SO So SO sorry i haven't updated in a while. I've been having a lot of homework lately, and i don't even finish that. Haven't updated in what? 7 days? Wow that's bad! So if you guys want me to udate every day REVIEW. Yup that's what i need to update often. Okay If i at least get 15 reviews for this chapter I'll try to update tomorrow or Monday. I'm sorry if you guys are hating me 'cause i'm not making Rose tell Dimitri, but that's not going to happen 'til a while. That's a warning. It's not going to happen like at the end, but just wait a while, it'll happen. And Dimitri's not going to find out about Tasha 'til later also, sooo you'll have to keep reading to find out what happens! Oh yeah I found a way to write my story on my phone! So it won't take that long for me to update i hope. Oh i noticed i spelled Rose's mom's name wrong, i put Janie when it's Janine. I am sorry i should have looked into that, but i was lazy Sorry. And i appologize for all the mistakes i make in this chapter.

Whoops almost forgot!: i obviously don't own the Vampire Academy or any of its characters.

I've been here with Lissa for approximately a week. She and Tasha have started planning more things for Tasha's wedding. Apparently it's going to be in a church near Lissa's house. I was surprised it wasn't going to be in Russia or something. Dimitri seemed really close to his family. I think Tasha chose to have here because of me; she wants to rub it in my face that she is going to marry him. She had made me go with her and Lissa to pick out her dress; I said the exact opposite of my opinions. If I liked the dress I'd say it was ugly, if I thought it was ugly I said she should get it. Yes, I know very mature, right? But hey it's the least I could do, maybe even on her wedding day when she sees her dress again it'll be stained and ripped . . . I have no longer tried telling Dimitri about Alex. How can he not figure it out? Does he think I'm some blood whore? I was in my room, well Lissa's guest room, I think everyone went shopping, even Alex. I walked down stairs and into the kitchen, I was really hungry. I looked through the cabinets and found something good: chocolate glazed donuts! I got one and bit into, I was so into the donut I didn't even notice someone was ringing the door bell. I went and put my donut on a paper towel and went to go get the door. I opened it and saw someone I have not seen since I left: Adrian! When he saw me he looked shocked and then amused. I had that feeling where you think you have something on your face but you really don't. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and when I pulled it back I saw it had chocolate on it! I forgot to wipe my mouth! Adrian brought his thumb by my mouth and wiped the corner of my mouth. "Rose, what are you doing here?" he asked, using my actual name instead of 'little dhampir.' When I graduated the academy, I left. Only Lissa and Christian knew where I was. Adrian visited me in my dreams right after I left, but since I didn't tell him where I was he gave up on me I suppose. I them inspected him; he looked the same, only difference was his finger. He had a wedding ring on. Why was everyone getting married or already married? I felt like such an outsider. But having Alex is all I need, since I can't have Dimitri. I just hope when she goes to school she doesn't throw a book at her teacher like I did. Then I remembered I still haven't answered Adrian's question.

"I uh came to visit Lissa." and then added "Congratulations! I didn't know you were married!" when I said that he grinned.

"Yeah, have been for the last year." I then hugged him. He didn't have that alcohol and cloves cigarettes scent. He just smelled like cologne!

"You don't drink or smoke anymore?" I asked shocked.

"Remember that I did that for the spirit affects, well I'm bonded to my wife. So she takes the darkness, and then I heal it." Heals it? That just sounds weird.

"What? How did you figure that out?"

"Well I was afraid of what the darkness would do to her, and then I just healed it one day, and I do that now and then. I was visiting someone who lives near here so I came to Lissa to teach her how to do it so the darkness wouldn't affect you anymore."

"Well, she went shopping." I said not bothering to say with whom.

"Okay, I'll come back later, probably with my wife." he said and then left. I didn't feel like eating my donut anymore. I lay on the couch and for some reason I started crying. Everyone is either married or engaged. Everyone has moved on with their life, everyone except me. My Dimitri has moved on, he is getting married and having a baby. Does this mean I should do the same? I can't, I don't know how he moved on after he said he loved me. He was just going to guard Tasha then the next thing I know their engaged! I couldn't stop crying anymore, two weeks until Dimitri's wedding! Before I could clean my face Dimitri came in with Alex in his arms. He and she were laughing, perfect father/daughter moment.

"Rose? What's wrong?" I totally ruined the moment. And then Tasha came in and ruined the moment even more.

I sighed, wiped my tears, and simply said "nothing." I went up stairs and to the bathroom that was in my room. I washed my face and then looked in the mirror. I looked awful! My hair was tangled from me lying in the couch, and my eyes were bloodshot from crying! I grabbed a brush and started combing my hair. I put some eye drops in my eyes, that didn't help. I went back to my room and sat on my bed. There was a knock on my door, of course probably Lissa!

"Come in." I said softly. I was wrong it wasn't Lissa, I was looking down but I could smell the familiar scent of his aftershave.

"Rose, what's wrong? And don't say nothing, I know something is wrong." well duh something is wrong! You're getting married!

"It's nothing." I said, not caring he said not to say that. I then sighed; I still haven't looked at him. Then out of no where he cupped my face in his hand and tilted my head up to make me look at him. He was crouched down so we could be looking each other in the eyes, our lips were only inches apart . . . How badly I wanted his lips on mine. In his eyes it looked he too was thinking the same. But I turned away, I can't do this. He's engaged, I wouldn't want my fiancé doing that behind my back. He probably knew what I was thinking because he stepped back.

"Roza . . ." he said, he doesn't call me that anymore. The last time he did was when he barely arrived. I left my room before he said anything, what was he going to say? I have no idea. Alex was with Lissa and Christian on the couch watching the movie 'Wall-E' that movie was old but Alex liked it for some reason. I sat next to Lissa and she gave me a worried look. The movie was at the part where Wall-E was getting squished by the machine where Eve was suppose to place the plant, meaning it was almost over. Tasha was no where to be around. That was good news.

"Rose did you leave a half eaten donut on the counter?" Christian asks when he went to the kitchen.

"What? Me? Why would you think that?" I ask faking innocence.

"Just throw it away." he says. I got up and walked very slowly toward the kitchen.

"Rose, seriously? What are you a ten year old?"

"Fine!" and I started walking even slower.

"Never mind I throw it away myself." he said and threw away the donut and I grinned. For blood, I don't know exactly what Christian and Lissa do. Strange I know. Christian got some juice and then Alex came in.

"Where's my juice?" she asked him. He got a juice box from the fridge and gave it to her. She ripped the straw off from the package and tried put it in the hole. When she did, it squirted out and wet her shirt. Christian and I started laughing. She looked like she was about to start crying so I took her up stairs. But I heard someone's footsteps and I walked slowly upstairs hoping it wouldn't be Dimitri. It wasn't, it was Tasha, she was headed toward the restroom her back to me. I still can't believe Dimitri's with her. He wouldn't be if I just told him the truth, if I told him he was Alex's father. I went to my room's bathroom and turned on the water to the shower. I bathed Alex and changed her I took her down stairs and left her watching 'The Backyardagains' I went back to my room and laid in my bed.

After what seemed like forever I got up and went downstairs. Alex was no longer their. I looked every where, but she wasn't here. I went back to my room to see if she were there but she wasn't, Dimitri was. "Roza what's wrong?" he asked.

"Alex, I can't find her."

"She went out with Lissa and Christian, they didn't want to bother you so they didn't tell you." he said. "Rose, why didn't you listen to me?" he asks.

"What? Listen to you? About what?"

"You didn't stay away from Adrian like I told you to and look at the consequences."

"I didn't get with Adrian! And he is not Alex's father if that's what you're thinking!" I snapped.

"Then who is?" he asks.

"You are." I say and then wonder why I just said that.

"You are such a liar! You think you could have someone else's kid and then say it's mine? You blood whore!" and then he starts fading, everything starts fading and I hear Lissa calling me.

I open my eyes and she has a worried look. "Rose, are you okay? I came up here to see if you wanted to go have dinner with us, but you were asleep and I saw you were sweating a lot and tossing and turning, so I woke you up." I wiped my forehead with the back of my hand. It was a dream, I guess when I laid down I didn't notice I fell asleep.

"Yeah sure I'll go, let me take a shower though." I say and she nods and then leaves.

After I take a shower, blow dry and curl my hair I put on a pair of black jeans, a white shirt that had lace above it and showed everything that made me look that much better and black high heals. I put some make-up on and then went downstairs. While I was in the shower Lissa must have changed Alex because she had a cute dress on that I did not buy. Now after that dream I totally did not want to tell Dimitri about Alex.

Nor Lissa or Tasha wore a dress. No one wore anything too fancy and nothing too simple. We went to a restaurant near Lissa's house, I guess it was a restaurant for Moroi too because they had feeders there, maybe this is how Lissa and Christian survive? Tasha excused herself to go to the restroom, about a minute later so did I. I actually needed to go pee, not just for drama. I walked over to the restroom and slowly opened the door big enough for I could make sure she wasn't there, but she was. Weirdest thing was that she was buying a tampon from one of those machines that most woman restrooms have. Wait if you're pregnant, you wouldn't have your period. Does this mean Tasha's not pregnant? I slowly closed the door. I went back to the table, I still had to pee. But I don't want Tasha to know that I know her little secret. I couldn't help but smile. This was going to be great! "Rose what are you smiling at?" Lissa asks out loud instead of using the bond.

"They have really good here!" I say. And that bitch isn't pregnant! I mentally add.

Yes! i finally had Rose find out! Now the question you'll be wondering is: will she tell Dimitri? I guess you'll have to keep reading! So want me update well review! I finally got Last Sacrifice! I know like barely? Well yeah no one got it for me so i had it to buy it with my own money! Please review! I hope you liked this chapter~Cynthia Valencia_")