This chapter is crap! That's because i feel like crap right now, i'm sick or i have allergies WHATEVER. It's short, i was going to make it longer but i have a pretty bad headache. I only updated because its been a while since i have. i have bad news by the way, its at the end of the chapter.

I don't own the Vampire Acdemy or any of its characters. :/

Is this really happening? Is Tasha somehow really pregnant? Is my life really this bad? The love of my life is having a child with some stupid jerk? I found her buying tampons, was I mistaken? Or did she cheat on Dimitri? Would she do something so cruel just to separate us? I left the room without another word. I quickly walked over to my room. It had gotten quite messy since I've been here. There were some clothes on the floor, bed wasn't made, etc. I got all my and Alex's clothes and put them in my suitcases. Dimitri left me when things got hard for him, why can't I do the same? I finished packing my clothes and started packing my toiletries. When I went to the bathroom and saw myself in the mirror, I saw my cheeks had trails of tears. I hadn't even noticed I was crying. I wiped my tears, and finished packing all of my and Alex's stuff. I cleaned up the room so everything looked exactly like it did when I had barely come. The bed was perfectly made with the purple and black zebra print comforter. The small black couch in the corner had nothing on it like it did before. You get the point, the room was clean. The bedroom's door then opened and a worried Lissa came in, but she stopped when she saw the luggage.

"You're . . . you're leaving already?" she said sadly.

"Yes. I'm sorry Liss but I'm tired of all the stupid drama here. I can't take everything that's happened; I'm not going to take Tasha's crap anymore." I say and start walking out the door. I slowly walk down the stairs with the luggage. Alex is in the living room, eyes glued to the TV with Christian by her side. "Alex, we're leaving." I say, she looks at me and sees the luggage.

"MOM! I don't want to go home!" she says and starts crying. Here comes a tantrum! "Alex, we're leaving right now." I say while gritting my teeth. She was about to say something else but I gave her the look. Her eyes widened, but she came to me.

"You're leaving?" Christian asks.

"Yeah." I say without giving him an explanation. He comes up and hugs me.

"I'll make sure Lissa and I go visit you soon." He whispers. I nod and turn to get my luggage. When I turn around I see Dimitri near Alex.

"Roza—" I ignore him and pick up luggage once again. Lissa comes to my side and takes one of the bags, the small one of course. We walk out of her house and walk towards the door. This was probably the last time I'd ever come visit Lissa. I opened the trunk to my Pontiac and stuff my stuff inside.

"I got used to you being here." Lissa says.

"I have to leave before you start getting moody, having cravings, and stuff." I say and she laughs.

"Hey! It's not my fault!" she says.

"You're right it's Christian's." I say and she laughs even more. "Well goodbye." I say and then hug her.

"We'll visit you soon." She says. I nod and put Alex in the car and then get in. I start the engine and put it in drive, Dimitri comes out of the house then, when I see him I push the gas and start heading home. Bastard. Can't believe I let myself fall for him once again.

"Mom, where's Dimi?" asks Alex.

"Who?" I ask not understanding her.

"Dimi! Why did we leave Dimi?" she asks. Didn't know she called Dimitri Dimi.

"He had to stay honey." I say trying my best not to seem mean.

"Why?" she asked.

"Because he had to." I say.

"Why?" she asks.

"BECAUSE!" I can't believe I just yelled at my own three year old daughter! She starts crying and I just leave her. I don't know what's happened to me. I am so stressed out. On the rest of the way back it was quiet, I kept remembering things that had happened between me and Dimitri. Like memories when I was still a student and were training. And I thought about the night in the cabin. I don't know why I am thinking about all of this. Sometimes memories can be the best thing ever, sometimes they can just bring pain to your heart . . .

This is wear you guys come in! What should happen? Please review! I need your guys' help! Oh yeah my bad news is i might not be able to update in a long time if i don't do it soon because my brother might take off the internet! :O I'd try to write it at school but this website is blocked. So maybe another chapter won't be up soon. PLEASE JUST REVIEW! ~Cynthia_Valenica

P.S. If you are a BaCkStAbBeR fan another chapter will be up sooon and a quick, awful ending is NOT happening! ")