Chapter 2
You know how whenever a story like this starts the speaker says something like Now you see it wasent always like this, I use to be a happy well adjusted child with tons of friends,and i was so super popular and BLAH, BLAH,BLAH! Well this is not the case.
You see ever since I was little I had always had sort of a fitting in, finding a place, being lonely problem. My mom constantly moved my family and I around so I could start fresh and new somewhere and maybe have hopes of actually being happy. In the end it never worked. Now I'm a ninth grader and if it hasent worked by now...I dont think it ever will.
Now its my time. One I've been dreading ever since last week when we moved here. We were on spring break so my mom moved us here. I kinda like Wyoming it has a certain feel to it that makes me happy. I dont know if its the clean air, or the plesant neighborhood, or maybe even the smiling faces but something about it is just so appealing. Maybe...just maybe...I can stay here. But knowing me, I doubt it.
My mom really wanted to get me to school early and on time so she insisted on driving me 30 minutes before school started, even though we live 3 minutes away. Now this is the part where I show you how I really can't stand my mother. She walks in and it goes a little something like this:
"Oh Cassie! What have you done to your face, you look...you look...umm...I..."
"Mom, how many times do I honesly have to tell you I dont care what you think! Would you leave me alone and get off my back! I'm in the friken ninth grade, I can do whatever I want, I dont need your opinion or approval!"
Of course my mother looks all offended, but I can honestly care less. I slam the door in her face any way. I just get so tired of her always telling me what she thinks, or thinking she controls me!
Honesly I never listened to her, I'm sure at one point I was a little mommy's girl and did everything she told me to do, but not anymore! Ever since my mom started her constant moves, she thinks shes helping me, but to tell you the truth i'd rather just drop out of school, drop out of this world all together! But not now, no, not now! Today I'm going to go and see what this schools like..today is a new girl...Today I'm Cassie, the girl that dosent listen to anyone and lets no one stand in her way!
I lace up my new combat boots over my jeans and grap my bookbag. I lock my bedroom door from the inside and climb out the window (not expecting my mom to drive me now,she probaly went to go cry or something), looking to see the new dissapointment that awaits me today.