A/N: Okay, here it is as promised. I know you guys have been waiting patiently for the real smut. Okay, some of you, not so patiently, Hope you guys enjoy. And again, thanks for all the reviews and alerts. It makes me happy.

What Do You Suppose Would Happen?

Chapter Four

Finn smiled at him. "I do have some ideas…" he said, his thumb rubbing against Kurt's already hard length.

Kurt was glad to see the sadness leave Finn's eyes… although that thought was only fleeting as he instead concentrated on what Finn was doing to him. God, he had amazing hands.

"Do you want to hear them?" Finn asked.

And suddenly Kurt was tired of waiting… tired of talking.

"No," he said and Finn's face fell. "I want you to show me, instead."

He pushed harder against Finn's palm.

"Oh." Finn smiled again as he stroked Kurt once more before removing his hand.

"Finn?" Kurt whispered, his voice pleading. But the other boy was already undoing Kurt's fashionable belt.

Kurt was struck by the feeling of deja vu.

Here they were again. It seemed like hours… or days… ago that they had been at this very point.

This time, however, Kurt did not stop him. Instead he grabbed at Finn's jeans, undoing his belt with shaking hands.

They were both frantic, and suddenly they were kissing hungrily as they tried to undress each other. They had to part to get their jeans off but it was only a momentary inconvenience. Soon, they were back together, kissing, touching, and moaning. And Kurt had never felt more alive and yet more desperate… desperate to fulfill the need building up in him.

"Oh, God, Kurt," Finn said as Kurt's hand moved to grab his ass. They grinded against each other, trying to get closer still. But it was never enough, and Kurt wondered how he was ever going to last.

Finn turned on his back and pulled Kurt on top of him. Their bodies fit together in a very unexpected way as they rubbed against each other. Finn deepened their kiss, his hand running through Kurt's thick hair.

Kurt moaned into his mouth. His tongue trying to devour Finn, and he randomly thought of the dream. He'd beaten all the girls… He was the one who was getting to taste Finn. With that thought driving him Kurt moved down to kiss Finn's neck. Was it spiteful that he enjoyed the thought, especially of Rachel, exploding into dust. Her routine of wanting Finn… and not wanting him, was irritating. Especially when Kurt had always wanted him. Had never not wanted him.

He dismissed those thoughts… after all he had Finn underneath him, wanting him, moaning his name…. no more wasting his thoughts on girls or Rachel.

He trailed his tongue down Finn's neck, enjoying the taste and feel of the jock. Finn's hands were in his hair encouraging him to continue.

When he reached Finn's chest, he paid special attention to his already hard nipples. Kurt took one and pinched it… pulling on it. Finn groaned as Kurt licked the other one, lavishing it with his tongue. Finn pushed down on his head wanting more… Kurt could not deny him as he took the nipple in his mouth and sucked on it, greedily.

Then Kurt moved down Finn's stomach, licking, biting, and kissing until he reached his navel. He dipped his tongue in the beveled area causing Finn to growl in frustration.

Kurt understood. He was feeling the same way. He wanted more, always more. But as he moved on, eager to truly taste Finn, the other boy stopped him.

"No, Kurt. Please."

"I thought you would want me to…" Kurt said looking at Finn with pleading eyes.

"I do, Kurt… God, I can't believe I'm even stopping you! But I won't last… and I just want… I want to be inside you… like now!"

Kurt nodded, moving up to kiss Finn passionately. He wanted him so much!

"Then let's do this," he said cheekily.

Finn chuckled as he turned them over so he was on top.

"Wait… Finn."

"Did I do something wrong?"

"No… I just need to get something... to make it easier."

"Oh, do you have anything?"

Kurt smiled then. "Really, Finn? You have to ask me, that? I have more skin lotions and oils then the make-up counter at Macy's. I just have to get one."

Kurt moved off of the other boy reluctantly but also with hurried determination. He couldn't wait to feel Finn inside of him. To finally be able to fill that need, that ache he seemed to have had forever. And it wasn't something he was able to successfully take care of himself (although he'd tried!). He needed this. He needed Finn.

Moving as quickly as possible, he found the lotion he wanted (and had practiced with) before moving back to his previous position.

Finn smiled at him before kissing him tenderly. Some of their earlier desperation had dissipated, and they explored each other's bodies tenderly. Their desire soon peaked again, and Kurt felt that familiar yearning.

As Finn hesitated, Kurt realized he was unsure about what to do next.

"Here Finn," Kurt said. "Like this…"

As he put his left leg up flat against Finn's chest, he was surprised by the other boy's reaction.

"You're so flexible, Kurt," he said in awe. "God, that's so freaking hot!"

Kurt's right leg was still bent but he thought it would probably join the other one by the end of the night.

"I'm not sure what I'm doing, Kurt. I don't want to hurt you."

"Don't worry, Finn. I've had a lot more time to think about this… and to do a little research. Just follow my lead."

"Okay." Again that sweet smile… and Kurt just melted. He really loved Finn.

Kurt took Finn's right hand and stroked his middle finger. Finn closed his eyes for a second, enjoying the sensation. He eyes flew open when Kurt put some of the cold lotion on the tip of this finger.

He then moved Finn's hand so that it was placed against his bottom.

Finn, catching on quickly, pushed his finger against Kurt's opening. He looked at Kurt for confirmation that this was what he wanted before proceeding. Kurt nodded- rather franticly- and Finn slid his finger in.

Kurt cried out, causing Finn to stop.

"Don't stop, please," Kurt whispered desperately as he pushed on Finn's hand, trying to shove it in even further. Kurt pulled Finn's finger until it was almost out and then pushed it in once again. They soon had a rhythm going and Kurt found he was unable to speak. He was grateful when Finn took the initiative and added a second finger.

With his other hand Finn stroked the tip of Kurt's erection. Kurt almost lost it then, and he had to stop Finn to keep himself from going over the edge.

Kurt pulled Finn's fingers completely out. Although he was trying to talk, all that came out were little breathy sounds… his mind was so clouded with lust that he could barely think.

"What do you want, Kurt?" Finn said, but he didn't ask it like a question. His voice was seductive… teasing…

Kurt looked at him, the obvious need reflected in his eyes.

"Is this what you want?" he asked placing the tip of his member against Kurt's bottom. Kurt answered by pushing against Finn, unsuccessfully trying to impale himself on his erection, and he whimpered in frustration.

"Shh, It's alright babe…" Finn kissed him as he pulled out the foil package and opened it. He slid the condom on quickly and coated himself with the lotion.

Kurt knew he would not have remembered… or even cared. Even now all he could think about was having Finn's hard length inside of him.

"Finn, please," Kurt said weakly, finally finding his voice.

It only took a second for Finn to be ready. He gave Kurt another look to confirm that this was what he wanted before he pushed his fingers in again. He opened Kurt up before pushing his engorged member into him.

Kurt gasped and Finn stopped, looking concerned.

"It's okay, go on," Kurt urged.

Finn moved in slowly, giving Kurt time to adjust. Once the other boy was fully inside him, Kurt pulled away before ramming himself back onto Finn. It was difficult for him to do, since he didn't have the momentum he needed, and he looked at Finn pleadingly. But the other boy didn't need any coaxing. He had tried to go slow for Kurt, but his own needs were taking over. At Kurt's lustful look, he couldn't stop himself from pulling out and plunging back into him. Their movements soon picked up speed, and Kurt realized he had never felt anything more amazing.

He opened his eyes, expecting to see Finn's eyes tightly shut. He was surprised to see Finn looking at him, watching his expressions.

"Finn," he whispered as their passion built. Finn reached up with his free hand and interlocked his fingers with Kurt's.

And then the larger boy shifted, moved to get a better angle as he thrust harder into Kurt, hitting that spot that made everything go white and then threaten to disappear as Kurt's mind, his world was shattered. He cried out at the pure pleasure… and joy of it. Finn responded by crying out as his own orgasm overtook him.

And as Kurt recovered, and his breathing returned to normal, he noticed little things: The weight of Finn lying on top of him, the other boy's body shaking as he tried to control his breathing; the smell of sweat and sex that permeated the air; the fullness of Finn still inside him but no longer moving as he continued to hold his hand; the cramp in his leg that no longer wanted to stay in that awkward position… and the overwhelming feeling of being satiated.

Kurt enjoyed it for as long as he could… until he knew they had to move. Finn shifted and Kurt could hear and feel the suction as he pulled out. Kurt bent and stretched his leg, trying to ease the cramp as Finn rolled completely off of him to rest next to him on the bed.

The cool air washed over Kurt, bringing with it a wave of doubt as he watched Finn remove and discard the used condom.

What if Finn regretted what they had done? What if he didn't like it or didn't really like Kurt? What if Finn thought Kurt had agreed to this… too easily? God, he sounded like a girl!

But his confidence was partly an act… especially when it came to his sexual ability. And everything had happened so fast. This morning Finn was just a wish, a fantasy. And now he was lying next to Kurt, trying to catch his breath after the admittedly amazing things they had just done… but what if Finn now regretted it? Kurt didn't think he could take it. Earlier a rejection from Finn seemed inevitable.

Now it would be devastating.

Kurt was once again having difficulty with his breathing… only this time he was not enjoying it. At all. In fact, he thought he might be having a panic attack. Why didn't Finn say anything?

As if on cue, Finn spoke up. "Are you okay?" Kurt could hear the concern in Finn's voice as well as see it on his face. It was there… and it was mixed with his own doubts. "Are you sorry that we did this, Kurt?"

Kurt breathed a sigh of relief, as he smiled at the other boy.

"Absolutely not. That was incredible, Finn."

Finn smiled back and the happiness he could see in Finn's face lit up the remaining darkness in Kurt's heart.

"I didn't know Kurt…" Finn said, touching his face sweetly, " that it would be so amazing… that you would be so amazing." He kissed him gently as Kurt snuggled closer to Finn, enjoying the warmth of his body. It was comforting, reassuring, safe, and Kurt wasn't used to those feelings. It made all his worries about the future seem easier, somehow.

Finn chuckled unexpectedly, and Kurt looked at his amused face.

"What?"

"All the kids in Glee are gonna freak out."

"Finn," Kurt said with some alarm. "We can't tell them."

"But I thought… I mean, we didn't talk about it, but…" He hesitated before continuing glumly. "It was only this one time, right. You don't want us to be together."

"What? No, Finn. That's not it," he reassured him quickly. "I do want us to be together. I just don't want anyone to know about it."

"Oh," Finn said sadly.

"Finn, that didn't come out right…"

"You think I can't handle it? I know I worried a lot in the past about what other people think… but I don't want to be that person anymore, Kurt. I can be as strong as you. I know I can. You don't have to protect me."

"No, Finn. That's not it. I know you're strong. I've seen it. The reason I don't want anyone to know is because of our parents."

"Oh… oh," he said. "Wait… why not?"

"Finn, if our parents find out we're together, that will change everything. They might not move in together. At the very least it will cause a lot of anguish and heartache, and make things very complicated. I'm really glad my dad is happy again. And your mom. We can't mess that up, Finn. Not to mention we wouldn't be able to share a room."

"So we can't ever tell them," he said still sounding confused and somewhat sad.

"No… we can… maybe after you guys are moved in and things get settled. Then we can say it just happened."

"Oh, I see," Finn said.

He still seemed a little sad. Kurt was ecstatic that Finn wanted to tell the world… he did too. He hated the idea of hiding. It just wasn't him. He was proud of who he was and definitely proud to have Finn as his boyfriend. He also wanted to rub it in Rachel's face and if that made him a bad person, well he could live with that.

But they had to wait. For both their parents' sake.

At this moment though, he wanted to wipe the despondent look off of his new, but unfortunately secret, boyfriend's face.

"You know we still have a couple of hours before they get back. Any ideas or sex dreams you want to share?"

Finn smirked at him then. "I think I could come up with something,"

Several hours later, Kurt awoke to the sound of the door closing and of people whispering.

"… don't want to wake them up."

"They look so sweet."

"Dad, Carole," he said breathlessly as he became aware of his surroundings once again. He and Finn had been watching TV when they fell asleep. They had been sleeping close to each other but thankfully not wrapped in each other's arms. That might have been hard to explain.

He shook Finn and the other boy sat up startled.

"Okay, Kurt," he said, his voice still slurred with sleep as drool ran down his chin, "but only one more…"

"Finn!" he said a little more harshly than he intended.

"What?" He looked around and saw their parents standing in the doorway. "Oh, hey, you're back," he said wiping the drool off his face.

Carole just smiled at her son, but Burt gave them both a searching look.

"So," he said finally. "What have you boys been up to?"

Kurt was ready for him, however. "We were just watching a Project Runway marathon."

"Really?" he said, his voice full of skepticism. "Finn, I didn't think you were in to all that fashion stuff."

Kurt looked pointedly at Finn, hoping they would get through this conversation unscathed.

But he soon realized that he had nothing to worry about.

Finn looked up at both parents and smiled. "I've decided it's time to try new things."

And Kurt was impressed at how easily Finn was able to keep the smirk out of this voice, and the blush from his face, as he made that surprisingly accurate statement.