N: So, there is the chapter you've all been waiting for…the smut, enjoy!
I would also like to thank me amazing smut-beta; Carly (Temptress-Kitten17) she really is the best smut teacher I could've hoped for!
I'm not afraid of you
Five minutes later Damon was pushing me inside my room. He closed the door behind us, without breaking the kiss (don't ask how he did that) and pressed me against it, pulling my jacket over my shoulders at the same time.
I let the jacket slip off my arms and started unbuttoning his shirt with trembling hands. I couldn't help but feel like I've been waiting a lifetime to do that.
"God, you're so beautiful…" he mumbled against my skin.
He started kissing my neck; his wet burning lips seemed to be all over my flesh, giving me butterflies in my stomach. He got lower and the tip of his tongue started going up and down on my collar bone. He bit me softly and I let out a guttural moan.
"Oh…God…" I mumbled, feeling like I was about to pass out. My heart was beating so fast; I could feel it against my ribcage, ready to break free.
Suddenly he pulled back and looked at me confused.
"Are you scared?" he asked, "Elena, are you afraid of me?" he asked again seeing I wasn't answering.
"No…no, God Damon, I'm not afraid of you," I answered.
"But…your heartbeat…"
"It's not because I'm scared. It's because, I'm nervous and…"
"And…" he pushed.
"And turned on…" I said in a whisper.
"Ohhh…" that's all he said before pulling me into a passionate kiss that left me breathless.
He grabbed the edge of my t-shirt and pulled it over my head, leaving me only in my transparent lacy-black bra.
"Hmmm, I like it." As if he wanted to prove it, he lowered himself so that his head was at the same level as my chest. He licked his lips, like he was preparing himself for a feast, and gently started sucking my nipple through the thick material, hitting it with quick tongue movements; driving me crazy.
"Damon…ahhh…"
His fingers were pulling down the zipper of my jeans and I bit my lip in anticipation.
Using his vampire speed, he had me on my back over the mattress in a matter of seconds. He was still standing by the edge of the bed, pulling my pants off me—and he looked damn sexy doing that.
Once the pants were on the floor, he placed my foot on his shoulder and kissed my ankle, his fingers sliding up and down my leg and giving me chills (the good kind). His tongue drew a wet line from my ankle, all the way to my ass…the move bringing my pulse from my neck to my core.
My fingers curled around the sheets as he started kissing the line between my leg and my pubic bone. My grip was getting tighter every time his tongue got closer to the where I needed him the most.
He looked up to me and I noticed the color of his eyes changing to a more pronounced shade of blue and his cornea turn from white to red. Thin veins appeared in the corner of his eyes; his mouth cracked open revealing two immaculate white fangs. And there it was: my beautiful vampire…my beautiful monster that melted my heart and stole my soul.
"Do you trust me?" he asked.
"With my life," I answered without thinking twice about it.
He placed his head between my legs and I held my breath waiting for his next move. I felt his cold breath on my burning flesh and I closed my eyes, letting out a soft moan.
Soon, I heard a ripping sound and the next thing I knew; I was feeling his fangs against my folds. He gazed at me again, and his face returned to normal.
"Now I need you to relax! I will take care of you…" the promise in his voice made me shiver. I let my head fall back on the pillow, spreading my legs even wider to give him all the space he needed.
He began by letting the tip of his tongue circle around my clit, teasing me; then he started licking it like it was his favorite dessert.
"You taste so good…" he said, causing his lips to vibrate and me to scream his name.
His movements got faster and faster, licking me up and down over and over again and my breath got heavier—my screams got louder; much louder.
"Damon…" I yelled when I felt his tongue penetrating me.
"You like that baby?" he asked and I moaned in response.
He replaced his tongue with his fingers and started an in and out movement that made me follow his hand with my hips.
"Oh, God…don't stop Damon, please don't you dare to stop!"
My orgasm had been strong and beautiful; my whole body convulsed violently and I cried out his name in pure bliss.
He didn't give me much time to recover as he kissed his way up. He stopped for a few moments at my breasts, giving each one of them an equal tease treatment; then he moved all the way up to my mouth.
My lips separated as soon as I felt his slippery tongue in the corner of my mouth. My own tongue started a battle with his and my fingers tangled in his dark silky hair, pulling him closer.
I could taste myself on his lips; mixed with his own taste and a touch of expensive bourbon…it was taking me to a whole new height of pleasure.
"Damon…I…I want…I…"
"Tell me what you want baby!"
"I…I want you inside me…now!" I ordered.
"Your wish is my command," he said positioning himself above me.
I felt the tip of his dick at my entrance and my heart skipped a beat.
"I promise it won't hurt," he said and I smiled.
I was far from being a virgin, but for some reason I felt like one and his XXL size wasn't helping me calm down.
"You are so beautiful…your skin's so perfect…and your eyes, the way you look at me, they sparkle in a special way…. but it's your smile that won me over, you should always smile!" he said kissing me, slow, deep; sucking me in.
"Here you go, all the way in. I told you it won't hurt," he whispered in my ear.
Once he started moving inside me, reality faded away and I felt like I was dying slowly; it felt good, too good to be real. I started grabbing everything around me: sheets, pillows, clothes; afraid that if I didn't hold on to something I'd vanish.
"Ohh, God, Elena…you feel so good baby. You're so tight…" he mumbled and I could feel his erection contract inside me as he came.
His cries of pleasure and the way he was running his hands all over my upper-body made me reach Nirvana again, collapsing underneath him.
After a few minutes of heavy breathing, Damon turned around, supporting himself on one elbow, looking at me.
"Now what?" he asked.
"Now you hold me in your arms until I fall asleep and every time I wake up, you'll squeeze my hand and tell me you're still here and you will always be here, right by my side. In the morning, you'll wake me up with a kiss and you'll whisper in my ear that you'll be waiting for me in the shower…and I'll follow," I said smiling at him.
"Sounds good, as long as you don't keep me waiting for too long," he said placing a soft kiss on my forehead as I was resting my head on his shoulder.
"Not a chance. I think you've waited long enough," I said and he smiled; a real beautiful, breathtaking smile. I felt asleep taking that image with me in my dreams.
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