Edward, Alphonse, their mother, and traces of other characters in 'Hurt' by Christina Aguilera.
I DO NOT OWN FMA OR HURT

Fullmetal Alchemist belongs to Hiruka Arakau. 'Hurt' belongs to Christina Aguilera and whoever wrote it.

Al's P.O.V.

It's been 2 months since he died. I can't believe it.

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face.

I still see his face, no matter the situation.

You told me how proud you were, but I walked away.

And to think that I know that it's my fault he's dead. How could I let him die?

If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh.

I know I can't bring you back, I know it's my fault, and I would trade places with you just to prove it!

I would hold you in my arms; I would take the pain away.

I know we used to fight all the time, but you taught me everything I know.

Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes. There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again. Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there.

I never meant to hurt you!

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you.

We shouldn't have gotten on the train

For everything I just couldn't do.

I want you back, Brother! Please come back!

And I've hurt myself by hurting you.

Edward's P.O.V.

I look down at Al. Every night, he pours his heart to me by screaming. I keep telling him that it's not his fault (and that means telling other people to tell him for me, and that's very hard for me. Gives me a massive headache), but he won't listen.

I turn away to Mother, to see her crying softly. "You would be in much more pain if you were down there and Alphonse up here. He may not let down the fact that you're gone for good, that he thinks it's his fault, but that's normal. You wouldn't believe that he died, just like me. You'd try to bring him back, and in the process, you'd be dragged to Hell. He's right to mourn, but don't blame yourself. It wasn't either of your faults."

"But Mother, it IS my fault. My alchemy caused a big hole in the train's side that Al and I were on. He was going to fall out, so I switched places with him. It is my fault I'm dead!" I wasn't aware that I had started screaming at her. Tears started to gather in my eyes as I turned my back to our mother. I whispered to Al, "Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit. Sometimes I wanna hide…"

Al's P.O.V.

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so lost without you.

Cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh.

I didn't want you to die. I want you here with me and Winry. She misses you!

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?

I'm trying to comfort her, but she's pushing me away. She's trying to ban me from my alchemy.

Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?

I heard Winry in a shaky voice, "There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance. To look into our eyes and see you looking."

I felt tears well up in my eyes as Winry sobbed harder and harder, begging you to come back. She kept saying that she shouldn't told you everything before we got on the train.

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you.

For everything I just couldn't do.

Please come back, Brother. Even Roy misses you.

And I've hurt myself, oh.

Winry started to wail, "If I had just one more day. I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away."

Brother, Roy wanted you too. If not then more than Winry does. Everyday I hear him crying, clutching a picture of you to his chest, and every night he wakes up, screaming your name.

Oh, it's dangerous.

It's out of line

To try and turn back time.

Edward's P.O.V.

I wished everyday that somebody would let me go, believe that I died 2 months ago and there's no turning back.

I'm sorry for blaming you.

I wanted to protect you.

For everything I just couldn't do.

"And I've hurt myself, by hurting you." I look down at Al, Winry, Granny, and Roy and smiled, tears falling down on them. "And I already knew, Al. I know Winry loves and misses me, I was just too stupid to realize it. And now I know how Roy feels about me. I was too naïve to notice. I miss you guys. Don't forget me," And I walked away to mother, leaving my old life behind and enforcing my new one.