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CHAPTER TWELVE: What If?
Lilly was really worried the next morning, so she called her best friend.
"You, know, Lilly. Dreams don't always come true." Miley said, trying to pick out something to wear.
"But what if this one does?"
"If your really so worried about it, buy a pregnancy test." Miley decided on a light pink t-shirt with a pink stretchy belt and dark blue jeans.
"I should." Lilly thought about it. "But it would definetly have to be in secret; I don't want anyone to know, and it has to be soon. I don't know if I can stand not knowing! How am I going to explain going shopping, alone?"
"Tell everyone that you're getting a surprise for me, that you don't want anyone to know about." Miley slipped on her shoes and walked down the hall to the elevator. "I would've said I'm going shopping for a bra, or something, but then your mom would want to come with." She said, trying to lighten up the conversation.
"Good idea! I love you (A/N: as a friend, you guys!) Miley, and I wish you were here. I'll IM you at lunch, but now I have to go. Talk to you later."
"Bye, Lil."
Lilly walked to her locker, got her books out, and shut it.
"Hey, Lilly." Oliver caught her by surprise.
"Oh, hey, Oliver."
"Are we going out now?"He asked.
"I don't know, that's for you to decide." Lilly told him.
"Would you want to go out with me?" Oliver asked, regretting the words he just let go, for fear of rejection.
"Since I'm possibly carrying your baby, I'd concider it." Lilly said, letting everything out in the open.
Oliver's eyes widened, and his jaw dropped. "Are you serious?"
"I don't know, Oliver. I just had a dream, and it's possible." She started to cry again. Oliver hugged her.
"When are you going to find out?" He asked.
"I don't know. It can take up to a month for it to show up on a test."
"Oh, Lilly. I'm so sorry!"
"You should be." She sniffled. "We'd better get back to class." Lilly and Oliver walked/ran to homeroom. They walked in just as the bell rang.
"Mrs. Tresscott, Mr. Oken, you're late..." Mrs. Lylsenbury stopped when she saw Lilly's red eyes and mascara. She walked over to Lilly. "Are you okay sweetie?" She asked as Oliver took his seat.
Lilly shook her head as tears welled in her eyes.
"Do you want to see the councelor?"
Lilly shook her head again. She couldn't tell any adult anything about it.
"You want to go use the bathroom?"
This time Lilly nodded. "Here," She said. "Take the pass, try to be back by the end of class. I hope you feel better." Lilly ran into the Girl's Room, shut herself in a stall and cried her eyes out. She thought about that fateful evening, the dreaded dream, and the horrible possibility. She thought about what her parents would think, what would they say?
She thought aabout what people at school would think, the teachers, her friends, classmates, and enemies. Her whole life could be ruined because of the inability to control herself for fifteen minutes! Fifteen minutes!
What about the baby? Could she keep it? Could she get an abortion? No! Adoption? That was an option, but how could she give her baby up?No, there was only one option, to keep the baby. If there was one.
Lilly wiped her eyes. She splashed cold water on her face and fixed her makeup (what was left of it) and walked calmly back to class. Act. Lilly thought. She smiled. Act like everything was okay. The bell rang. A few kids asked her what was wrong. Act! She thought.
"Oh, I just miss Miley." She lied and gave them a knowing smile. Lilly acted the entire day. Then she went to the mall and purchased the item that could possibly change her life. She hid it from everyone, for a couple of weeks.
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THREE WEEKS LATER:
Lilly read the directions and took the test as told. She looked at it, it said...
Oooh! I cliffhanger! Maybe you guys will update now!!
