Pale
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN PALE OR FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST. PALE BELONGS TO WITHIN TEMPTATION AND FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST BELONGS TO HIROMU ARAKWA.
A/n: Edward is grieving over Winry's death (which he caused by transmuting a spear through her heart).
Edward's P.O.V.
I'm not sure of what to think anymore. Death was supposed to be perfunctory; it wasn't supposed to affect me like it did the day you left us for the land above.
The world seems not the same
Though I know nothing has changed
It left me mesmerized, what you said to me before you died. 'Don't worry about what you know will happen. Just live your life the way you want.'
It's all my state of mind
I can't leave it all behind
I know I have to keep myself together. I know I have to move on, but it feels impossible.
Have to stand up to be stronger
Sitting here won't do me any good.
Have to try
To break free
From the thoughts in my mind
I don't want to lose any more people because of my "gifts". I don't want another accident to happen.
Use the time that I have
I can say goodbye
Have to make it right
I have a notorious curse that gave me the ability to transmute metal. I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS.
Have to fight
'Cause I know in the end it's worthwhile
I'll never forgive myself for what I did to you.
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away
It will be all right
IF YOU CAN HEAR ME, PLEASE ANSWER ME! I CAN'T STAND NOT HAVING YOU!
I know
I should realize
Time is precious
It is worthwhile
Everyone says I should transmute a statue that is a facsimile to you. I vowed to myself that I would never use alchemy again.
Despite how I feel inside
Have to trust it'll be alright
What do I do? Your death caused a metamorphosis within me: for the worse.
Have to stand up to be stronger