I leaned to my locker and watched people walking to their lockers and talked to their friends. Their life was so easy, I thought. They came to school, saw their friends, slept and then to the school again. My life was full of crap, when I woke up I took my little sisters and brothers to daycare, then I drove to school where I had to do too much work, then I went to the band practice where I had to see Amy and torture myself an hour everyday. Then I spent time with Adrian, pretending I actually like her. After that I had some time to myself, which I usually used alone in my room thinking about how my life would be if things had turned out different way.

Though it wasn't that bad actually, I was getting used to it. I saw Amy with Ben everyday now, and it was always as hurtful, but slowly during the last month I had noticed that I didn't feel any hurt anymore, it was only numbness.

"Baby, how are you!" Adrian shouted at me and run to give me a kiss in front of everyone. She was all about the public display of attraction. We were the power couple now, well us and Grace and Jack. They were the head cheerleader and the captain of football team. We were just two good looking people.

"Fine, look I have got go, talk to you later, alright?" I quickly walked away from her.

As I got around the corner I leaned against the wall to do what I did before. Watch as people walked by. Then I saw Amy, she was with her two girl friends talking. She looked really upset, like she was about to cry. I wanted to go to her and ask what was wrong, but I couldn't. She had Ben to do that to her, she didn't need me.

The classes were about the start, but instead of making her way to the class room, Amy run to the restroom, tears falling from her eyes. Her friends weren't following her, which seemed odd to me and Ben was nowhere to see either. Her friends just walked to their class and left Amy alone into the restroom. I waited for five minutes for her to come out of there, but then I couldn't take it anymore. I checked out that no one was there, and walked into the restroom.

"Amy? Are you here?" I asked carefully, because the restroom seemed empty. I heard someone sobbing in one of the booths though. "I can hear you Amy."

"Go away." She snapped from her booth.

"No I won't, you are all alone crying here, what's wrong?" I was pretty worried for her, I didn't want her to be sad about anything.

"Why? Why do you care? You haven't talked to me for the last four weeks, why would you care all of a sudden?" She whispered, she sounded like she was really broken. But hear her saying that made me broken, it wasn't my fault she found a new boyfriend. She told me she didn't want me to be in her life, how was I suppose to know she didn't really mean it?

"I care. I thought you didn't want to have anything to do with me." She opened the door and looked at me, tears in her eyes.

"I hate my life Ricky." She confessed.

"Why? You have everything? Perfect parents, great friends, new boyfriend, what more can you ask for?" I really didn't think there was anything wrong with her life.

"My parents are getting a divorce. And do you see my friends or my boyfriend anywhere near here?"

"Slow down, what do you mean your parents are getting a divorce?" I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I thought her parents were happily married, why would they do that now?

"I don't know, what do you usually mean by that? Apparently my dad has been cheating on my mom and now our whole family is falling apart." She sobbed and I walked to her and wiped her tears away. I picked her up and carried her away from the booth and to the floor next to the sinks. I kept her on my lap though, so I could hold her. I knew it was horrible to think while she was crying, but I really enjoyed having her next to me.

"It's going to be okay. Hey, don't cry, you have me here."

"Ricky it's not all. I think I'm part of the reason my parents are divorcing.."

"No, don't think that. You are perfect, it's not your fault your dad was cheating." How could she even think it was her fault, she didn't have anything to do with her father being a jerk.

"No, it's not that. I just, I've done somethings that I regret and now they are affecting on my family and I feel so bad about it. I never wanted to make them hurt." She was having a hard time breathing and I tried to comfort her.

"Hey, whatever you did, it couldn't have been that bad."

"You don't know that."

"Then tell me, whatever could be so bad, that your family gets hurt?" I honestly couldn't understand what would be so wrong to do, that her family would get hurt along the way.

"I got pregnant." She whispered and looked away from me. It felt like someone had stabbed me right then, how could she get pregnant with Ben? I thought she didn't want to do that, have sex. I thought I was her only one, I had something of hers and no one else would ever experience it, well at least not in a long long time. Not before she got married.

Anger started to boil in side of me, I wasn't that mad to Amy, I was more mad at Ben who didn't use protection with my Amy. I would kill that son of a bitch, he couldn't just ruin Amy's life like that and then walk away. Fuck he might be the sausage king's son, but he wasn't a prince, he couldn't just leave Amy alone like that.

I dropped my hands of Amy, I stared at her eyes trying to study what she was feeling. She looked so hurt, so broken and what scared me the most, she looked like she was not repairable, like no one would ever be able to fix her. I caressed her cheek and pressed my forehead to hers.

"Does Ben know? Does he know, is that why he isn't here? Because he's too scared to be there for you after he knocked you up? I promise you Amy, if he doesn't help you, like you deserve to be helped, I will rip his head of. I will make sure he doesn't take another step in his life. Hell I promise you I will take care of your child like he was mine. You don't need her Amy, he is so below you."

"Rick.." She started, but I didn't let her finish. I picked her up and laid her to the floor. I got up, I just couldn't handle it, it was too much for me to take. Amy was having a child with Ben. Amy was pregnant, in nine months she would be having a real living child.

"Are you sure?" Maybe she looked the results wrong, people did that all the time, maybe she just misunderstood it.

"About what? About being pregnant? Yes I'm sure. I took 3 test and they all said positive. How stupid do you think I am?" She hissed at me.

"And what did Ben say when you told him? Because I'd like to know before I beat the crap out of him." I didn't want to make any mistakes, even though I was shocked, I still knew I needed to know the details before doing something stupid.

"He doesn't know.." Amy whispered and I couldn't believe her. Why wouldn't she tell him, he seriously needed to know.

"Look, I don't know why you haven't told him yet, but I really think you should, because as the father he should be the first one to know. And I'm quite sure that if I ever were to have a girl pregnant I'd like to know as soon as possible." I convinced her to tell Ben. I turned away to leave, I couldn't see her anymore, it was too hurtful to see her and think about her being pregnant. As my hand touched the door handle, I heard her quiet voice behind me.

"Ricky.. Ben isn't the father, you are."

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