ducked her head into the base of my neck. "Just follow your instincts and it will be fine." I murmured privately into her ear. I traced my tongue over her earlobe and I felt her shudder with pleasure. Her breath skated over my collarbone and her warm mouth started working over my hungering body. Tantalizingly slow, she moved south leaving me burning and longing. I clenched my teeth hard not to cry out when her wet mouth finally touched my sex. It felt like an eternity of sensual torture when she kissed her way down my body, running her tongue over every single scar. Very carefully and teasingly slow she drew her tongue up the length of my sex. Never in my life had I been this strung out or aroused. It was unbearable waiting for my building release, especially when Alice seemed to take her sweet time provoking me. I had to find a patience that I never had to rely on before. This was her first time and she was in control. All I could do was lie back and deal with this bodily anguish.
With a remarkably firm hand, she pushed my one leg outwards giving her the space she wanted. She glanced up at me, watching me mischievously when I felt her push her fingers inside of me. I groaned and realized I wasn't the only one liking this. I would bet everything I owned that Alice truly enjoyed eating pussy. I tilted my head back against the pillow and her warm mouth enveloped my sex and she consumed me. I locked my fingers onto the wrought iron bars of her headboard letting Alice work me into a frenzy. It didn't take long for her talented mouth to make my orgasm ride up on me like a freight train. I exploded into an overpowering pleasure. I tried to mute my sounds, but it was simply impossible when my body convulsed.
Alice started to work her way up my body while I rode out my pleasure. It was intense and my head was buzzing with the intensity of the sensation that Alice had supplied. She barely drew the tip of her tongue between my breasts, but it tickled and added to the tingling running from my toes to my fingertips. She curled her body to mine, letting us melt together. I wrapped my arms around her and she snuggled closer into my neck. "You taste like the ocean." She said quietly.
"The ocean?" I murmured surprised as my heart rate slowly subsided.
"Mmm… fresh, clean and weightless." She giggled. "I like it."
Gradually, I trailed my fingers up her spine. "Glad to hear it." I smiled. Alice squirmed against me when my thigh slipped between her legs and I snuggled into every female curve of her body. A slick wetness transferred to my leg. Goose bumps rose up her stomach and her nipples puckered. My own satisfaction faded suddenly when she was lying here beside me far from sated. I rolled her to her back.
"What are you doing?" She giggled.
I smirked at her, letting my thigh rub firmly against her pussy. She whimpered and writhed her body longingly. "Now it's my turn to take a dip into the ocean." I murmured and Alice let out a shaky wanting moan.
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I brushed my finger across her swollen plump lip. I leaned in and placed the softest kiss that I could on her lips while trying not to disturb her. Alice had fallen asleep almost immediately after we stopped making love. I didn't dare to wake her. I had never seen anyone so peaceful as her when she slept. She was a quiet sleeper. She didn't mumble or snore. She didn't toss and turn, but she was so still and serene. I inhaled her delicious scent and picked up a slight hint of myself on her mouth. Her skin smelled like love and sex, passion and perspiration. Making love with her, having her touch me had been startling. It had been slow and tender, but still so filled with passion that it was crippling. It had been everything to me. It had been perfect and just right for us. Being with Alice had been pure ecstasy, at least for me. I had never experienced anything so satisfying as physically expressing my love and receiving hers, especially after declaring that we loved each other. I knew with every certainty in this world I was in this for life with her.
Alice breathed deeply and sighed when I pulled my lips from hers. I snug out of bed and glanced at the time. It was just after three in the morning and she had been sleeping for the past one and a half hour while I had been lying here looking at her. Her cheeks were rosy and beautiful and her chest was slightly flushed. It was impressive that the flattering pinkish color of an orgasm lingered on her skin for so long.
I put on my shorts and a singlet, but didn't bother with anything else. I slipped out of the room, reluctantly needing a short trip to the bathroom. I sneaked through the dark living room. I choked back a scream when I was startled by Bella staring at me sitting on the couch, spoon hanging midair.
"Holy shit!" I choked out.
"I was hungry." She shrugged and smiled chagrinned like I was catching her with her hand down the cookie jar.
I smiled but chewed the inside of my cheek and threw a glance down my body. I was practically wearing nothing, but I hadn't exactly expected anyone to be up at this hour. "I'm indecent. I'm so sorry." I mumbled, feeling shame and discomfort wash over me.
Bella shoved the spoon in her mouth, chewed and swallowed the cereal. "I live with Alice." She smiled. "I'm sort of used to… exposure." She pointed to me with the spoon. "And that is not indecent exposure. Trust me. I have seen more of Alice than I care to." She paused. "Can't sleep?"
"Not really." I answered and started moving toward the bathroom quickly. I closed the door quietly and did my business. Bella was in the kitchen rinsing her bowl when I decided to snatch a glass of water. "Can I ask you something, Bella?"
"Sure." She leisurely took the hair band from around her wrist and threw her long dark hair into a long sloppy ponytail.
"Do you mind me being here, I mean, spending the night?" I asked quietly.
"No." She paused and glanced at me with her soft brown eyes. "I gave you that impression, didn't I?"
"Not at all. But I just learned with time to be careful with this sort of thing. Alice loves you a lot and I don't want to be a wedge in your friendship."
She smiled gently and tapped her chewed nail against the countertop. "You're not. Alice is quite her own person. I know there is room in her life for both of us. I'm just glad that she finally has a life instead of hanging around here with me all the time. Just because my life is a mess and utterly boring, it shouldn't mean hers needs to be too."
I sipped the water. "Were you surprised? I mean, Alice said you saw us kissing a few weeks ago."
"To see you two kissing. Hell yes! But her falling in love with you, I am not so surprised."
"Why not?"
She shrugged. "I don't know. Looking at you with her, it hurts to watch you." She bit her lip and moisture pooled in her eyes. "I know everything between you is so new, but it doesn't mean it isn't real or that people can't see the depth of your feelings. I see it and I believe you do too."
I nodded. "I do." I answered quietly, while stunned that Bella was seeing perfectly clear what I was feeling.
"Goodnight, Jasper." She said quietly, smiled and wiped the tear. Though Alice and I might be happy, Bella was in a lot of pain.
Back in Alice's room, I stripped and slipped back into bed. Her breathing was still so quiet. I ran my fingers over her hair a few times. I snuggled my face into the crook of her neck and inhaled her scent. "Please stay mine." I whispered.
I closed my eyes, but I still wasn't able to sleep. My mind was sprinting like something out of a drag race and I couldn't slow it down. It was all my emotions that were whipped into a blizzard inside of me. Fear. Love. Worry. Exhaustion. Hope. Devotion. Adoration. To put it simply, I was floored by this amazing woman by my side.
Alice stirred. "Why aren't you sleeping?" She asked. Her voice cracked and she stared at me lovingly. "Have you been awake this entire time?" I simply nodded and ran my fingers over her hair for the millionth time. I couldn't speak. I was paralyzed by the storm roaring inside of me. My eyes started to moisten. "What's wrong, Jasper?" She whispered, her beautiful eyes piercing through mine, reading me. "You're scared." She stated, not asking.
Never in my life had I felt so vulnerable as I did with her. I was a pretty self-sufficient person, but I was exposed and defenseless with Alice. She could tear me apart with a few words. "I'm petrified." I croaked, feeling devastation wash over me.
"Oh, Jasper." She murmured. Alice shushed me, pulled my close to her and cradled my face in her arms. Her body was warm and flush against mine, giving me all the comfort that I ever needed. I didn't go into a full-on panic attack luckily, but feeling her warmth and comfort helped me to finally feel safe and get some sleep. It was six in the morning
My eyelids were crusty and thick when I awoke. I knew I had cried in my sleep, that rough and sandy feeling from my eye couldn't all just be from a few tears. I reached out for Alice only to find that the bed was empty. I groaned and pulled the sheets to my face feeling slightly embarrassed for my juvenile behavior during the night.
"Alice, clothes!" I heard Bella yell from the living room.
"Finally." Alice beamed when she literally slammed the door behind her, clearly ignoring Bella. I winced and glanced at the clock. It was ten thirty. I had been sleeping for hours.
Her hair was wet and drops of water rolled down her collarbone. I noticed she had bothered to put on panties after her shower. For once, a pair that wasn't skimpy and probably overpriced compared to the lack of material. They were still sexy as hell, though. Taking in her attire, I laughed under my breath, as I understood what Bella had meant about indecent exposure. Alice had no shame.
She bounced into the bed and settled next to me. Her wet hair soaked the pillowcase. "You're in a better mood." I said and smiled. She crawled closer to me, but we weren't quiet touching.
"Some, but I am still completely depressed about the fabrics." She paused and stared at me worried. "How are you feeling?"
I chewed my cheek ashamed. "Better." I murmured. "I'm sorry about waking you."
"Don't, Jasper. You've never been more beautiful." She whispered, suddenly intense. Her tongue peeked out, slipping across the edge of her teeth. Her breath skated from her mouth slowly. She smelled minty. "About last night… er, was that okay… for you?"
A victorious smile pulled at my lips. "After those embarrassing tears in the middle of the night, do you even have to ask?" I said playfully.
"I guess not." She murmured, trying to hide her conquering smirk. I leaned closer and pressed my lips to hers. Just kissing her wasn't enough right now.
"You were absolutely incredible." I whispered. Wanting her closer, I grasped her waist, pulling her to me. She giggled against my lips shortly.
"Why don't you have morning breath?" She asked and squirmed her body against mine.
"Don't I?" I snaked my tongue across her bottom lip, pressing my mouth to hers more demandingly.
"No." She sighed and parted her lips letting me invade her mouth mingling her tongue with mine. I groaned feeling warmth spread throughout my body. I wanted her again. I needed to feel her soft skin and smell the alluring scent of desire and arousal on her body. Urgently, I raked my hand down to her ass, further around to her thigh. She sighed into my mouth kissing me back. My hand slipped further up towards her crotch when she suddenly pulled away from me. "Uh, Jasper…"
I tore my mouth from her, staring down at her distraught. This was exactly what I feared. All my torment and anguish about her finding out that this wasn't for her crashed down on me this very moment. Alice didn't want this. My heart stopped in my chest and my brain stopped functioning. Alice rolled her eyes at me, like I was being the most ridiculous person alive, but she had pulled away from me. "You don't want me to touch you." I muttered, not really asking when I was finally able to speak through my despair.
Alice sighed exasperated. "Jeez, talk about overreacting. Would you stop being so paranoid and let me finish? If you would listen to me, I was going to tell you that I got my period this morning, so you groping down my panties might not be the smartest thing right now." She basically mocked me. "You have got to stop this infuriating idea of yours that I am going to change my mind, because I am not."
I sank my head into the down pillow and groaned. Adrenaline that has been so harshly released into my system made my temples pump wildly. Alice ran her hand up my back and down again as her fingers turned and she gently scraped her nails against my skin. The feeling was exquisite and made goose bumps rise up my spine. I let out a soft moan. Her hand found my shoulder pulling me away from the pillow. Her lips started at my neck, kissing, nibbling when her palm folded over my naked chest, kneading. "That doesn't mean I can't touch you. I have so much to learn." Her breath was warm and deepening when she breathed against my cheek. Her mouth found mine and I slumped to my back. She was as brave as ever and not letting my absurd panic defeat her.
Alice was a fast learner, as it didn't take long for her to make me the one squirming against her, practically begging to be touched. With her mouth, she caressed me, kissed my breasts, suckled and bit every part of exposed skin. All that was left for me to do was lay back and just enjoy her slow, passionate, almost tortures brushes on me. As she ran her hand up my thigh, I felt like I was about to explode even though she still hadn't touched me there. I longed to feel her delicate fingers on me. I tried to not literally mewl when I felt her fingers as she started to rub me. The fact of the matter was I was completely wanton and considerably louder than Alice. It had been established last night, but I just couldn't help it.
"Oh god." I whispered as heat rushed through my body. "Alice." I mumbled disjointedly as my head whirled deliriously. The delicious caressing of my clit continued followed by a painfully slow motion of fingers being pushed inside of me. She was teasingly careful, but yet so confident. Alice knew exactly what she was doing to me.
"Feel this, Jasper!" She whispered fiercely an inch from my face. "This is me touching you. This is me not ever changing my mind about wanting you." She rubbed harder, bringing me closer to my impending orgasm. "Feel this, this is me loving you." Her last words were my undoing. The warmth exploded in my stomach and I couldn't help by cry out without thinking. My muscles locked and the most incredible and delicate sensation washed over me as I unfolded.
"How was that?" She smirked when I was returning to earth from unraveling.
"Amazing." I croaked. Her finger grazed my clit too roughly and I winched, curling my legs up.
"Careful." I admonished gently, knowing I could hardly be touched when having this intense an experience.
"Sensitive." Alice murmured, almost pleased. I glanced lazily into her eyes. They were those huge orbs of my "curious, I want to know everything," girl. I nodded briefly, intrigued why she was staring at me with those hooded wanting eyes.
Slowly the sheet was dragged from my body and she kissed my stomach. She brushed her fingers just over my shaved skin. She lowered her head and kissed the spot she had just touched. "Why do you shave?" Alice asked quietly.
"I prefer it that way. It makes me more sensitive." I murmured. Alice didn't look at me when I answered, but kept her inquisitive gaze on her fingers as she carefully ran them over the outside of my sex. She sat beside me and hiked my leg up, then softly raked her nails against my thigh. I groaned. She was a natural, a slow torturous natural at making me fall apart under her spell. I could feel myself swelling and the blood in my body changed direction and settling between my legs once more.
"How sensitive?" She breathed silkily. I stared down at her when she decisively moved her head in between my legs. She paused for a moment, before making her tongue connect with my clit. Her mouth was so warm and giving when she touched me.
"Oh." I gasped trying not to buck my hips towards her face. The sensation was too short and she pulled back from me. I groaned, instantly missing the warmth of her mouth.
"It wouldn't take me long to make you cum, would it?" She whispered and lifted her eyes to mine. They were wild, wanting and filled with desire, practically sparkling with need. There was nothing holding her back. She didn't need to be guided learning any of this stuff. She already knew everything she needed to know.
"No." I panted, feeling my arousal rise higher from watching that feral needy gaze. She pursed her lips and let her breath feather pointedly across the apex of my thigh. I never thought I would see the day, but it did arise. "Please, Alice." I begged. I honestly begged for her to give me more and I normally never ever begged. I was too far-gone to be subtle or respectful. I needed for her to put me out of my misery. "Please make me cum." I breathed.
"When you ask so nicely." She smiled exultantly. The instant her warm mouth connected with my flesh the pleasure shot though me so intensely I lost it. She barely touched me and the tickling from deep within my stomach sprang into a full-blown explosion. I cried out loudly, convulsing. I felt her small hand clasped over my mouth quickly, working as a muffle.
"Keep your voice down." She scolded sternly, but her voice as she hovered above me was elated. Her eyes were playful and still untamed with need. "Bella will hear you." She admonished.
I didn't care. I didn't give a shit because I had lost all sanity. I locked my fingers into her hair and kissed her furiously. I was met with the exact same amount of irate passion when our mouths connected. I moved Alice to her back, literally pressing her into the mattress with my body. I snatched the cover and buried us under it, making the temperature rise like in a sauna. She squirmed her body against my sweat-covered skin and moaned into my mouth. I kneaded her breast firmly before raking my hand down her stomach and over the crotch of her panties feeling what I needed to know. I could easily touch her.
"Jasper…" She panted defensively, but I didn't care. Looking into her eyes, her level of need met mine toe to toe. She was only worried on my behalf. I didn't care what day of the month it was.
"I need you to feel this, Alice. I need you to feel the same as I do. I need you to cum." I practically growled at her. Her eyes sparkled in approval and I slipped my hand past the fabric. I moved my finger into her folds, feeling her juices. She moaned, locking her mouth to mine in yet a hungry kiss. I dragged the slippery wetness from her arousal over her clit and started rubbing.
Almost immediately, I felt her legs start to tremble and her breath left her mouth in erratic pants. I relished her guttural erotic moans. "You feel this. This is me loving you." I echoed her words.
She reached her hand down just as I felt her start to topple over the edge. A completely unexpected pinch from my privates made me lose composure and I climaxed the same time. Alice covered my mouth with hers, muffling my cries. The vibrations of her voice filtered into my mouth when she came just as hard as I did.
We lay sated and still in bed just staring at each other. I was blown away by how intense my experience was with her this morning. It had been so primal. Staring at Alice and her bright sparkling eyes, she was feeling just as overwhelmed as I was.
A sharp thrill from Alice's phone went off breaking our spell. She reached for it without breaching eye contact. She pressed the green button and placed it on the pillow between us using the speaker.
"Hello." She answered softly.
"Alice, dear. How are you feeling, hun?" Aro's whispery voice filtered through the room.
"Never been better." She smiled softly at me. I knew she wasn't answering Aro's question. It was silent for a few beats.
"I'm glad." He answered sounding slightly confused. "What are you up to?" He asked thick with innuendo that he was the one up to something. A chill ran down my spine. There was something unnatural about Aro that unnerved me, but I couldn't put my finger on what it was.
"Not much." Alice answered evenly. "Just staying at home with my girlfriend."
I couldn't help smirking like a goofy moron when she said girlfriend.
"Oh, how is Bella?" He chimed delighted. I snickered at his obvious misunderstanding.
"Bella is fine." Alice answered nonchalantly. "But I wasn't talking about her." I gaped at her. Was she going to do this now? Was she even ready to just come right out and say it? "I was talking about the girl that is more than just my friend." She said confidently as she leaned over and kissed me chastely. "I love you, Jasper." She whispered, but probably loud enough for the phone to pick it up. The other end of the line was silent for leagues of time.
Aro finally spoke up. "Jasper. There isn't that many girls named Jasper." He said.
Alice shrugged. "I supposed there's not." She answered evenly.
When the hell was I going to learn that I didn't need to worry how the world would treat my girl? When would I learn she faced all obstacles of life with the same tenacity? She was doing just fine on her own and didn't need me to hold her hand. I just needed to be beside her, not in her way.
"Was there anything specific you wanted?" She asked after another pause.
"Oh, yes dear. The truck has resurfaced and your fabrics will be delivered to your office within the hour."
Alice shrieked a high-pitched, break your eardrums squeal and tumbled off the bed. "I'll be there in twenty minutes." She screeched and had already put on a pair of pants. "Get out of bed, Jasper." She ordered. "We got work to do."
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